Chapter 148: No
Mistakes do not stand up to failure, but truth does not fear failure. If you shut the door to error, the truth will be shut out as well.
As we grow up, we will always experience all kinds of failures, even those who are written in textbooks, both inside and outside, before they succeed in becoming known to us, they also experience failures one by one. It can be said that everyone's growth is built on one "failure" after another, and only those who are not defeated by failure can finally achieve what we know and look up to them.
No one is special, and the perfection that a person is seen as perfect is only what others think they are. is just like the snow in the eyes of the students of Zongwu High School, and she in reality.
In the days when she lived in the shadow of her sister, what kind of hardships and failures did this girl experience, those days of frustration and hardship, and she came strong in failure, which is why she is now.
Along the way, she will ask herself. If you have been confused, you will be more at a loss, maybe when looking for the answer in your heart, there is a little bit of compromise that is not compromise, or even subconscious imitation. Wrong choices make people farther and farther away from the truth, and mistakes again and again are even more distant from the goal, but in the face of the situation of failure after mistakes and starting again, then, mistakes. Failure is nothing.
In this Christmas event cooperation with Haibin Comprehensive High School, maybe she is looking for the distance when she cooperates with people, or maybe she uses someone as a template, or maybe she is not as wise and calm as usual.
But she wasn't Yui Hihama after all. Under the snow Yono or Hiratsuka Shizuka, although they each have their own excellent places and their own unknown pasts, there may be people in the crowd who want to be like them. We see the excellence of others will give birth to learn from it, and even sometimes think about why can't she be like this, under the snow, she has indeed always been aiming at her sister as an example, but she is also the one who has been relying on herself to go through those difficulties and pains under the snow under the snow, along the way has already imprinted her own unique mark, in the earlier beginning she is no longer the "she" she is pursuing, she is becoming "her", but the process is not so fast and obvious at the beginning, It's like chemistry, maybe just a little bit of a critical catalyst is missing.
The darkness before dawn is the most confusing, the darkness will pass and the dawn will come, and we all believe that.
Although the mud bombardment is a country surrounded by the sea, the winter is still just as cold. The dΓ©cor is decorated in a streamlined style, and if there is no air conditioning, such a large and empty hall will be different from the outside. Don't look at the snow and Takeshita Bingmi sitting so close, the clothes and fabrics between the arms can occasionally touch together, but the two are so close not because of the cold.
Whether it's under the snow or Takeshita Ice, the person of the opposite sex who can sit so close to the two of them, there is no one except relatives, and if the couple is also a relative, of course, the two are not a couple.
Although they would sit together when they watched the CDs they had collected under the snow, they were a little closer to each other at that time than they were at this time.
The night was cold and long, and after reading the notes he had made under the snow, he didn't continue to sit there and watch Johnny's cartoons, because there were more important things to do at this time. That is, the content of these three meetings was organized into a computer, which was previously only recorded on paper. In order to be able to use it at the critical moment of tomorrow's meeting, this task naturally falls to Takeshita Icemi, and under the snow she only needs to watch and correct it from time to time.
"Wait, Takeshita-kun, is there a mistake here?"
Fresh from the snow that brought out a box of washed cherry tomatoes, he put it on the table and sat back down next to Takeshita Icemi, turning his gaze to the screen again, and it didn't take long for him to point to a piece of content on the screen.
Because there is a very eye-catching and attractive guide, Takeshita Bingmi saw the place she pointed to after she spoke, and the content was a reference direction for an extended idea that the Jade Rope and their side took the lead, because there were indeed a lot of people on their side, and the meeting was relatively hot at that time, so I don't know who proposed it now.
Takeshita Bingmi only remembered that there was a person in the crowd who suddenly made a suggestion, "Why don't we talk about the time when everyone feels the happiest and happy, so that we can also use it as a reference according to everyone's commonalities." β
Then a girl immediately spoke up.
"Oh ~ yes, yes, yes. You see, aren't the people we serve in this activity the elderly and children, although everyone is of different ages, so we have to draw a commonality, isn't it? β
After speaking, he didn't forget to ask the people around him: "What do you think, it's good." "After the solidarity, the other side collectively agreed, and if the number of people was used as a campaign, then they would be invincible.
Takeshita glanced at the snow in confusion, and turned around to reconfirm the content of the happiest time in the column he had entered.
Well, Jade Rope's answer was not miswritten, and their vice president's answer was not miswritten...... Noborihisa Hoshino's answer was not written wrong, and one of my happiness graduation trips was not written in a dark ice cellar at night.
"Hmm~ This information is to compare how many problems they have raised in the past few days that have not been substantively resolved, so in order to form the greatest blow effect and to reduce the mistakes on our side, as long as there is content on their side, it is enough." Xue Xia looked at Takeshita Ice and saw him look over again and wait for his explanation of the reason, and immediately replied calmly but a little indecisively.
