I am Feng Yifei, and I grew up with a golden key in my mouth. Since I was a child, I have to be windy and rainy, and I have known the benefits that money can bring to me since I was a child, and I also know how unreliable people's hearts are. In the whole mansion, only my grandfather likes me, he often touches my head and says: "Yifei, it seems that this family business will be handed over to you in the future, you don't let me down, and you must not be soft-hearted, you know that people who are soft-hearted and soft-handed in the mall will not live long, the mall is like a battlefield, since it is determined that that person is your enemy, then you must be desperate to defeat him, so that you can stand firm, can stand at the top, I know you have ambitions, And you also have the wisdom and courage that you can achieve your ambitions, and I believe you, my grandson, you go. Go and grow our business, the world is under your feet.

Yes, my grandfather's judgment was right, I was very smart, and it was never difficult for me to study, and I became familiar with the company's affairs while studying as a teenager. By the time I'm 24, I've got a full control of the company, and I'm able to listen to the earnings reports and do whatever I want.

Wait until your career reaches a peak. My heart began to swell, I began to have other desires, I have always wondered in my heart, grandpa is such a powerful person, why does he call me not soft-hearted? What's more, I am not a soft-hearted person by nature, when my cousin and cousin calculated the company's stocks, I let them go out of the house, and when my uncles and aunts came to plead for mercy, I also ignored it, how can a person like me be soft-hearted, grandpa, you are wrong about this.

I've been to countless places, I've been to Macau casinos, I've played stud. I've played other exciting games, I've recently become obsessed with playing with women, yes, they give me a sense of conquest and joy, a strong sense of being wanted, it stands to reason that I don't lack money, I don't lack respect, how can I feel this way, whatever, I like to see the sound of women begging for mercy and crying when they are ravaged by me, I love to see the flattering smile when they reach out and take the check, I like to listen to them say it; Hello awesome when begging for mercy.

I'm not a psychopath, I laugh at myself. A person like me who is unparalleled in wisdom and handsome, naturally there is no shortage of women, I am also confident, there has never been a woman who can let me plant my head, I am in the love field, let me play, I am a little tired of myself, so I started a new game, I play with others, how do you think I am a beast?

In fact, I tell you, I even feel that I am inferior to a beast, but I can't help it, I don't know what I can do, my heart has no home, and there is no safe harbor, I remember the happiest thing when I was a child, that is, my mother took me to the lawn to bask in the sun, and told me fairy tales for an afternoon, I snuggled up to my mother's lap, listened to the fairy tales she told, and felt that she was the most tender mother in the world.

But then I didn't know where my mother went, I asked my grandfather, I asked the servants, I asked everyone, but no one told me where my mother went. Gradually, I realized that everyone would not tell me, so I was smart enough not to ask again, and kept it in my heart.

I just want to see if there is anyone in the world who can be like my mother. If there really is, don't worry, I will never let you slip away from me when I find you. Even if it costs everything. I manipulated the stock market, grabbed other people's money, and bought one company after another.

But I also do good deeds, I donate money to poor areas, I build school after school, I even volunteer on weekends, I think to myself, I see the smiling faces of these children, can I get a little relief from the evil things I have done?

One child asked me, "Uncle, why don't you laugh?" Why not be happy? He asked me.

I asked him, "Why am I happy?" ”

He said, "Uncle, why are you not happy because you are well fed and warmly clothed, and you have new clothes to wear and something to eat?" ”

"Hehe, a child's wish is so simple, I thought to myself. Adults, it's just more troublesome, how can there be only enough food and clothing and be happy, but there will be some, you don't understand the troubles other than being full and clothed. I rubbed her hair, "You'll understand when you're older." ”

"Okay uncle, but you must be happy, you are a good person, a kind person, we all want you to be happy." The child said too seriously.

"Thank you, I want you to be happy too," was blessed for the first time in his life, and was blessed by a child in an orphanage, this job is really worth it, you see my businessman nature exposed again. In my world, except for my grandfather and mother, everything that is left can be calculated and measured in money.

Friendship isn't worth mentioning, I don't need love, what is that? Is it affectionate? I've gained, I've got enough, so what's left? I was born with other people's compliments. Money? I'm never short of money, I'm never short of women, so my life really looks perfect.

But in the dead of night, I quietly looked at the moon outside the window, only I knew that I was so glamorous on the surface, but in fact, how pitiful I was inside, I was really described by the joker who said on the Internet, TMD a person who was so poor that he only had money left.

I don't have a friend who really cares about me, and I don't even get a greeting when I have a cold. When I was sick and couldn't get out of bed, I still had to think about how others would calculate me, and I was so guarded against other people's calculations, too tired, 24 years old? That's how my 24-year-old is. Maybe I've reached heights that no one else can reach in a lifetime.

But the funny thing is that I gradually realized that I didn't want any of this, I wanted to run away every day, I wanted to escape, I didn't want to be trapped in this shackle. Who will save me? If time could really be turned back, I would like to go back to the old days and ask my grandfather, grandfather, why? I have everything now, but I always feel like I have nothing, why am I so strong on the surface, but so fragile on the inside? Tell me why the hell is that? Why did my mother leave me quietly? Why is that? In my dream, I cried.