1760 You can't help it (ask for a monthly pass)
Seeing Luo Zhen fall into silence, Shi Nai couldn't help but be impulsive.
In normal times, Shino would never show weakness in front of others like this, let alone a man who has only known her for a few days in the game, which is still good as her prey, but it is impossible to show her weakness in front of her.
But what happened today finally broke the pretended strong shell in Shinai's heart and exposed his true self.
The real poetry is not strong at all, not calm at all, and not ruthless at all, but just a fragile girl who is manipulated by her own emotions and tormented by the once unsightly past.
It is precisely because of the weak that we will pursue the strong.
It is precisely because of vulnerability that we will pursue strength.
The so-called sniper Shino is just a mask for Shino Asada.
Now, this mask has been ruthlessly removed, and everything about Shino has been exposed.
"Tell me... Tell me...! ”
Shi Nai couldn't help but try her best to straighten up, stretched out her hand, grabbed Luo Zhen's collar, and shouted loudly.
"What the hell should I do to be like you...!"
At this point, Shino is no different from a collapse.
The fear, fear, and resistance to the past made Shino's emotions completely out of control and blind.
Perhaps, it is because Shi Nai is aware of the loss of control of his inner emotions, and he realizes that the fear he bears has reached the peak, and he is almost unbearable, so he will be like this, desperately pursuing strength.
For such a Shinai, the strength shown by Luo Zhen is her life-saving straw, she must grasp it, otherwise, she will be unable to hold on, and her weakness can no longer be hidden.
The true power to transcend the boundaries between the imaginary world and the real world lies right in front of Shino's eyes.
And that's what poetry is pursuing.
Learning the calmness, ruthlessness, and ruthlessness of a sniper in this world, and then using it to crush the weakness in Shino Asada's body, this is the purpose of Shiina's constant wandering in this world.
And Luo Zhen is like Shi Nai, he has killed people with his own hands, but he can be as calm and calm as he is now, in Shi Nai's opinion, it is because of his incomparable strength.
In order to suppress his weakness, in order to control his vulnerability, Shino has been desperate.
So...
"Tell me!"
Shino bit her lip, and her force was so fierce that her lips must have been bitten if she were in the real world.
Luo Zhen looked at such a poem and sighed silently in his heart.
Why is the girl in front of her so persistent, or is she paranoid?
Luo really didn't know.
However, Luo Zhen knew that this was definitely not for no reason.
The girl in front of her may have some kind of extremely painful and painful past, which led to the current paranoia.
Luo Zhen can be sure of this.
Because, with the same look, Luo Zhen has seen too much.
Thereupon...
"I don't know how, but if you're looking for an answer, then, first of all, I can tell you something."
Luo Zhen looked directly at Shi Nai and said so.
"That is, you can't become like me, give up this unrealistic idea."
In a word, the impulse in Shinai's heart was directly defeated.
"No... Way...? ”
Shino hoarsely spoke.
"That's right." Luo Zhen said unmoved: "You are pursuing power, and trying to use it to cross something, but in this case, you shouldn't think about becoming like me, my power is something that only belongs to me, no matter how much you pursue, it is not yours, you are completely looking for the wrong person." ”
"Secondly, you're looking for the wrong way." Luo Zhen stared into Shi Nai's eyes and said word by word: "There are some things that can not be crossed by becoming stronger, if you just want to suppress it by becoming stronger, it will only suffer a greater backlash." ”
And rightfully so?
"Because, it's just an escape."
Luo Zhen's words began to become merciless.
"You say I'm running away?" Shi Nai was suddenly angry, and said loudly: "You don't know me at all...!" ”
Before Shi Nai could finish this sentence, he was immediately interrupted by Luo Zhen.
"Yes, I don't know what happened to you, what is the situation now, how much effort you have made to this, how much you have paid for it, why do you say that you are running away?"
Luo Zhen stared straight at Shi Nai, and said like this.
"Still, I know it's useless for you to be like this."
No way.
Shino's current eyes are something that only those who have been driven to a dead end have.
will show such a look, you don't have to think about it to know that the other party must have taken the wrong road, otherwise you will never walk into a dead end and reach a dead end.
In this way, Luo Zhen must tell Shino.
"Even if you become as strong as me, you can't cross what you want to cross."
Luo Zhen shattered the only insistence in Shi Nai's heart.
Shino has always believed that as long as you defeat countless powerful enemies in this world and manipulate countless powerful guns, you can make your heart in the real world stronger, and finally overcome the pain of the past.
For this reason, Shi Nai will work hard in this world for half a year.
Now, Luo Zhen has shattered that hope.
And, in the most direct way.
"If you don't want to admit it, then tell me."
Luo Zhen's voice clearly reached Shi Nai's ears.
"You must have become much stronger in this world than you used to be, but have you crossed the things you want to cross?"
The question from the soul made Shino's eyes flutter violently.
Isn't that what it is?
Since entering this game, Shino has been getting stronger, becoming stronger than yesterday, and countless times stronger than herself when she first entered this world, but in the end, is her real self overcoming the pain of the past because of this?
No!
Even now, Shino still can't touch the gun, let alone see the gun, even if someone makes a pistol pose with her hand, she will be mentally shocked, dizzy, vomiting, painful and even fainting, almost no improvement.
Isn't that proof?
This just says a point.
That is, the poem is wrong.
Even if she can indeed touch a gun in this world, and even calmly shoot a bullet into the enemy's head and kill the opponent, it is only because in this world, everything is virtual and does not cause her inner trauma.
And once she encounters the real thing, Shina's mental illness will still attack.
For example, the atmosphere generated when Luo Zhen and Death Gun confronted him before made Shino almost have a seizure.
For another example, in the warehouse, when real death is approaching, Shino is also almost out of control.
These are all proofs.
"So what should I do... What to do..."
Shi Nai lost his strength and fell softly into Luo Zhen's arms.
"If that doesn't work... Then I... Then I..."
Shino buried her head in Luo Zhen's chest, and tears finally flowed.
Luo Zhen didn't bother Shi Nai, sighed, and let her go.
After a few seconds, Shino began to cry bitterly.
Crying resounded all over the riverbank.
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