"So?" Although he had doubts, he also listened to her advice and deleted the content on their side of the general martial arts.
Under the snow, he watched the cursor quickly erase the contents in front of it, picked up the cherry tomatoes that had just been washed and taken out, probably to treat himself to victory over an unprepared encounter, and remembered that she only went to wash the fruit when she saw him typing there.
"When you look at it this way, it really makes people think that they are the only ones who make mistakes. But we don't have any on our side, isn't it too abnormal? β
"This is my freshly washed fruit, and I didn't bother when I saw you at work just now." Under the snow, he pinched the red cherry tomatoes with his two fingers, and when he saw Takeshita Bingmi looking over again, he didn't know how to put that hand for a while. Takeshita guessed that it might be because she, the host, didn't invite him to enjoy the guest first, but she had to enjoy the embarrassment of being caught first, who made the hospitality in her etiquette tutor the opposite of this.
"yes, then, just write the first three shares." Xue Xia recalled what she had seen earlier and then seemed to be calmly suggested, adding three examples at once, which was a bit different from her previous statement. At the same time, he stretched out his right hand holding the cherry tomato and handed it to him casually.
"Please."
Is this a remedy for the faux pas just now?
Takeshita Hikimi looked at the things handed over under the snow, and after seeing the rare compassion that it was lucky enough to be able to touch the skin under the snow, let it continue to be happy.
"Oh, let's put that first, I'll write the sharing of the three of them first." As he spoke, he cut off his gaze from staring at Xiushou under the snow and returned to work. Don't think I won't recognize you if your name is Cherry Tomatoes, even if you are looking for a peacemaker under the snow, I don't want to change my impression of you. While swearing that he would never eat it, he didn't stop the work in his hand, and stopped when he entered the content of the fourth person, which was himself, and perfectly executed the order under the snow.
"Well, that's all it takes." Seeing this, Xue Xia nodded with satisfaction.
"Now, Takeshita-kun, this is freshly washed." An important matter was solved, and the snow refocused on what was in hand.
"Oh."
Takeshita Bingmi replied briefly, and continued to concentrate on the keyboard, with no intention of taking what was in her hand.
Xue Xia frowned lightly at this time, she was not unhappy because of Takeshita Icemi's behavior, it was just her expression when she was confused. When he wasn't so familiar with the snow, he usually responded after her first exit, and he didn't need her to greet him after he got acquainted, so it's easy to feel abnormal about "repeatedly not listening" like now.
"It stands to reason that Takeshita-kun should be very happy and even cry bitterly and be grateful to Dade for accepting the food I took the initiative, and there should be no such reaction." Under the snow, he habitually leaned his left hand on his chest, wanting to subconsciously make a thinking movement, but he still had something in his right hand and had to give up. A pair of charming eyes narrowed slightly, and the wise eyes surveyed him abnormally.
You're absolutely right, if you change the cherry tomatoes in your hand to something else that I don't hate, I'm going to be moved to cry and do what you said.
"Eating fruit at night helps digestion and makes it easy to get hungry."
"How many oranges did Takeshita-kun eat last night?"
Under the snow tilted his head as if he was thinking, and looking at Takeshita Icemi's eyes, he knew that under the snow he must be suspicious.
"I don't dare eat it." Takeshita Bing looked at the small grain in her hand faintly and replied. He remembers a time when he was a kid in the neighborhood's ear telling him how delicious it was, and when he finally had the chance to eat it, he realized it was a lie.
"So that's what you don't dare to eat."
It seems that the database under the snow has been updated again.
"It's a pity, these are all for Takeshita-kun."
"Otherwise, I'll eat one." Listening to the regretful tone of loss under the snow, although he knew that there must be something she deliberately showed up, he was about to jump into the pit.
"No, you hate it. While most of the things we don't like to eat are good for our bodies, you really don't have to force them. β
Snow under the very understanding said.
You're focusing on tonight's preparations, and you're going to have a showdown with Jade Rope tomorrow. Also, I can name a whole bunch of things that we don't like to eat and that don't do us good.
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"How's it going, Takeshita-kun, do you feel like it's suddenly delicious?" Yukishita looked at Takeshita Bingmi with open eyes and took the cherry tomato in his hand and ate it, and asked curiously.
"If you feed me with your own hands, it's still possible." Takeshita Bing glanced at the snow, and it was really painstaking to get me to eat it.
"Sure enough, there is no basis, why do so many people still believe it?" Ignoring the white eyes cast by Takeshita Icemi, the snow with his free hand finally made a thinking posture.
After the joke, the two began to sit in front of the computer again, reading and typing one by one. Although there are only three meetings today, with Takeshita Bing's typing speed and Jade Rope's whimsy, just looking at the size of the document, they are still very efficient in three days......
