There's still no way to write it.,Anyway,It's over in three chapters.,It's estimated that there will be a blast.,But I really can't write it today...... Just, shamelessly, stop for another day. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, it is estimated that the finale will be written.

So, let's make up the numbers in a little special...... Of course, I wanted to try a different style of ending, not so calm...... So it's not pure laziness, it's ideation~

About this special article, such as the ghost boy in the left eye...... I'm sure it has nothing to do with my next book.,But ~ there's going to be some stalks in it.

That's it. The next book is partially conceived, so I won't reveal it here. Anyway, I'll make sure that the next book, at least until the last volume, is constantly updated, and I have a manuscript or something.

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Left Eye Ghost Juvenile Affair - People who can't be remembered and people who can't be remembered.

The bell rang at twelve o'clock, and I remembered how many stories had suddenly changed direction here.

The princess drops the slipper and becomes the Cinderella who has nothing to do with the prince. If it weren't for a fairy tale, if it wasn't for the imagination of the Creator to make it happen, the story would have ended, like countless realities we are familiar with.

So, it's not that I can remember if I want you to remember, it's not that you can't forget if you don't want to.

When the second hand pointed to the overlapping hour and minute hands, Su Yuan felt that his nose was a little sour.

The girl on the other side looked at Su Yuan blankly, looking at Su Yuan in panic, unable to understand why she was in the same room with a big man, and couldn't understand why he was crying.

Why is this fate, how good it would be if he was just an ordinary human being, why did he die? Why did you become a soul hunter again?,If you're still a human.,I'll be very good friends with this girl called Hua Jiangli.。

Hua Jiangli would not have been so dazed, and there were naturally countless people who would forget the memories related to Soul Hunting when the clock rang at twelve o'clock. However, it is not as abrupt as Hua Jiangli.

After the mysterious power erased the memory of Hua Jiangli, it became easier for her to recall this day. I came to Lianqing City, and then went to a store called Freshness to drink something, and then came back inexplicably.

There would be no Su Yuan in the whole process, so when she looked ahead without blinking, at the moment when the bell rang at twelve o'clock, a man suddenly appeared on the sofa that was originally empty in her memory a second ago, as if teleporting.

It's as if, in the blink of an eye, someone suddenly arrives.

The man looked at himself sadly with tears in his eyes. But who is he?

"Who are you?" Hua Jiangli asked, extremely calm.

Su Yuan wiped away his tears lonely, forcibly squeezed a smile and said, "I'm Su Yuan, your fan, it's nice to meet you." ”

That's how the story should end. This is the end of the girl looking for adventure and love and the boy who is looking for a friend with luxury.

Su Yuan said, "Can I ask for a copy of your signature?" ”

Hua Jiangli wanted to ask why he was in his room, but he couldn't remember that he had gone to open the door.

"Ah, yes. You wait. "Fans who don't ask too much will not refuse, and, somehow, feel that this person will not harm himself.

Entering the house to find a pen, Hua Jiangli looked at the diary he had spread out, and it turned out that he still wrote a diary today. Because it was a diary about Soul Hunting, she couldn't remember what she had written, and she didn't remember if she had written it.

If it was someone else, it would probably be like that. This is where the encounter ends, and from then on the two people from different fields turn back and never cross paths again.

However, flowers will be different. The diary has a special meaning for Hua Jiangli. Su Yuan didn't know. Ask for a signature and leave. Su Yuan thought so.

But the minutes passed. Su Yuan found that it seemed that it had taken too long for Hua Jiangli to leave. Then you can hear what seems to be something else.

Su Yuan was curious about what Hua Jiangli was doing. But I'm too embarrassed to break in.

Really, asked for an autograph and left? Then he reappeared on the day of the concert, with a friendship that was no longer the first time he met, but the other party had no memory.

I've talked to the customers in the store, but it's completely different from this girl.

The inquisitor who killed his companions, was expelled. Even if I was expelled, I would have been punished severely, and my behavior at that time was actually telling the judges that I was very dangerous, that I would die if I had uncontrolled tendencies at any time. If the flowers don't take themselves away from the freshness, they will die in the end. If not, then black took over the body again and killed everyone.

It's terrible to think about, and he trembled with fear, Su Yuan was a little lucky, so the big star is also his savior. Really, it's just the first time we meet, and I always want to pull this friendship to the level of life and death together, but it's clear, she can't remember who you are.

Almost an hour. The door opened. When the flower will leave, he did not bring a pen. Su Yuan listened to her footsteps sound step by step, walking very slowly, obviously looking dazed when he went in, but when he came out, he had a look of extreme surprise.

"Su Yuan, I remember you." Hua Jiangli said in a trembling voice.

I only lived for more than a month, I have no memories of my life, and my experience after death is not rich, but this sentence I remember you convey as if you had an incomparably vicissitudes of life. Su Yuan's eyes were red, and he didn't know what to say.

