Chapter 36 is easy to say
Takeshita Bingmi thinks that the appearance of this body is quite good now, but he also absolutely believes that the attention of the people next to him is not because of his appearance. Although this society is becoming more and more concerned about appearance, the appearance of ordinary women in life is more concerned.
Therefore, under the snow, which has a delicate face and a cold and noble temperament, is undoubtedly the focus of everyone's attention, and then everyone was a little surprised when they heard such a sentence from her mouth like this.
What kind of eyes do you have, I'm not bad, okay? He didn't have the confidence to say this sentence himself.
"We are classmates and neighbors, don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong." He had to say something in the strange eyes of these people, and what he said to himself was also said to them.
Fleeing from the convenience store, I walked down the street illuminated by the streetlights. Looking at it, you can feel the light snow under it, and then look at the 10-kilogram bag of rice on his shoulder, a carton of milk in his hand, and his school bag.
"You didn't plan to start with me, did I'll get you this bag of rice? A person also chose a bag of 10 kilograms, was it intentional? "He's in hindsight.
"It's a little punishment for the annoying guy who can't get rid of it, anyway, you don't have anything to praise except for your physical strength, so this job can't be done by ordinary people."
"Isn't that to thank you for this opportunity, to make me feel that I still have merit? No wonder I always feel that you feel different tonight, it turns out that it is all a trap and an illusion. ”
"I never lie."
"Eh, you can see that high-end hotel, have we all gone that far?" Seeing the familiar signboard, Takeshita knew where he was now.
"You can't be considered a road idiot, you can still come here after walking so far." He thought it was a road idiot under the snow, but she had led the way all the way, and now she had walked back to the seaside Makuhari, where their residential area was, and it was not very far from their residence.
"It's normal to get lost in places I haven't been to, and I won't get lost as long as I walk through it myself."
"Well, although you are a good cook, some other aspects are shortcomings. In other words, isn't it a pity to taste such a good cooking skill by myself every day, let me go to a meal at night. Now it's past eight o'clock, he is already hungry, and he wants to win the tennis match with the snow today, and the snow shows his love for the cat in front of him, and now he has helped her carry the rice all the way and the carton of milk that has been carried for so long.
He thinks that the relationship should be very harmonious, at least for today, so such a request should not be denied.
"Takeshita-kun," Yukishita first called his name flatly, and then said very coldly, "Please allow me to refuse!" ”
"I can do the dishes to compensate."
"That would be a hassle to disinfect the room."
"I can help."
"Please face reality." Under the snow, he mercilessly broke his pretense of stupidity and said excessive things.
"Hey, under the snow, let's talk about our past, how about it?" Walking behind Takeshita Icemi, he tried his best to sound relaxed and natural.
With a schoolbag on his right shoulder and a bag of fruits and vegetables in his left hand, Takeshita Himami instead held the bag of rice under his arm, carrying his schoolbag and the box of milk he had forced into the shopping cart, and the two walked one after the other on the not very bright sidewalk.
In this terrible environment that is not dark and not bright, and there is nowhere to hide, the two of them walked alone on the sparsely populated street, blowing the night wind and listening to the occasional sound of insects in the grass by the roadside.
Of course, it's not particularly dark at this time, but it's not that you can see each other's faces clearly, after calming down, this will be the psychological defense line of ordinary people will not be so tight, maybe just after an opportunity, will confide a little heart, let people see a corner that they usually don't want people to see.
"Actually, I didn't talk as much as I do now, but I was very introverted. In fact, it didn't take long for it to become like this, and on April 2nd, people seemed to wake up from a dream, and then they wanted to transfer and leave the boys' school, so they asked their parents. That day was the biggest change in my life, and finally I came to Zongwu Gao, and then I met you, it was great to know you, this is the best gift I received when I woke up. ”
He remembered the day he woke up and changed the course of his life.
After listening to what he said, Xue Xia was silent for a while and did not make a sound, and then said: "There are some parts of your words that people don't understand, for example, you used words like 'dream' and 'wake up', I don't understand what you want to express, and I am not your gift, so don't say such disgusting words again." ”
She always faces each other when she talks under the snow, but this time she is gone, walking in front, about to fall into the dark, and can only hear her voice, "But I still hear it, the day of April 2nd has changed you very much, and from your words, it feels as if you have changed your life very firmly." This makes me wonder, what kind of 'dream' and how 'waking up' make you so sure at the age of only 17? ”
"This 'dream' and 'waking up' can only be told when I have the chance, and this secret is the first time I have told anyone other than me. Now that I've said one thing, it's your turn. One person is fair, you won't cheat. "He played a little trick and dispelled the problem under the snow.
"It's really a cunning Takeshita-kun, who said something important to you right there, but didn't say anything." The snow clearly recognized the message in his words.
"The equal exchange of information is your own wishful thinking, and I didn't agree to it. So, I refuse. ”
"Also, I'm sorry, I've got you covered." He wasn't much disappointed, but felt that he was a little unreasonable, "Actually, it doesn't matter, it's good that you can hear it." ”
For a moment both of them were silent, neither of them knowing what was going on in each other's minds.
Because they are now walking on the way home, and this area is a residential area, it seems relatively quiet. Now he knows how to go back even if he doesn't have the snow to lead the way, and he already recognizes that he is now on the street on the side of the park next to the neighborhood where he lives, and he can see the park through the iron fence.
Just walk a little further and turn right for a few more minutes to see the large glass sensor door of the house.
Chiba City is the seat of the Chiba County Government and is the political, economic, and cultural center of the prefecture. It is the 12th city designated by government decree in Japan, and it is one of the major cities in the Tokyo metropolitan area, located 40 kilometers from Tokyo.
Although it is a first-tier city, it is also a port city with a rich natural environment and a pleasant climate, and it is not a city that has developed with heavily polluting industries, so the sky at night is very clear and clear, and you can see the stars and the full moon that is moving away when you look up.
Under the snow in front of him, he spoke in this silence, "Now, Takeshita-kun." Do you remember the first noon of Tozuka-san's commission, when I said that my mother had already planned for me the path I was going to take in the future. ”
"Well, I remember."
"Actually, this road is arranged for my sister, and then it can be given to me, sister, she has done everything perfectly, very powerful." The sound under the snow is not as crisp as usual, with a low sense of loss.
"So you've been chasing your sister's footsteps, so it's not a choice you made, it's just because there is a sister in front of you who can't catch up, and your mother behind you is whipping you, you don't have a choice, or don't you dare to choose?" He thought that after graduation, he wanted to return to his hometown, plant some fields, grow a few vegetables, and live a leisurely life at sunset alone.
But because of the peers around me or the former playmates who grew up together, one by one they either entered that department, or how well they earned, and how well they were going to be promoted next year. Then the parents said that if you go back to farming and let their faces go, can you raise your head and be looked down upon.
He didn't dare to make his own choice, and there were too many examples around him, so he could understand the mood under the snow. So now let him say things like making his own choices, he can't say it.
Slowly walking out of the dark street, I saw that the door to the first floor of the apartment was in front of me, and I didn't talk about her anymore under the snow.