Chapter Ninety-Six: Mentality
"Oh! One Punch Man and a ferocious whip leg completely destroyed the White Devil! On the commentary stage, the commentator roared wildly.
In the octagonal cage, Aoki Tsukasa fiercely whipped his leg and continuously hit the white opponent in front of him, who was taller than himself, watching him limp, his face covered with blood and still full of fighting spirit Looking at his appearance, he was short of breath.
Strictly speaking, the primary training opponents simulated by the system are probably people who are much weaker than Aoki Division's strength. At least the guy in front of him, called the White Devil, is not outstanding in standing skills except for his height and length. And ground tricks? The white devil couldn't get close at all, and no matter if he threw a punch or a kick, Aoki was able to quickly dodge and counterattack.
Now, with Aoki's repeated whiplash leg hitting his right leg, his right leg is already visibly bruised and swollen, and he is walking with a limp.
"Rush!"
"Kill him!"
"Destroy him!"
The cheers of the audience and the commentator made Aoki Tsukasa a little excited.
Tsukasa Aoki clenched the braces in his mouth, his expression hideous.
He felt that maybe there was another bloodthirsty self hidden in his body, anyway, since he used the sword to slash more than a dozen people in the dream practice room at night, he felt that he was more and more comfortable in facing such a situation, just like when he fought with Ueno Yang for the apex of Wuyang, every time he punched the enemy, he could feel a strange sense of satisfaction from his heart.
I can.... What a weird one! Originally, I was extremely resistant to such a thing, but now, I actually enjoy it a little.
Aoki Tsukasa looked at the enemy in front of him, and continued to shoot expressionlessly, constantly moving quickly around the leg he was crippled by himself, taking advantage of his inconvenient physical disadvantage to punch and kick out, bombarding the opponent in front of him with all his strength without sparing a hand.
"He's down!" With a shout from the narrator.
Aoki Tsukasa made a very abrupt line-changing kick that bypassed the hands of the White Devil's defense, and the leg that was originally kicked to the waist suddenly changed in the air and smashed into the side of the White Devil's face.
The next moment, the white devil was like a fallen dead tree, and he lay on the ground with a clatter, and his whole body convulsed.
Tsukasa Aoki spat out his braces, looked at the referee who was about to come up and announce his victory, and said in a calm tone: "Withdraw from training." ”
Everything in front of me was once again distorted like an abstract oil painting, turning white.
Sitting in a space with nothing but white flowers, Aoki slowly lay down and took a deep breath.
He felt like he had changed. In the past, he was a little rich and peaceful, even if he had a system, he just wanted to have the life he wanted freely, and he didn't have any commendable ambitions. But for some reason, he feels that he is now longing for more and more things.
Stretching out his hand, the hands that were originally clean and white and tender could also see the calluses on the joints in the dream training room at this time. Tsukasa Aoki was silent, slowly closing his eyes in deep thought.
"System, do you think I've changed a lot?" Aoki's tone was a little frustrated.
The appearance of the dome today made him a little frightened, and it also made him realize that he had really changed. When he threw his punches, when he hit his opponent, the heartfelt pleasure made him feel fear.
[How have you ever known, the real self? 】
The system no longer pretended to be deaf and dumb, and the words that came out made Aoki Tsukasa fall into deep thought.
True to yourself? In Tsukasa Aoki's mind, his two different life experiences flashed rapidly.
I used to study hard in China, but I fought countless times at night, worked hard for the hope of others countless times, and finally became a social animal. While others are laughing and enjoying his youth, he is worried about what to eat tomorrow. Never argue with anyone about anything, because he knows that in the end, he will get nothing.
thought that forbearance and hard work would sooner or later be able to gain freedom and happiness, but in the end, he only chose to bow his head in the face of heavy pressure and became the person he hated the most.
From 9 to 5, I accompanied the leader with a smiling face, laughed and poured alcohol into my stomach with a beer belly at the banquet, and then in a corner that no one knew, I vomited so much that I was dazed and tormented by stomach problems.
