Volume 4 Woe to the Wall Chapter 47 I don't know
Yan Yuan went to see the third prince.
Ruan Yin opened the window boredly, propped his hands under his chin, and looked at the busy pedestrians outside the window with some blankness.
Yan Yuan went back to the inn first in the morning, called Ruan Yin, who was sleeping super soundly with Cui Xiyao in his arms, and told her about the situation.
Ruan Yin was impatient at firstβafter all, anyone would be impatient when they were woken up from a dream, but as she gradually woke up, she understood what Yan Yuan said.
"Now the situation in the capital is quite delicate, on the surface, there are major families vying for power, and secretly there is the Heavenly Demon Pond waiting for an opportunity, and it may appear at any time to make trouble! I originally thought that the Cui Xiyao incident two days ago would become the fuse that caused a bigger incident, but I didn't expect that the thunder and rain at the six doors would be heavy, and the county lord would be kidnapped! In the end, this delicate balance situation continues! β
"However, it will soon be no longer sustainable! The day of the martial arts conference is approaching, and the third prince Cui Yeheng will definitely do something! He recruited He Shuyuan that day, and he didn't succeed here in He Shuyuan, but there are always speculators who will look at his potential stocks! This martial arts conference is undoubtedly an opportunity for him! He definitely didn't want anything wrong with his plan, so he would definitely try to have people assassinate He Shuyuan before the martial arts conference officially convened! β
"And our goal is to prevent him from doing this! I'm going to dress up as a bloody rose to meet him now! But I'm afraid he'll start to doubt me...... The identities of Bloody Rose and Yan Yuan are not completely separated! At least someone can find out my true identity from the clues, whether it is Lige or An Kite, it proves this! If Cui Yeheng knew about this matter, my plan would definitely be disrupted! So I ran to the secret base last night to find An Yuan, and asked her to come to the inn to find you as I am, I hope you will play a play with her, and the two identities of Bloody Rose and Yan Yuan will also be separated from Cui Yeheng! β
"But then, there's another problem. What should Wu Lin do? What should Cui Xiyao do? I don't have enough time, so I'll leave it to you, Ruan Yin! I'm sure you can figure it out! I'm sure you'll understand my layout and what I mean! β
Ruan Yin looked out the window and shouted angrily: "The devil knows what your layout is!" Tell me if you can die?! Hell! Knowing that I was angry to get up, I just picked a time when my brain was the least clear
Come and talk to me...... Can you die if you're late for a while?! β
"Sister Ruan, what are you talking about?" Cui Xiyao, who didn't know anything, looked at Ruan Yin blankly, "What's wrong?" β
"I'm scolding your lovely man!" Ruan Yin pursed his lips, then glanced at Cui Xiyao with some amorous feelings, and mocked without malice: "How did you fall in love with that person?" This kind of person must be an idle prodigal son in his emotional life! You see that men's eyes are too bad! β
"Uh...... Emotional matters are uncertain. Cui Xiyao blushed and hesitated a few times, but finally was embarrassed to say the moment when she fell in love with Yan Yuan, and then the words changed and led the fire back to Ruan Yin, "What about Sister Ruan?" In the process of getting along with Yan Yuan, what do you think of him? β
"Huh? Hey, a question from the main palace? You're quite a wife! Ruan Yin smiled, "I think Yan Yuan?" Well, I think he looks like me...... He felt the same way, the two of us were so similar, like the same person, so none of us could trust anyone at first. β
"Why? Shouldn't people be naturally close to people who are similar to themselves? β
"No, not everyone is like that." Ruan Yin shook his finger, "But this stage has long passed, and the two of us are now partners who 'trust each other'...... Well, the situation may have come to the other extreme β the two of us 'trust each other too much'. β
Cui Xiyao was stunned: "Huh? β
"Because we both know each other very well, we naturally know each other very well, which directly creates the embarrassing situation that we 'believe in each other as much as we believe in ourselves'...... Well, sometimes this state works well, and sometimes I feel a little troublesome. Ruan Yin pursed his lips, and then suddenly laughed: "Ah, I know what you want to ask is not this, you want to ask me what I think of him in terms of feelings, right?" β
Cui Xiyao scratched her head, did not deny or agree.
"Honestly, I don't know."
Ruan Yin looked at the sky outside the window, the sun on the autumn morning was not strong, watching the lazy sun crawl slowly towards the sky, and her body could only feel a gentle warmth when she was illuminated by the sun, she also had such a lazy feeling on her body, as if she was a little dazed, but it seemed to be resting.
"I don't know. I know I'm still in love with my former lovers
, I know that I still like the body of a beautiful woman, I know that I still hate the proximity of men, but I don't know what I think of Yan Yuan. β
"What is he? I don't know, I've never had such a person in my life. Of course, I have male friends, when I was in Nanning, my fox friends and dog friends were all sons, and most of the masters who taught me all kinds of things were also men, and I got along with them very naturally. Some of those people knew about my sexuality, some didn't, but whether they knew it or not, they didn't bother me because they were dispensable to me, they weren't far away from me, but they weren't close. When I want to abandon them, I can do it at any time. β
"But Yan Yuan is different."
"It's the first time, the first time that a man has been with me day and night without boredoming me, the first time that someone has intruded into my life without inconveniencing me. I was so similar to him, we had the same likes and dislikes, that I sometimes didn't even realize that I had him by my side, and sometimes I suddenly saw his face, and then I remembered that I was no longer alone, and then I felt relieved. β
"At this moment, I don't want to leave Yan Yuan anymore...... Heha, obviously a few months ago, I even didn't hesitate to fight with Yan Yuan in order to part ways with him. β
"I don't understand, I don't know what kind of emotion this is, it's very different from my previous love, but it's definitely not such a shallow thing as 'friendship'. Maybe it's also a love, maybe it's a feeling that goes beyond love and friendship......"
"Now, Xi Yao, I admit that I really planned to tempt Yan Yuan before. You may not know it, but I'm dying. I've always thought that it would be a pity if this body didn't experience the joy of men and women before I died, so I made such an act. Before I opened my mouth to tempt Yan Yuan, I thought that it was better to cheapen my own people than to cheapen others, and if Yan Yuan's wood refused, I would go out and find a cowherd to try. But strangely, when I looked back at my behavior at this time, I suddenly felt that I didn't want anyone except Yan Yuan. β
"I don't know what's wrong with me......" Ruan Yin looked at Cui Xiyao and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Xiyao, could it be said that I have cured the 'devil' who likes women?" β
Cui Xiyao also looked at Ruan Yin, her eyes were a little dazed, and after a long time, she spoke:
"I ...... I don't know. β
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