302 Once in love and now in love
It turned out to be her!
But it should have been her!
But in the end, it was really her!
When she learned that Sister Lin had died unjustly, she was afraid that eight out of ten people in Jiafu would think of her. But the second thought that comes to mind must not be her!
Why?
At this moment, Suzaku's mind was full of 100,000 whys.
Why would you do this? Sister Xue!
When the veil fell from front of her eyes, Sister Xue suddenly smiled.
This smile, although slight, seems to contain endless pain and endless remorse!
She sighed softly.
She closed her eyes.
Two tears, rolling down her eyes.
She asked, "Is that you?" Sister Lin. ”
"Are you going to take my life?"
There was silence all around, and no one answered.
Sister Xue shook her head lightly and said, "Sister Lin, I know it's you." For all these nights, I will dream of you, of you crying, of complaining, of turning into a ghost, tearing me to pieces. ”
"Sister Lin, since you are here, please show up. There are some things I want to say to you. ”
There was still silence all around, and no one answered.
Sister Xue opened her eyes and let out a long sigh.
At this moment, she had completely given up the struggle, and she had completely accepted her fate. It's just that when her heart is no longer so frightened, her sanity has regained its saneness.
She sighed, "Well, how can you see me? You must have hated me to death in your heart. Yes, who will forgive one, who will kill his own enemies in life. ”
"Sister Lin, yes, I hired a murderer, cast evil spells, took your soul and soul, and took your life!"
It was I who hired murderers to cast evil spells, and took your soul and soul, and took your life!
Although she was already sure in her heart, when these words came out of Sister Xue's mouth, Suzaku was still shocked, and she almost fell off the beam.
Two lines of tears flowed from Sister Xue's eyes, and she smiled bitterly: "Sister Lin, you will definitely ask me, although you and I are not biological sisters, we are better than biological sisters." When, and why, between you and me, has this been? ”
"yes, I don't understand why I'd be so ruthless. Even though I had already done those things, when I dreamed back at midnight these days, I felt that I had just dreamed. In dreams, you and I kill each other. But after waking up from the dream, you and I still love each other! ”
As she spoke, Sister Xue closed her eyes: "Sister Lin, do you know?" At this moment, before I die, what was on my mind? ”
"I'm thinking of our past. It was you, me, and Brother Bao, who loved each other for all those years. ”
Speaking of this, a smile appeared on Sister Xue's face. This smile is so pure, so happy, so satisfied. When Suzaku saw it, she couldn't help but smile very pure, happy, and satisfied.
"When I first entered Jiafu that day, I was so nervous that I didn't dare to look around. When I heard Sister Feng laugh and say, 'My second master is here', I was curious for a moment and secretly glanced at it. ”
"After this glance, I didn't even look away."
"What kind of little boy is that, when he sees him beautifully, he wants to take him into his arms and pity him."
"I was admiring in my heart, and he saw me, and immediately his body shook, and he came over stupidly, stared at my face, and looked at me stupidly."
"I was so ashamed that a red cloud appeared on my face. Sister Feng and the others laughed. He was angry and said, "What are you laughing at?" Shame on my sister. ”
He took my hand again and said, "My sister's shy appearance is charming." But the tears in his eyes made his younger brother feel a pain in his heart. My sister ignored them. ”
The crowd laughed. Sister Feng also said that my idiot is crazy again. Only in my heart, I feel warm, numb, and crispy. ”
But I was shy after all, so I gently broke free. He sighed, and ran back to you. ”
"I just noticed that there was always a you by his side, a delicate and weak, soft and cowardly you. You are angry, and the tears have fallen to the ground and are broken. That look, I really feel sorry for it. ”
"And he went and took your hand, and you opened his hand, turned and ran."
"You didn't have to run far before he caught up with you. Faintly, I heard him pleading, my sister Lin, okay, why are you crying again? ”
"You cry, go, go, what Sister Lin, you have a sister, how can you remember my sister."
He hurriedly said, what nonsense is this, in my heart, how could I have forgotten my sister Lin for a moment."
