"I don't have a chance, I don't have time, the doctor said I have blood cancer, I don't have a long time, instead of letting me accept the criticism of the world, I might as well end myself now." Xiao Li said and took a deep breath, let the tears slide down her face, and looked at the vehicles coming and going below, Xiao Li walked forward.

"Don't, Xiaoli, listen to me, we still have hope, we can't give up hope at any time, you come down first, we are planning in the long run, I'll be there soon, you're waiting for me." I was a little panicked and my hand holding the steering wheel couldn't help shaking, blood cancer, I had never heard her mention it before, is it because of this disease that she insisted on leaving me?

Thinking of Xiaoli's abnormal performance before, I couldn't help but hurriedly give myself a big slap, I didn't see it, I didn't stop her, I really damn it.

"I don't think I can wait for you, Zheng Yu, I'm so tired, I feel like I really can't bear it."

At the same time that the news came out, those who originally liked her scolded her directly under her Weibo, and all kinds of remarks were even more unsightly.

"I didn't expect you to have this kind of news, I thought it would be a clear stream in the entertainment industry, you really disappointed me!"

"I've long seen that you don't look like a good person, it's really XXX......"

"How much is a night, why don't you make my brother comfortable?"

……

"Xiaoli, you wait for me, I'll stay downstairs, please, let me see you, okay?" As I spoke, I hurriedly ran onto the elevator with a snort, and kept comforting Xiaoli.

"It's too late, let's see you if we're fated, I'm sorry. Zheng Yu. Xiaoli hung up the phone as she spoke, and slowly fell down from the building...... By the time I arrived, it was too late.

I watched a shadow fall straight down, but there was nothing I could do.

"Xiaoli!" I screamed loudly, but it was too late, Xiaoli's white dress was already dyed bright red with blood, and I watched her lying motionless on the ground, screaming in despair.

……

"Zheng Yu, eat something, there are still many things to do in the future." Luo Xiaoman sat next to me with the food and said softly.

"I can't eat it, you can eat it." It's the first time I've seen someone die in front of me, and it's still my girlfriend. The impact I received was not comparable to that of ordinary people.

"If I could go a little faster, a little faster, maybe she wouldn't be dead." Saying this, I couldn't help crying, Luo Xiaoman saw me blaming myself so much, and hurriedly hugged me in his arms, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, if it's really said that it's a sinner, it's also the media, or those keyboard warriors......"

Luo Xiaoman comforted me softly and gently stroked the back of my head, "Don't blame yourself anymore, it's not your fault." ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I closed my eyes, and all the shadows of Xiaoli were in my mind.

When Liu Gang came over, everything was already late, "Why, you couldn't make it?" Seeing me and Luo Xiaoman snuggling together, Liu Gang hurriedly walked over to the two of us, pointed to my nose and asked.

"I ......" Faced with Liu Gang's questioning, I didn't know what to say, so I could only use silence instead of answering.

"Why are you embarrassed to ask him, isn't your house just across the street from Xiaoli's house, why didn't you answer when she called you, and now she is questioning us in turn, do you think it's appropriate?"

Luo Xiaoman saw that I was being bullied, so he quickly stood up and protected me behind him.

"I ...... for a reason"

Hearing Luo Xiaoman's accusation, Liu Gang shrank back a little frightened, lowered his head and remained silent.

Because of that report, Liu Gang and Xiaoli had a big fight, so he didn't answer Xiaoli's call, but he didn't expect her to ......

"It's too late to say anything now, let's think about how to deal with Xiaoli's funeral." Hearing the noise of the two of them, I stood up a little irritated and said to the two of them.

"You figured it out?" Hearing me say this, Luo Xiaoman hurriedly turned his head to look at me and asked.

"I figured it out, things have happened, there is no need to discuss these things now, Xiaoli will be unhappy when she sees it, let's all calm down." Saying this, I walked out of the hospital weakly, Xiaoli said before, no matter what, I don't want the family to know about her, but how can I hide it.

"Zheng Yu ......"

"Huh?"

I glanced back at Liu Gang, Liu Gang looked at me with a somewhat embarrassed expression, "Let me deal with Xiaoli's funeral, I can help you." ”

"Okay." I looked at Liu Gang and nodded lightly, and then walked out of the hospital silently.

Xiaoli wrote all the things she confessed to the last in the suicide note, but when I saw the news on the Internet, I was still angry, Xiaoli had never done anything like that, I must find out the truth and let them return her innocence.

Luo Xiaoman saw me walking out dejectedly and hurriedly followed, for fear of disturbing me, so he could only follow me silently.

Xiaoli's funeral, with the help of Liu Gang, quickly took shape, all of Xiaoli's friends came over to visit, although there were only a few people, but Liu Gang was also very grandly arranged, probably just didn't want her to be too lonely in the end.

"Thank you, the funeral is well arranged, Xiaoli likes these things the most, she will definitely be happy." I touched the white gardenia next to Xiaoli's coffin and muttered.

"I think so too."

Luo Xiaoman said and smiled sweetly at me, "Although today is Xiaoli's funeral, she didn't like such a sad atmosphere when she was alive, I believe she will be happy to see your smiling faces." ”

The relationship between Luo Xiaoman and Xiaoli was so tense before, and she always regarded Xiaoli as a rival in love, but from a woman's point of view, Luo Xiaoman is still very sympathetic to Xiaoli, there are too many hardships to survive in this society, not to mention, she chose such a profession again.

"yes, she was such a cheerful person before." I looked at Xiaoli's portrait, smiled, and ended the funeral.

Luo Xiaoman has been taking care of me and comforting me for the past two days, and I gradually got used to her presence, "What do you want to eat today, I'll buy it later." ”

"Are you going to poison me in the kitchen?" Thinking that Luo Xiaoman is going to cook, I think it's incredible, what she cooks is probably inedible.

"I ...... You can learn slowly, I used to live by myself, where do I want to cook something. Luo Xiaoman knows that her craftsmanship is poor, and in this regard, she really has no talent at all.

"I'll cook it, but you need to go to the supermarket with me, how about it?" Agreed? ”

When Luo Xiaoman heard me say this, his eyes immediately lit up, and he looked at me and nodded repeatedly, "Okay, I'll get dressed and go with you." ”

Luo Xiaoman hurriedly went to find a coat to wear outside, and pulled me out of the door, looking at the warm sun outside, I smiled faintly, hoping that Xiaoli was all right in heaven.

Those who bully you, those who blow you, I will definitely let them receive the retribution they deserve.

Thinking like this, I also secretly made up my mind, and went into the supermarket with Luo Xiaoman and bought some things that I used to buy often, but I still paused when I saw the food in my hand.

These are all things that Xiaoli loves to eat.