Chapter 42 He has few friends
The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and Takeshita Icemi, who walked out of the cafeteria alone after lunch, raised his head and squinted at the sun in the sky, but his thoughts drifted away.
Anyway, it's been almost a month and a half since I came to Zongwu High School, and I don't seem to have visited the school yet. Could it be that I studied for a few years like I used to do, but I haven't been to some places in school, and I graduated with such a state?
Then one year after that, the class president or a classmate in the class called, what long time no see, how about graduation for so many years, what time of the month, what day of the week, what time of the night, what time of our class party, everyone has been informed, you must come.
Then I will involuntarily think that I can actually know my phone number, and I haven't forgotten the existence of such a person, and then I have done my best to inform myself, and at this time I will also have a little warmth in my heart.
Knowing that he could only sit quietly in a corner, listening to everyone talking about the corner of the campus back then, he didn't know anything, and he couldn't interject if he wanted to. But I still went, but it was just to remember my youth, watching the friendship of former classmates return there, and the teachers and students were harmonious.
If it's really such a strong friendship, how can it be a tone that hasn't been seen for many years? How can the harmony between teachers and students be in addition to the initial greeting, so that the teacher can sit there and chat for a minute, or use the excuse of going out to call before the food is about to be served?
Then I sighed in my heart, everyone has changed. What else is left of such a class reunion other than a few people who build each other's fragile connections that are only needed at work? In the end, I went back with a stomach full of food and drinks, and the constant contact at the time of parting was just a polite word, and whoever believed it was that.
Thinking back to my previous self, I found that I had never changed. I don't know if I should be happy or feel sorry for myself.
The world is changing, but he is not.
Not wanting to go back to the classroom, he walked alone without a purpose. Look here, look there. If you want to see how the campus couple spends this lunch break, I used to see a man and a woman talking in a quiet corner, and I would be naïve to think that it was just one of them.
Uh, how did I get here? He found himself in front of a door, and the door number on the wall of the door was pasted with three different stickers, isn't this the Ministry of Ministry?
He was about to push the door in to see what they were doing in the ministry during their lunch break under the snow, and this was the first time he had come to the ministry activity room during his lunch break. In the past, I had come with the snow after the sixth class and the club time.
When his hand was about to touch the door, he suddenly stopped, thought about it, raised his hand and knocked on the door, and heard the sound under the snow accompanied by the words "Please come in" before pushing the door open and walking in.
"Good afternoon." Closed the door smoothly, he is now here, because the people next to him meet are all kinds of greetings, he is used to the same as everyone. Who made this an unwritten rule here, if it were changed to the original world, it would be 'eaten?' "That's it.
"Eh, Takeshita, you actually came over at this time today, is it because you are looking for Xiaoxue? Then should I avoid it? Yubihama asked bluntly, never thought that it would be looking for her, who let the intersection of the two be only the activities of the ministry department in the evening.
In this case, if you don't say anything on the day, you will generally not say anything later. Counting Yubihama's senses, he felt that it was much better than Bibiya's, who made Biqigu an invisible and powerful opponent, who made him talk less and not be in the same class, who made him a man.
But it's also a normal interpersonal relationship, and when you get closer to a friend, you will come out to get together and play.
At this time, even if there is something, it is not easy to answer directly, affirmed, it makes people complain a little unreasonably in their hearts, and if there is really something, it is not easy to say.
In any case, the person who says something like "I want to avoid it" stands on a high ground and is invincible from the moment he opens his mouth. Luckily, he didn't come to look for the snow on purpose, did he?
"No need Yubihama, it's nothing, I just came here in a daze."
"What a lonely remark, it seems that you have made the Ministry of Service a place for writers." Her cold voice under the snow was accompanied by her cold words, as if they had broken into her territory at the wrong time.
I really want to reply to you that the place with you is home, so I feel that I am so contrived that I feel numb, and I sat down in my place skillfully, looked at the two lunch boxes that were neatly arranged, and leaned back on the back of the chair.
"It's definitely lonely to be alone, and after this meal, they all get together to talk, and they won't be comfortable no matter what."
"Eh, Takeshita, you're very similar to a small business, and you're also a person." Yubihama spoke very bluntly about the fact that he was a human being.
"You'd be wrong, Yubihama, everyone will be similar, but you can't judge it just because it's a person. One of his people, I feel that he is over-self-conscious, and always thinks that he will be hurt by touching others, and that is probably what he is befriending with an impure purpose. Although the two have other things in common, they don't want others to label him as who he is.
Saying that the inferior is like the superior will not arouse the mind of resistance, but the same level is said to be like whom, whether it is a good or a bad aspect, but no one wants to be compared or become another him in the eyes of others, everyone will only like others to become him.
"I'm not alone because of these, I just don't want to take the initiative to build relationships, after all, too many relationships are more troublesome, and when I meet someone I want to contact, I will pay my sincere attention to contact and make friends. Sincerity is divided into a few parts or sincerity, there is no more and which is less, but if there are too many parts, it is just a false relationship. ”
Maybe it's because she feels uncomfortable being compared, or maybe it's because she wants to know what kind of person she is when she is under the snow, so she just talks more.
"So, what I'm similar to him is just the fact that I'm 'a person', like a friend who is only fine and not much, he just looks forward to the present but doesn't believe in it, and it's more likely, and his views on the world are full of negative dark energy, I like this world very much."
It's because there's snow in this world, so I like it.
"It's true that every time I hear Xiao Qi say, I feel that he is too negative about the world," he didn't know what she was going to say except for hearing this, because Yubihama lowered his head and said it too quietly without coming out of his throat.
"Although there are truths and falsehoods in what people say, I feel that what Takeshita-kun said this time is much more serious than in the past, which is really a strange and groundless feeling." Under the snow, the second index finger rested under the lower lip, frowning and thinking.
"Because what I say is my own thoughts, whether it's right or wrong, it's the truth for me. Also, people's feelings are not based on anything that can be clearly explained, but by the basis of robots, you know the concept of robots. ”
Sitting up straight, watching Yubihama fall silent because of his words, he didn't know how to speak.
Therefore, if the relationship is a little better, you have to think about each other, if you have too many friends, you can still take care of it, and it is good to have three or two intimate friends. A code of conduct like how good a "friend" is, he can't learn it in his lifetime.
However, people like Yubihama, who is the best at reading the atmosphere, are also very good at regulating their emotions, and it didn't take long for her to change back.
Ten minutes before class, the three of them left the activity room in the special building.