The singing is beautiful and the lyrics are soulful.

Inside the car, the melody is played over and over again.

"I'm a little tempted by you, but I'm so afraid to look into your eyes. There was a little bit of temptation, a little hesitation, I couldn't believe that I couldn't help it. ”

Suddenly, I suddenly woke up.

Things in the world are so coincidental that they are so unpredictable.

Lin Zihan asked me at the beginning, could it be this song?

No, it is absolutely impossible, I can't see that Lin Zihan has a slight impression of me, but why does she mention this song in a good manner?!

At the moment, I didn't have time to think about it, and soon, the car was at the hospital.

The situation of the old lady is not optimistic.

The doctor told me that the old man was weak and had a cranial congestion caused by a fall, so he had to be operated on urgently.

When I heard this, half of my heart was cold.

To be honest, the risks of this cranial surgery are not trivial. Not to mention the elderly, even if it is a young person, you have to weigh how much.

But what else can be done now?! There are two paths in front of us, either surgery, or maybe a glimmer of life; Either you can only wait for death, or simply die with a whimper.

The road of life is full of choices, and no one knows which fork in the road leads to heaven and which fork in the road leads to hell.

It's just that at this point, I have no choice but to resign myself to fate.

The old lady was in critical condition, and I signed the consent form without saying a word. Soon, the man was pushed into the operating room.

Outside the operating room, I never dialed Yan Xue's phone.

There is no other reason, I don't want her to worry, although in this world, Yan Xue is the only relative of the old lady, but to be honest, she can't have mood swings now.

I had already thought about it before I came. Junzi is what I watched and buried, this time the old lady has three long and two short, and she will be responsible for it to the end.

This may be what people often call fate.

Toshiko entrusted her mother to me back then, but unfortunately I still couldn't take care of it after all, and when I thought of it, I felt pain, helplessness, and even self-pity.

Waiting is the most tangled and the most tormenting.

That day, outside the door, I waited from day to evening, from the sun shining until dusk, and the lights in the operating room finally went out.

At this time, I hurriedly stood up, and a man who looked like a doctor walked out.

"Are you a family member of a patient?!"

The doctor's words were calm, cold and emotionless. At this moment, there was not the slightest expression on the face under the white mask.

I stepped forward nervously, almost like an ant.

"Doctor, how are the people?!"

The doctor looked at me and took off his mask.

"A good news, a bad news, which one do you want to hear?!"

I was dumbfounded, and pursed my lips, "Say it, I can withstand it." ”

"The good news is that people have been saved, as for the bad news...", the doctor paused obviously, and stopped talking, and finally sighed after a long time, "People may not wake up, do you understand what I mean?!" ”

Can't wake up? The doctor's words surprised me.

However, I soon understood what he meant, that there is indeed a kind of person in this world who is alive, but it is no different from death, because of this situation, we are usually called vegetative people.

In fact, it wasn't until long after the doctor left that I didn't recover for a while.

If you don't say that the world is impermanent, who would have thought that the old lady would end like this.

To tell you the truth, I'm really unwilling and uncomfortable.

Junzi's family was originally happy, but in the blink of an eye, it is not an exaggeration to describe it as a broken family.

The treacherous fate of fate, at this time, I can be regarded as thoroughly comprehending, it is a burst of sourness. Walking out of the hospital, the night was dark.

At night, the wind was cold, and the whole city was shrouded in darkness, and the winter night was particularly bleak, and there were few pedestrians on the roadside, as if everything had fallen asleep.

Later, I never told Yan Xue about the old lady, and occasionally after a few phone calls, I only said that it was very good, so that she could rest assured.

But after that, I was very busy.

You must know that the old lady's body is very fragile. Although there are nurses to take care of them, the nursing fee is not a small amount, and after a few weeks, even my salary is not enough.

After thinking about it, the only way to take care of the children from the hospital is to take care of them individually.

But then I don't have any time left.

Rushing to work in the morning, a lot of things waiting to be dealt with; I have to come back at noon to take care of the old lady.

What's worse is that this vegetative person can only eat some liquid food, and he can't take care of himself. For this reason, I deliberately consulted a lot of information on the Internet, bought a sputum aspirator and an inflatable cushion, and ate a particular diet, so I couldn't be sloppy.

After a busy week, not to mention the tiredness, I can't bear the little things like scrubbing my body.

So at this moment, what 10% of the shares, what brought down Rao Jie, all left behind, every day when I opened my eyes, my mind was full of old lady's affairs, how to get it today.

After a long time, my abnormality was obviously felt by everyone.

During this period, Zhao Hailong asked me, and I smiled; Rao Jie also asked me, but I didn't say. Even when my mother asked about the current situation, I just laughed it off, and I didn't mention it.

To tell the truth, I'm not proud. Over the years, my character has become more and more stubborn, in the words of Lao Zhu at the beginning, that is, to carry it to the end, not to hit the south wall and not to look back!

In fact, I already had an idea in my heart, and when Yan Xue gave birth to the child and came back from Australia, I told her about it, and I was also benevolent and righteous.

Sometimes, though, in the dead of night, watching the old lady motionless, I suddenly have an inexplicable feeling.

To be honest, after this period of time, it is really a bit of a different feeling, if you have to say it, it should be the taste of mother.

Before, the doctor had already told me that for a patient like an old lady, nursing care is important, but it is inseparable from the company of her family, although she is old, but I always hope that a miracle will happen and one day she will wake up.

It's the New Year, and I didn't go home. On the phone, I only said that the company was working overtime, but in fact, I knew in my heart that this was going to leave, what should the old lady do.

I finally survived until March, when everything recovered, I thought that Yan Xue should also be born, why didn't I even have a phone call recently.

After waiting for a few days, I couldn't hold it back, so I called Yan Xue.

On the other end of the phone, Yan Xue's tone was calm, and she couldn't hear joy at all.

She told me that the child was born, it was a boy, and after that she didn't say anything.

After a while, I thought about it for a long time, and finally told me about the old lady, I originally thought that Yan Xue would be excited, but who would have thought that there would be a long silence over there.

"Pengzi, I can't take care of the old lady's affairs, I'm sorry."

End of chapter.