Aoki Tsukasa also had a girl he liked, but he repeatedly comforted himself, restrained, and endured, and it was difficult for him to take care of his current situation, let alone the other half. In the end, I watched the girl I liked marry a wife, and most of my friends formed a family, only myself, comforting myself that the current life was happy enough, and in the end, I was used to loneliness and the life in front of me.
Is this true to yourself? Tsukasa Aoki was silent.
In my memory, another self who grew up in neon has never been happy. A drunkard father can give him food and clothing, which is already his greatest luck. In his memory, Tsukasa Aoki can vividly recall that in elementary school, many ignorant children teased him for being a motherless child.
But Aoki Tsukasa of this world did not choose to forbear. Instead, he raised his fist and struck at anyone who dared to laugh at him. Is he strong? No, the original Aoki Tsukasa in this world is not strong. In my memory, I can't count how many times he was beaten down, lying on the ground and gritting his teeth without saying a word.
Until the death of his alcoholic father, Aoki Division, who had long been scarred in this world, was unwilling to fight against this sad reality, and chose to break himself.
Is this Aoki Tsukasa's life his true self?
Tsukasa Aoki, who knocked enemies to the ground with his punches and felt an incomparably surging sense of accomplishment in his heart while winning, is he his true self?
Tsukasa Aoki clutched his heart, his muscles strong as he felt a sense of security he hadn't felt in his life.
The time he has been in this world is not long, but every scene and every person is extremely vivid in his memory.
The dome with tears on his face but smiling brightly, the grinning but brave Maeda Tiger, the fierce-looking but very kind Matsuyama Iwa, the perfect appearance but always strange Teruhashi Xinmei, the heroic and gentle smile of the poisonous island Tsukiko with a wooden knife, the red-haired big man Ah Hu in the TV series, and even the male teacher Matsushita.....
The picture of all this jumped and flashed in my mind, and finally turned into myself propped up on the sink, and in the mirror, I was covered in wounds and had a cold face.
Aoki Tsukasa slowly opened his eyes, and in front of him, there was still a white space.
"It's hard to understand." Tsukasa Aoki sighed and sat up.
The sudden surge in power gave Aoki Tsukasa the ability to easily surpass others for the first time in his life, and it also gave him the first experience of what it was like to be a powerful man. The ambition that suddenly swelled before was just a gradually increasing desire because he tasted the taste of power and enjoyed the power above ordinary people.
Stretching out his hands and clenching them hard in front of him, Aokiji's eyes were extremely firm: "I am still me, but in this life, I have lived as I want." Strength has given me experiences that I've never experienced before, but I'm never going to be obsessed with them. ”
"Even if I want the strongest delinquent teenager, I have never thought of doing things like a real delinquent teenager, it is enough!"
"Come on, system, let's start another real combat training! I'm going to beat all the MMA enemies in your primary training ground to the ground! Tsukasa Aoki's smile was full of confidence.
After all...... The current me is no longer the same person I used to be. That's right, now I'm standing on the apex of Wuyang, destined to become the strongest bad boy, Aoki Division!
I love the power and the sense of security it gives me! I like the respect and longing of others that I have never felt. I love the power that this power brings me, the ability to protect my family and friends!
That's enough!
That's what I look like Tsukasa Aoki!
That's what I want in life, too!
Standing in the brightly lit octagon cage again, Aoki's eyes were cold, eagerly waiting for his next opponent to appear.
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(PS: Now it is said that it is a thankless thing to spend pen and ink to portray the psychological growth of the protagonist, readers don't like it, and it is difficult for me to write, so I am also hesitant, but I always feel that if I don't write these changes, why the protagonist becomes so enthusiastic in the fight can't be explained, after all, his original personality is very salty.)
In addition, some friends of the readership should know that some bad things happened to the village chief in reality a few days ago, and the updates you have seen in the past few days were written during that period, and maybe there is indeed a decline in quality. But I think the plot behind me has been adjusted back a lot, please be patient.
Recently, the village chief has been under a lot of pressure, and it is not easy to keep it updated, so I hope everyone will be more tolerant. The book reviews in the past two days are really heart-wrenching.