But that's not possible.

Naturally, a big star can't be a soul hunter, a creator? Please, are you the magnet of the Creator? But if it's the Creator. In any case, you must also put aside the relationship, and you can't hurt her because of yourself. Until now, Su Yuan still didn't have the feeling of seeing the Creator as an enemy. In the end, why are those rumored creators who are so terrible that they can destroy the world so terrible that they can destroy the world? And why do you have to die? He didn't know. But in the end, Su Yuan just thought that the flowers were leaving, and you must not be the creator.

Hua Jiangli looked at the time and said, "You're not sleepy, Su Yuan, I'll tell you a story." ”

Su Yuan nodded. It's a weird feeling.

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, a person who had just been at a loss suddenly calmed down, as if that hour did not exist, and the two of them were still the ones who saved each other's lives, without any forgetting.

……

The rhythm of exercise suddenly became relaxed, and Nian Xiaotang's body was in a dying state for many days, and then after the body slowly recovered in the past few days, the intensity of exercise was greatly reduced. Just ordinary long runs, squats. It seems that he intends to return Nian Xiaotang's body to its best state.

During this period, Nian Xiaotang also contacted Sa Jingri and Yu Dongran to help ask for a long vacation. The very abnormal winter dye didn't have anything else to say, and even Sa Jingri, who had always been chattering, hurriedly said that it was okay and hung up the phone. I don't know what the hell they're up to.

And in the past few days, I have slowly become familiar with Akasi and Hua Xiaoxi, Akasi is really very easy to get along with, and he gives people a lazy tone when he talks and does things. And although Hua Xiaoxi feels very irritable, she is also a kind person. Hua Xiaoxi and Akasi also like Nian Xiaotang, which is rare and has an extra person to communicate with.

"Speaking of which, Hua Xiaoxi's predecessors, Soul Hunting can't have anything to do with people, and I don't know how long I have a lifespan, whether it will be very lonely." Nian Xiaotang in the squat asked.

Hua Xiaoxi sat on a big tree, looking into the distance through the branches and leaves.

"It's okay, some things, after a long time, become a habit. On the other hand, if everyone suddenly remembers me, I will feel uncomfortable. ”

"Maybe all this is the law of a super creator, and one day the law is broken, and Soul Hunt will be remembered."

Hua Xiaoxi looked at Nian Xiaotang who was squatting under the tree, and said slowly: "The boss also said this before, he said that this is a game between sentient beings and the creator, and you agree with many of the boss's opinions. ”

"Speaking of which, what about the rest of the Traveler."

"When Lian Qing's affairs are over, I will take you to see a few freaks."

"How can Lian Qing's matter be finished?" Nian Xiaotang is puzzled.

"Of course, kill the creator who created the cursed text message. However, things won't be so simple, just look at it, the hunch of this idiot is always accurate, and Lian Qingshi will definitely be tossed. ”

Hua Xiaoxi looked at the sky again and said, "Lianqing City may be unrecognizable by then, boy, you have to become strong quickly." ”

Nian Xiaotang said: "I will work hard." ”

Hua Xiaoxi smiled and said, "Hmph, in the past few days, you haven't disappointed me, Akasi's encounter with you this time may be the arrangement of fate." Although there are few of us travelers, because of this, we are more important to our companions than to our lives. ”

Because they all know how terrible loneliness is, they will never allow their companions to die.

Nian Xiaotang understood the meaning of this sentence, and finally asked curiously: "In the entire history, is there really no one who can remember Soul Hunting?" ”

The sunlight shines through the branches and leaves, falling a little dappled, and the eyes of the flower stream are in the shadows, not seen. Her lips moved slightly, and she said in a low voice, "Perhaps." ”

For some reason, Nian Xiaotang suddenly felt that Hua Xiaoxi's predecessors, who were used to loneliness, were particularly pitiful. It's just that I have this feeling for a moment, maybe I said the wrong thing.

……

In history, has there been any human who can remember Soul Hunting? As Hua Xiaoxi said, there may be, but it may be rarer than the Creator.

In fact, there are some things that will not be forgotten no matter what. Magicians love to study this, and some magicians have once caught human babies for experiments. All the habits of the baby are taught by the soul hunt, but because of the characteristics of the soul hunt, the baby always does not know who taught him these things, as if he has learned a lot of things for no reason, but they are all habits. If it's a skill conversation, you'll forget it.

Eat, drink, and sleep. You don't need to be taught. Because it's human instinct, habit, and once anything becomes instinct, it won't be forgotten.

Of course, everyone may have their own instincts that they can never forget, and they belong only to themselves.

"Su Yuan, what I want to tell you, you have to keep it secret, I really believe that you will tell you this. You know who I am, and if these secrets are known to the media, although it is not too negative, there will definitely be some unexpected situations. ”

Su Yuan nodded.