Time passed slowly, and the temperature at night dropped rapidly, but none of this affected the two people who were engaged in the work. I don't know when the fruit on the table has been put away under the snow, and replaced by two cups of cold black tea.
"Takeshita-kun, you're typing too slowly, and you're still working hard." After watching Takeshita Bingmi type the last paragraph, he spoke under the snow that was watching from the sidelines.
"I've been slacking off lately, and these things should have been considered earlier."
He rubbed his eyes and temples, staring at the computer screen for a long time, especially his own eyesight was too good, for him who was not familiar with such a long-term close stare at the screen, after his eyes left the bright screen, the sequelae of eye soreness and fatigue began to appear.
At the same time, it added a layer of alarm to myself, and during this time, I unconsciously became a little paralyzed. Like this, he was scared.
Under the snow as if he didn't hear Takeshita Icemi's words, he moved the computer slightly to his desk, supported one hand, stared at the screen in a comfortable and very safe position to check the documents he organized, occasionally gently stretched out his other hand, and his white and delicate fingertips slid across the touchpad, he found that this was the first time he had seen it under the snow.
The girl's breath overshadows her usual adult appearance.
"There's a bottle of eye drops on the table, Takeshita-kun you can use it."
Xue Xia looked at the computer and didn't look away for a second, staring at the content of the meeting he sorted out about the three days and the seaside comprehensive high school, and classified and sorted out all the ideas of the jade rope and their group, of course, not only on the jade rope and their side, but also on the student council members of the general martial arts high school on the reason for their opposition to the idea of the jade rope and the follow-up ideas derived from the jade rope, there are also ideas that only their own side put forward and the follow-up that they derived after the jade rope was proposed, In short, I fully comprehended the essence of two in one life, two in three, and three in life.
Although he had always known and felt the gentle side of her cold exterior under the snow, he still felt a different warmth because of this sentence under the snow, looking like he had been put into the snow under the papers, and he looked for the clues she gave and suddenly found the eye drops in her mouth. Reaching out to pick it up, I found that it had been used, and after looking at it, it was only about half of the amount, obviously this was something she used under the snow, and it was used a lot.
"Actually, eye drops don't solve the problem fundamentally, you should use less and let your eyes rest for a while more than using eye drops to relieve fatigue. It's best to do some eye exercises to assist, so it's healthier. If you can't keep up, I can serve as an adult. β
As he spoke, he raised his head, lifted the eye drops that had been unscrewed when he spoke just now, squeezed the bottle lightly after making a good move, and after both eyes were dripped with the potion, he tilted his head back on the sofa and screwed the cap and closed his eyes, completely ignoring that the bottle of tears was given by him.
In my mind, I saw the casual and comfortable figure under the snow before, and there was no such silence as when I first came back and looked at the meeting notes he had recorded.
Sometimes people's demeanor is not due to the current moment and atmosphere, but also determined by people's subconscious. This kind of subconscious may allow us to naturally flow out of harmony even in some heavy or serious scenes, which can be called confidence or peace of mind.
However, when he thought of his slackness, his heart could not settle down like hers. He knew that he had one more thing to fear now, and many feelings were so blazing at the beginning, but in the end, he was separated again, and this slackness sounded the alarm for him.
"Do you want to say this to express that I have affected your health by arranging heavy work for you?"
Xue Xia said that he got up and took the golden bottle in Takeshita Bingmi's hand and put it away carefully, and did not immediately devote himself to the viewing materials. Looking at Takeshita Icemi, who closed his eyes and occasionally did eye exercises with his fingers, she looked at him quietly, and after closing his eyes and quieting, he didn't feel as strong as usual. It's more like the night of the graduation trip, a seemingly strong person who doesn't care about anything, with a weak voice that is almost out of breath, tears and a lonely and helpless look like an abandoned child......
As that night passed, she slowly thought, searched, and hoped to have an answer to the problem she was bothered with. Just as she had answered him that night, she wanted to respond to this heart. But she still doesn't know if they will still be like this after all kinds of factors.
"You say, what if we were like a computer, randomly delete what we don't want and save what we cherish?"
Under the snow, she heard that she had just put her things down and was about to sit down, and when she heard him suddenly say a strange question, she looked at him who had stopped to relieve eye fatigue but was still frowning Takeshita Bingmi, also frowned.
"You're tired, you're going to hallucinate."
As soon as he heard what seemed to be a voice coming from behind him, Takeshita felt a pair of cold hands gently press the temples on both sides of him.
He was about to get up and turn to look back, but the hand under the snow gently pressed him.
Seeing that he was no longer moving, she slowly began to massage him.
"If that's what you think, you're under control now."
"If you let go, you might get out of control."
"No, it won't."
Under the snow, he looked at the soothing brows under his massage, perhaps because his efforts were not in vain, and showed a warm smile.