"You said angrily, you are the most lustful, I used to be the most beautiful, and you haunted me all day long. Now there's a more beautiful sister, don't you stick to her, what are you doing with me? ”
The rest of the words were vaguely heard. I only know that you left angrily all the way, and he begged for good words all the way. ”
"I was amused at the time, but then I was deeply disturbed. This first time I came to Jiafu, I made you cry, how will you get along in the future? ”
"On the second day of Yuzhong, I took the ring, brought the gift, and went to you. You didn't want to pay attention to me, but after all, you were still young at that time, and under my melody of love, after a while, you turned your anger into joy, and talked to me about poetry and painting. ”
In the afternoon, he also went to you, so you and I took lotus flowers as the theme, each painted a lotus, and composed a poem. It's a joy for a while. ”
"Since that day, the three of us have been together. At least one day out of two days will be when he is not with you, but with me, or with you and me. Between the three of us, although there are occasional disputes, and you also lose some temper from time to time, but we get along very well, not a family, but a family. At that time, I was really, really, treating him as my own brother, really, really, treating you as my own sister. ”
But all this, as we grow up day by day, unconsciously, gradually changes! I no longer regard him as my own brother, I regard him as my husband in this life. I no longer see you as my own sister, I see you as my lifelong enemy. ”
"I know you're the same for me. Only him, only that idiot still believes that between the three of us, there is still no guessing and intimacy between the three of us. ”
"But even so, I never expected that you and I would come to this point. I never dreamed that a pair of sisters who were once close would end up living and dying together! ”
"Even now, Sister Lin, I can't believe that you did something like that to me that day. And then, I did this to you. ”
"That day, that day, if it hadn't happened, how good it would have been, how good it would have been!"
"That day, you said, Qionghua bloomed, blooming extremely beautifully, you want to invite me to go to Wangjiang Tower with you, climb high and overlook the snow white."
"I gladly complied, and I didn't bring the ring, so I climbed the Wangjiang Tower with you."
"When I got to the top of the building, I thought that you would compose a poem as usual, and then I would say a few words as usual, and savor the poem with you."
"Not really!"
"When you go upstairs, you stand on the top of the building in a daze, and you start to cry. I was kind enough to coax you at that time, and I persuaded you for a while, but I didn't see you relieved. ”
"When I was inexplicable, you suddenly knelt on the ground, bowed down, and cried, sister save me, beg sister to save me."
"I was startled, and hurriedly stepped forward to support you, and said, "Sister, how is this?" It's a big thing, and it's a good deal, so why do you need to do this? ”
"But you refused to get up, but just cried and said, beg my sister to fulfill it, let me marry Brother Bao. My sister knows that as long as my sister nods, Brother Bao will definitely marry my sister. My sister only begged my sister to be pitiful, and promised my sister, okay, okay? ”
"As soon as I heard it, I was shocked, in the past two years, this matter has been between you and me, like a layer of window paper, although we know each other, but no one dares to pierce it. And that day, you tore this layer of window paper!"
"I didn't dare to agree, I helped you up, but you insisted. I also knelt in front of you and said, Sister Lin, if you ask for something else, no matter what it is, as a sister, I will do my best. But this is the only thing I dare not respond. ”
"You cry and say, sister, why is that?"
"I also shed tears and said, "You have entrusted a heart to him, and I am not." You want to marry him in your heart, and I am not. You are begging me now, and I am begging you now. ”
"You fell to the ground and cried, but sister, sister, I have no way out. Sister I, I was confused for a while, I couldn't bear Brother Bao's obsession, and I have given him the innocence of this life. In this life and this life, my sister and I have no way out except to marry him. Therefore, my sister begged my sister to fulfill it! ”
These words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, and they knocked me black. I fell to the ground and cried, this idiot, what an idiot, doesn't he know what the innocence of a woman's family means to a woman? He was greedy for a moment's pleasure, but he killed Sister Lin alive, and he also killed me alive. How is this good, how is it good? ”
When you heard this, you fell to the ground. You looked at me blankly and said, "Sister, are you too, are you ......?"
"I cried and nodded, and said, I'm sorry, sister, sister, I also have no way out."
"You look at me and say, sister, you really don't want to?"
"I said, I won't let it!"
"You say, even if I used my years of sisterhood to kneel and beg you, you won't let me?"
"I said, even if you use your years of sisterhood, you knelt down to beg me, and I won't let me!"
"Okay, okay, you said hatefully, sister, you're so good!"
"You look at me, for the first time in all these years, I see real hatred in your eyes."
"You said sadly, sister, my sister's menstrual affair this month has been ten days late. My sister is afraid that she is pregnant with Brother Bao's child. In this way, sister, you won't let it? ”
"The look in your eyes, and the words you say, completely infuriate me. I was in a hot head, and shouted loudly that I was pregnant before marriage, and I was eloping. According to the law of the Great Song Dynasty, elope as a concubine! So you'd better pray, don't really get pregnant, otherwise, you just wait and be your brother's concubine! ”
"As soon as I say this, how crazy are you, you laugh miserably, be a concubine? My dignified eldest lady of the Lin family, making a concubine? Sister Bao, you are living here, forcing me to death. You're trying to force me to death, you're trying to force me to death! ”
"At that point, I was carried away by anger. I stood up, with my back to you, and looked at the snow-white Qionghua. I said, I hardened my heart and said, even so, you are doing it yourself, and you can't blame anyone! ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt a strong voice from my back. I couldn't help myself, I crashed through the guardrail and fell! ”
"Wangjiang Tower is ten feet high, and the downstairs is full of bluestone. If I fall, I will surely die! ”