People are not born wise. Rather, in the process of growing up, we should clarify ourselves through learning, experiencing, observing, thinking, and summarizing.

When I was young, I didn't understand, I always hoped that I could grow up quickly, and growing up at that time was that there was endless money in his mind, and he could buy a lot of food, and he didn't have to think about what to eat but couldn't eat, and he didn't have to think about what he couldn't play.

When I grow up, I will have the idea of escaping when I encounter setbacks in my studies; When you work, you have to work hard to make a living. I always hope that if I can go back to the childhood days when I snuggled under the wings of my parents, I don't have to think about work and life.

Or if you know how to work hard instead of squandering your time when you are studying, you will confidently say to yourself that you will definitely be better off now. If there is a regret medicine in the world, it will definitely go through again and fight for its future.

I will only blame my failure on the fact that I did not withstand the wind and rain properly during the rainy season when I was 17 years old, irrigate the sun, and absorb nutrients to thrive.

He would only make excuses that he was about to step into the stand, and time did not allow him to stop and study again.

But Takeshita will tell you that even if you are 17 years old again, in the prime of your youth, you are not able to improve yourself and be the person you think you can do.

I also had such a plan, if I can go back to my youth, when I was studying, I should absorb as much nutrients as possible, so that my tree can grow taller.

However, he threw down Osamu Dazai in his hand and was lying on the sofa tired, and now he didn't look like he had seized this opportunity, and there were some other books next to him, such as pride and prejudice, how steel is made, detachment, or reason and emotion.

He struggled to see it, let alone understand it.

Golden Week has been 6 days, and he doesn't know how he spent these six days, doing nothing all day. Basically, he went back to his old life, two meals a day, except for going to bed early and getting up early.

In the past, although his life was not smooth sailing, at least he had a goal that could be used as a motivation to move forward, and then read novels and dramas in his spare time, and his life could be regarded as fulfilling.

Unlike now, with no goals, no motivation, and an empty heart, he feels like he's about to become a walking dead in just a few days.

I originally planned to be very good, buy a few books, take a look, recharge myself, not only can I enrich myself, but I can also insert a few words in the ministry department, and I don't have to always look at the two "same" people under the snow and Biqigu talking about themselves, but they only sigh.

Turning over, he lay on the couch with his arms on his side and looked at a few books on the low table. Is this interest in reading so difficult to cultivate? Millions of novels to read. It's just that I changed to a relatively connotative book, and I couldn't read it so much.

Is this still a normal 17-year-old high school student?

The more I think about it, the more unwilling I become.

No way! I can't give up, I have to change my reading habits. Isn't it the most envious of the Tibetan literature in the chest, and the feeling of poetry and books in the belly, maybe you can't become such a person, but at least let your knowledge not be limited to textbooks.

It's a rare opportunity to have such a chance, and there won't be a second time.

Sit up straight again, endure impatience, pick up a book again. Of course, Osamu Dazai just forgot it, and he was really tired to watch. It's not that he looks at the beauty of that dog food.

Committing suicide five times and martyrdom three times in his life, such an author does not write a book as beautiful as the one we see in sentences taken out of context.

Even if you have a goal, plus you are forcing yourself to die, you can slowly calm down. It doesn't matter if you don't understand it, at least read it first, and you can also know the general idea and have a systematic cognition.

But it seems that Osamu Dazai said that what to write a sketch is to present what you want to others or something.

Takeshita Bingmi thought about it for a long time and still didn't remember what this was if I only saw it once.,It's really a mistake.,It's rare to have a chance to pretend to be a force.,Although no one watched.,But it's useless to remember it.。

He only remembers the general meaning, but he doesn't remember the whole thing.

Am I going to change the way I read books, should I memorize some of the more exemplary words and sentences when reading books, and occasionally come up with an allusion or something? is in the second year of high school, so it is full of identity.

Someone once said that fate is like a book. If you read it inadvertently, you will miss the fairy tale, and if you read it too seriously, you will shed tears.

What's more, picking up a book and reading it, we also have a relationship with the author. From between the lines, you can see the purest side of their hearts, and see the perception of the life they have gone through.

Read, more or less, we will all absorb something. Or in the later years of life, when we experience something, we suddenly remember a certain passage in a certain book we once read, and how similar our mood at that moment is to our current experience.

When you sink your heart into reading, time always flies, maybe it's because it's been too long and you forget this feeling, but now Takeshita Bingmi is slowly regaining the feeling she had before.

When I came back to my senses, the room was starting to get a little dark.

It's getting dark.

He muttered to himself, took out a bookmark, and closed the book in his hand. He couldn't finish the whole book in one afternoon, but the irritability and feeling of emptiness that had accumulated over the past few days were gone.

Standing up and moving, stretching his body, which was a little stiff from sitting upright for too long, picked up the delicious snack box on the table and walked to the balcony. The upper body is supported on the railing with both arms, and the residential area where he lives belongs to a high-end community, and the nearby buildings are relatively open, and the environment is also very green.

And there is a community park nearby, and he lives in a high place, and now he looks up and has a wide field of vision. Chiba City is located in a seaside city in the Kanto region, and the sea breeze no longer smells fishy, but has a faint fragrance of branches and leaves.

The afterglow of the sunset in the sky stained the clouds red, and he pulled out a delicious stick and plucked it in his mouth.

"It's a good day like this, and it would be perfect if there was another beautiful woman. I don't know what I'm doing under the snow right now? After eating, he smoked another one, "It's fate to meet her once you cross over, but what should I do, there is no direction at all." ”

Thinking about the plot I saw in my previous life, I don't know where to start at all, the opponent is too strong. So it's better not to think too much.

Ay......

Looking at the park diagonally below, the mothers who came out to play with their children, although they couldn't hear the sound, they could see it clearly.

Hey, is it so good that you can see so far away? Anyway, he didn't remember if he could see so far before he wasn't nearsighted, but the unexpected discovery was happy for a while, and there was nothing to worry about, anyway, life was still the same.

Eating snacks, watching the children playing in the distance, waiting until it was completely dark, the street lights on both sides of the road, and the houses in the distance were lit up one after another, and then returned to the living room to put down the snack box in his hand and wash rice and make porridge.

Then I watched the TV to get the information, and after I finished eating dinner and cleaned up, I went back to my room and turned on the computer that hadn't been turned on a few times. Although I haven't been on the Internet a few times, the Internet speed here is really fast.

Wandering around the Internet, watching the news, visiting the forum to learn about and absorb the lack of knowledge, and then after 10 o'clock, because this day is also considered to be overused, I brush my teeth early and go to sleep.

He didn't have the habit of soaking in the bath or something, and it was a trouble to put such a large tank of water, and then the day passed.