Chapter 61: I Don't Want to Be a Hero, I'm Too Tired
"So in order to prevent someone from destroying the world, he is going to strike first?" Neil concentrated on his work, didn't look back, and said angrily.
"Ultron was really an accident!"
Neil seemed impatient, and he slowly stood up, holding a cut steel plate in his hand, little by little, looking very intimidating.
"Listen, Romanoff, I don't care if Stark did it on purpose or not, it has nothing to do with me! The only reason I'm helping you deal with Ultron is because it provoked me, so I'm going to kill it, you know? ”
Natasha couldn't understand that a person without kindness would not be willing to spend a lot of time doing something that was not interesting to him, and if he did, then it must have something to do with him.
So where is the contradiction between Neil and Ultron?
She looked at all the information provided by Nick Fury about Neil, and none of it appeared that Neil had contradicted Ultron before.
The only contact was when Neil first entered Earth, when Ultron killed several agents, and it is said that Ultron was the one who killed him to help Neil escape from S.H.I.E.L.D. pursuit.
Does this have anything to do with Neil?
If there is, it does not indirectly mean that Neil will be angry about it, which shows that Neil is indeed a good person by nature.
"Don't spend a lot of time trying to understand me, there's no point!"
Natasha shook her head: "I don't know what kind of person you are, but I know that you have saved people, countless people!" So you are the hero, and the Avengers never look at character and shortcomings! ”
That's right, if you look at the character and shortcomings, this team would have been disbanded a long time ago.
Saul is a megalomaniac who doesn't talk well, and Stark is a guy who doesn't trust the team.
It's all a flaw of the partners!
Natasha understands this very well, who does not have a bit of a strange personality and flaws.
Thor's arrogance is something that everyone can guess, after all, the alien prince basically doesn't communicate with anyone except for fighting and drinking every day, and it's too normal to have this character.
Stark is used to working alone, he is too assertive and individual, and always likes to keep a hand on everyone and everything, which is not a bad habit, but this kind of behavior is always a distrustful behavior of partners, once everyone knows, it is easy to cause team split.
But is that because of this, everyone is going to drive Stark away?
Of course not, Tony, like Steve, is the core of the team, and he has the ability, so the Avengers need him, and the world needs such people to guard.
The same goes for Neil, when Neil saved billions of people, he did enough to make the Avengers tolerate him, even if he was a nervous person.
As long as he has the strength, ability, and responsibility, is willing to work hard for the stability of the world, and is willing to save ordinary people, it is enough.
As for his alien identity......
Heroes never see everywhere, they only look at what you do.
"Don't don't, don't put this hat on me, I don't want to be a hero!" Neil waved his hand and hurriedly refused.
"Why?"
Natasha asked, frowning.
"I'm not a hero myself, and I don't want to be a hero, heroes are too tiring." ”
In this world, bad people can make mistakes, and after admitting their mistakes, with a slightly more sincere attitude, the mistakes he made will be recognized by others.
And good people can't make mistakes, and once they do, it's an abyss!
Strange, right? Why is this happening?
Why are good people still criticized for making mistakes, but bad people can be forgiven after apologizing for making mistakes?
In fact, there is no other reason, when a person is used to being a good person, and everyone regards him as a good person, any mistakes he makes will be infinitely magnified by everyone.
In fact, no one remembers that this good man is not his own responsibility or anything.
It's just that he wants to be a good person, so he does.
Did someone pay him?
Not at all!
Being a good person for free, the final result may not be as good as a bad person, which is why there are fewer and fewer good people in this world.
The same goes for heroes, to be a hero and protect ordinary people, that's not wrong in itself.
But when a disaster strikes one day, but he is unable to save himself and tries his best to save them, everyone will scold this hero for being a waste and can't save them.
And who has thought about the hero himself?
So Neil doesn't want to be a hero, it's too tiring, he just wants to take care of the things that are related to him, the things around him, or deal with the disasters that he sees in his eyes.
As for the whole world running around to save the suffering?
He doesn't have that kind of Yaxing.
"The Avengers are a chore, I respect you, Natasha! You and Stark, Steve, they're all heroes, but I'm not! So please also respect my thoughts and don't try to impose your heart on me, thank you! ”
Neil gave the order to evict the guest, got up and stood aside to open the glass door, and Natasha's unwavering gaze made Natasha feel a little cold on her toes.
Glancing at Neil with a meaningful gaze, Natasha hesitantly walked to the door, slowly turned her head to look at Neil, and handed over an invitation.
"Stark has booked a venue, all the Avengers and our friends have been invited, tonight is Patton's retirement party, I hope you can come."
Neil reached out and took the invitation, glanced at it casually, and put it in the bracelet: "Why has Stark been partying lately, he's crazy?" He really has a lot of money, so he should donate it to those in need. ”
"In fact, he did, and he's preparing a college student fund to help those students do their experiments better."
"So he's really crazy?" Neil said deliberately in an incredulous tone.
"Maybe it's too anxious, the State Department's affairs have been getting more and more troublesome recently, and the masses are getting louder and louder about our dissatisfaction, and we suspect that someone is secretly pushing all this, but in the end we didn't find any evidence."
Neil thought for a moment and nodded in response, "I see, I'll go." ”
Natasha also nodded: "Thank you, everyone really wants to see you, Tony was going to have a welcome party for you, but Pepper stopped him, everyone knows that he has been a little anxious recently, so it is very understandable." ”
Seeing Natasha walk away, Neil's gaze returned to flatness, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with him in those dark eyes.
"Ephesi, play a song 'Back in Black' for me." Looking at Ifez's gaze, Neil's eyes were full of pampering.
"Beep! (Okay)"
Listening to the sound of rock music, Neilton felt full of energy.
Glancing at the mechanical blueprint paper on the workbench, Neil crossed his hands, stretched his palms outward, and then slammed it.
With a smile on his face, he looked at the various materials on the ground.
"Come on, let's get this biggest guy done today, and then happily go to Barton's retirement party!"