"When I was a child, I had a strange disease that I couldn't cure because it was related to the brain. It was only later that the situation was changed by medical treatment. I have intermittent amnesia. At that time, I was the opposite of Soul Hunting. ”

"The opposite?"

"Well, Soul Hunt won't be remembered. And every once in a while, maybe three or two days, maybe just a few minutes, I forget about something for a while or everything. Can't remember others. My family is pretty good, but I have seen a lot of hospitals that don't have a very effective solution.

For example, one time it was quite exaggerated, one day I had a high fever, I was only eleven years old at that time, I suddenly woke up, I found that no one remembered, I watched a woman crying helplessly, a man pacing back and forth, but I just couldn't remember who they were, after a long time, I took a lot of medicine, and after that, I realized that they were my parents.

Something like this happens all the time. When you pay for something, you don't remember where you are, why you pay, and why you come out to buy something. When you walk on the road, you suddenly don't know where you're going.

When I didn't have any kids to play with, my mother didn't dare let me go to school. But maybe I'm cute, and I'm always at a loss, but there are a lot of uncles and aunts who like me. Because of loneliness, I like them too. But there are always many times, when eating, when sleeping, when waking up, when walking on the road, when you want to say hello, all of a sudden, everyone is forgotten.

When I think about it now, I'm still so sad. People live in the world, in fact, don't they rely on memories? Because there are memories to follow, we can judge everything and give birth to feelings.

If you can't remember it, you naturally have no feelings.

But I just can't remember anyone, I am careful about those who are good to me, do you know that feeling Su Yuan? As soon as I woke up, or didn't need to fall asleep at all, in an instant, my connections seemed to reset, but my humanity was still there. I watched everyone smile at me, and I had to tell from the smiles of those people that they were relatives and which were friends. It took a long time to realize that the two people who loved me the most were my parents and then the other uncles and aunts. It's weird, isn't it? ”

The flower will take a long breath.

"One time I suddenly couldn't remember everything, I was walking down the street, I couldn't remember where it was, I didn't know what to do, I cried. Cry hard, cry hard. Then an uncle said to me, "Don't cry, come back with me."

Now that I think about it, I was probably the best kid in the world to be abducted. I've forgotten all about the whole world. I don't know when I remember, but suddenly a stranger appears and smiles at me, and I actually think, this is my relative. Even when I was abducted, I felt so good, it turned out that there were still people who wanted me.

But then when he took me on the train, a voice in his head said, "Don't go, don't go." I didn't remember anything, but I felt so scared when I got to the station. So I was fighting, I didn't know what I was fighting for, as if I was going to die if I left the city.

But all of them are passers-by, so where would they notice my uneasiness, and even if they did, who would care. But I didn't know what I was worried about, the trafficker was a veteran, and he didn't force me, he just smiled at me, touched my head, and I stopped struggling.

After that, it was really a sin, I was forced to pretend to be a disabled child in another city to cheat money. Because I'm cute, it's always best to scam money. What's even more ridiculous is that I don't have to feel guilty, because whenever I feel sad or painful, I lose my memory. Then strangers would tell me how I was going to be. My morals are constantly being tampered with, but the problem is, I don't realize it at all. ”

Su Yuan felt a little depressed. I can feel that the flower will be very uneasy. But when he looked at her quietly, he found that the flower was about to leave peacefully.

"About three weeks later, more than half a month, my family found me. But I don't remember who they were, and the police were stunned, and they thought that my parents had abused me, because I was a stranger to my parents, and I was familiar with the liar, and I ...... Didn't want to go back.

It was the longest time I had forgotten everything, and it took me about a month to remember it all at once, and I remembered a lot of things at once, who my parents were, and who the traffickers abducted me. But do you know that feeling, after establishing a part of the emotion for everyone, because the original memory is restored, everything changes again, as if everyone has a color, light blue, light purple, tea green, and suddenly there is a red rain in the sky, and the people who were originally those colors have changed to other colors because of the mixture of red. The person I relied on one moment became the person I should hate the next, and the stranger in my eyes became the person I loved the most.

I know I have this kind of amnesia, but I just can't do it. ”

Hua Jiangli chuckled.

"Oh, when I was thirteen years old, I liked to drill the tip of the horns, the rebellious period of girls, although it seems to come a little early, although the number of episodes is less than the previous two years, not so frequent, but there will still be, at that time I thought, what to do, how to make those colors not change?

Only black will not change, only forgetting is the least afraid of forgetting, I suddenly thought, yes, maybe as long as I don't deal with them, I don't care about them anymore, I don't let them love me anymore, I just run away from home, I have no memory of the outside world, so I'm not afraid of forgetting, no one loves me, and I don't worry about losing love. ”

No one loves me, so I don't have to worry about losing my love, Su Yuan's heart skipped a heavy beat.

