Chapter Ninety-Five: A Summer Morning
The early morning light shines through the curtains into the large room, and by August, the third month of summer, the sky can be faintly white.
As the time came to half-past six, the pale blue sky floated with white clouds, and on summer mornings, the sky was clear and clear, and the dew on the leaves was crystal clear in the light of the early sun.
Takeshita Himi's biological clock woke him up on time, and then after some washing, he stood on the balcony of the room, looking into the distance from a two-story perspective. Not only is he reacquainted with his surroundings, but also because of the comfort of such a morning, and secondly, he is thinking about what he wants to do today or in the future.
He often encountered such mornings, and he often thought about the future in the dead of night, but he did not think deeply about it for various reasons. Thinking before going to bed last night made him toss and turn, and his brain always had strange ripples at night, and he was always more emotional than during the day, and he needed to be calmer.
"Hasn't my son gotten up yet, when is it?" Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Takeshita Icemi's father asked his wife who got up early in the morning to prepare breakfast. Although I didn't communicate much with my son before, I also knew that he got up early every day.
"I woke up a long time ago, and when I came back from grocery shopping, I saw him standing on the balcony of his room, not knowing what he was thinking." Ryoko Takeshita, who was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, heard the voice of her husband in the living room asking and raised her voice to reply, or the sound was too low to be blocked by the door.
Eating without saying anything is the traditional virtue of the Xia Kingdom, although with the development of society, more and more people prefer to eat and talk at the table. The ancient mud bomb was also deeply influenced by it, and the Takeshita Bingmi family has always retained this habit, except for the sentence "I started" that he always regarded as a prayer before the meal.
His father finished breakfast and drove out, which he guessed might have been to work. Although he always thought that as a boss or chairman, he should go on time every day, and then turned on the TV for a while, and was about to go back to the room, when his mother, who had already packed up the dishes, sat down next to him and stopped him.
"Do you want to travel during the summer vacation or do you want to go to a summer tutorial class like before?" Because she knew that he had no friends, which was one of the reasons why she doted on him so much before, she didn't ask what such a thing as finding friends to hang out with.
"I'm going to read books and study on my own at home, and I'm going to start preparing for school, but the progress of the tutorial class is still a little slow." Generally, the elders ask you what your plans are, especially when you have free time, although there are caring components, most of them have something to do for you, but sometimes it depends on your answer or what you don't say, so the best answer is not that there is no arrangement, but to make him think that he has a lot of things to do as much as possible, so as to avoid being dragged to be a strong man or something.
Therefore, relying on the good foundation of the predecessor, there is no negative slack after receiving it, so there is nothing wrong with saying this, although the high school study in the previous life was not very good, and the knowledge was returned to the teacher within a few years after graduation, but after crossing over, this memory has changed, and what I have seen and learned seems to be remembered and understood.
"yes, there's something I'd like to discuss with you. Actually, I've wanted you to get in touch for a long time, but before...... Now that I've discussed it with your father, I think it's just right now, and you're sensible when you come back. You must know that the surname Takeshita was also the surname of the noble family in the past, although it has no real effect now, so you only let you go when you were a child, if you learn from those families that still retain their traditions,"
Saying this, Ryoko Takeshita sighed, if you still keep those rules, you shouldn't be the same as before.
"However, your father doesn't have any siblings or elders, none of which ......" Takeshita Himi's mother slowly told him some things about the family, some of which he knew, some of which he had thought about when he had been blind before, and some of which he had heard for the first time.
Takeshita Bingmi has been listening quietly, the circle in which he lives determines his vision, so a rich family like this can be regarded as a family of famous families, he couldn't imagine what kind of situation it would be like before, and even now, he didn't feel any different from ordinary families.
"Do you understand what Mom meant?"
"I guess I understand." How can I not understand, but I used to do reading comprehension questions every day, although they were almost returned to the teacher, but I still know what is the key to grasping the key. Speaking of the part that is returned to the teacher, does the school also have to return the money a little?
In short, he used to be a child of an ordinary family, so now I have to train him and make him a child like a "famous family", probably like that. I said to him in a consultative tone, but you really think that is very wrong.
Adults always communicate with you in a reasonable way in front of children, but that is only when they are still in the mood to reason with you, if you don't listen or can't listen, then they are in a bad mood, then everyone should have experienced.
"What do you think?"
"It's all up to you."
"Promised?"
Although Ryoko Takeshita used to dot on her son very much, this time she was ready to take a tough attitude after her son's refusal, but Takeshita Bingmi's easy agreement made her worry gone, and she didn't have to pretend to be white in front of her son.
If you don't agree, you can do it, the majesty of my parents has always existed in my heart, although most of this image comes from them, but now I am also desperate for you to have such a tendency. Moreover, making myself better is also an urgent idea now.
He sighed in his heart, he knew where his eagerness came from. Although everyone has shortcomings, it is impossible to be perfect, but it cannot be denied that she is still very good under the snow, he always has times when he is ashamed, and many years of ordinary life make him himself feel a little inferior when he sees her shining.
We all know that people cannot choose their own birth; But I always think that I can choose my own future, but in fact, this is just a sentence like chicken soup for the soul, and the real situation is that our future may not be able to be chosen by ourselves!
But what we can do is that when faced with which door we want to walk into, we can have multiple chips to knock on that door. I want to wait under the stump for the rabbit to bump into it, and I want to have a noble person in front of the door to reach out and pull you in.
Then you have to know a cruel fact, that is, there will be the lucky person who picks up the rabbit, and there will be the person who is pulled in by the nobleman, but that person will definitely not be you, this is the cruelest truth.
With the psychology of luck, with the madness of a gambler, maybe in the end you succeeded, and when you look back, you can see messy footprints, withered fields, and a haggard and godless self. And the so-called success is no longer your original dream.
The order of appearance in life is very important, one step earlier and one step later, the ending will be very different. So I'd rather meet the right person later, you just happen to be mature and I just happen to be gentle.
Whether it is to get rid of this psychology or to pursue her and stand by her side with more confidence, he must make himself as good as possible.
When he meets the person he wants to take care of all his life but is at the most powerless age, he doesn't want to be the one who can't do anything.
His first summer vacation in this world set the tone. No need to go to work, no squandering the time that has been wasted, in this hot summer morning, in this bright living room, with this part of the determination to seek change and self-sublimation.