"But I was defeated in a few days. God is correcting my wrong thoughts, I ran out quietly, I didn't even run out of the city, I was waiting for forgetting, waiting for my illness to reset my memory, but I just kept remembering. It confirms the saying, what we have been trying to remember, we will always forget, but what we have always wanted to forget, but we will always remember. ”

"But I still have to go, my illness has been killing me for more than ten years, and even my parents who love me the most feel that I am not as kind to their parents as other children. After all, I was still too young at that time, and in today's words, the second illness of middle school, pretending to be lonely and imitating despair. I want to get out of this life. So I stayed in the black internet café for several days and didn't go back. But days, even a week, have passed, and my memory has not been reset. ”

Su Yuan felt a little blocked, this is not pretending to be lonely and imitating despair, this is really loneliness. It's really lonely, and it's clear that I'm loved in this world, but I can't remember who it is. Obviously, they are all things that can bring love to others, but when it comes to themselves, it is repeated pain.

Hua Jiangli sighed and shook his head, and then said with a wry smile: "I'm actually very homely sometimes, I often lock myself in the house by myself to brush and post, read Weibo, and chat with fans." They asked, Brother Li, such a cool and personality person, must have been a headache for his parents during the rebellious period when he was a child.

But.

How did they know that it was easy for me to compromise when I ran away from home, because I had no money and was hungry. I called my mom in the phone booth, and I thought I'd just fake my amnesia so I could get away with it. But I didn't expect that as soon as I opened my mouth, she cried hard, and I could hear my dad next to me, but she just couldn't stop.

Those tears, like the tide of the sea, hit the softest place in my heart.

I finally realized that I was wrong, and I finally knew why I was so afraid to leave the city on the day I was abducted, because I was reluctant, and only by leaving was I lost the most precious thing.

It turns out that there will be no punishment at all. When I went back, I saw that my mother was still crying, and even my father's eyes were red, and I felt that I was really, so hateful.

Strange to say, maybe it was my recurring memory loss that made me skip this stage in the confusion, and after that, even if I forgot that I had run away from home, even if it was still unknown and new to me, I didn't think about it again. I started being a good girl.

When I was fourteen years old, I met a man. ”

Hua Jiang stopped when he was talking about this, and looked very serious thinking about something, but he still couldn't remember. Of course, Su Yuan wanted to listen to Hua Jiangli finish speaking, and asked, "What's wrong." ”

Hua Jiangli said: "My amnesia was cured by that person, in a very special way. But I can't remember who that person really is, I can't remember what it looks like. Since my amnesia has been cured, my memory has been very good, really, not very memorable, but not far off. But that was the only person, I really, couldn't remember. ”

"Forget it, I don't want to. Su Yuan, you said that you belong to a species called Soul Hunting. ”

"Well, that's what the store manager told me when I came back to life anyway. Actually, I really didn't see any difference between me and humans, but the shops were all over a few years old, and I don't know why they were so obsessed with separating themselves from humans. And told me many times that I wasn't human anymore. ”

Hua Jiangli looked at Su Yuan with wide eyes and said, "I still think it's incredible, am I the first human in human history to remember your soul hunting?" ”

"You...... Can you really remember me? ”

"Your name is Su Yuan, you are not my fan, you are my savior. But I still think, it's so bizarre, I'm telling you this story just because I want to tell you, Su Yuan, I remember you for a reason. ”

"Because I am afraid of forgetting anyone and anything, I want to make memories an instinctive habit of mine. That's what the guy told me, too. Something that one can never forget is instinct. ”

"How?"

"I don't know, that person seems to be a psychiatrist. He said that many cues in this world do not need to be memorized, as long as we sense them, the body will make the choices we have made before, a bit like a conditioned reflex, but it is purer than a conditioned reflex. I felt that he was using hypnosis, which was too mysterious for me to know, and he wanted me to keep a very detailed diary every day, and then hypnotized me to forget everything about the previous day. Sometimes hypnosis forgets, sometimes I really forget. ”

"Isn't that upside down?"

"Yes, but after I forgot it, he showed me the diary I had written, and then used his hypnosis to guide me step by step to recall, and when I couldn't remember, he began to construct those images in my mind, the pictures I had experienced. Then I was able to remember it slowly. ”

"Is that okay?"

Hua Jiangli bit his lip and thought of something he was afraid of, but he continued: "No, the sentence I will always remember is the sentence after he hypnotized me, he said, instinct is all imprinted in genes, and the instinct of all things for thousands of years is derived from reproduction and death. If you forget what you want to remember, you will fall into hell and never recover, and you will be tormented forever alone, worse than death. ”

Su Yuan looked at Hua Jiangli with a somewhat frightened expression and said, "Fake...... bar. ”

(End of chapter)