Aoki Tsukasa hurriedly wiped her tears, took out a few pieces of paper from the coffee table in the living room, and gently wiped them for her, his tone was soft and heartache: "I know, Qiong, it's okay, I'm here, I've always been there." ”

Qiong couldn't hold back any longer, and got into Aoki Tsukasa's arms, hugged his waist, and cried: "Woo"

Tsukasa Aoki froze in place, Qiong's cheeks pressed tightly against his heart, he could even feel the softness and coldness of her cheeks, and her gasps when she cried were clearly felt by her sensitive skin.

Aokiji's arm froze in the air for a short moment before he carefully put his palm on the back of Qiong's head and gently rubbed her silver hair: "It's okay, don't be afraid, Qiong." ”

It didn't seem like the fingertips were touching the hair, and Aoki only felt that the hair was soft like a silver ribbon.

Dome was still sobbing, but her nose was full of the good smell of Aoki Tsukasa, and his powerful heartbeat rang in her ears so clearly for the first time, and a sense of peace of mind that she had never felt before gradually diluted the uneasiness and panic in her heart.

"Si" she said in a pleading-like voice, but there was a bit of coquettishness: "I'm scared." ”

"Don't be afraid, what's there to be afraid of, I'm here." Aoki knew she was just uneasy, so he just repeated his words over and over again, and hugged her hard with one hand.

Her thin body was hugged like a ball of cotton, fluttering, as if a gust of wind would blow and disappear.

After a long time, the dull cry of the dome finally calmed down, Aoki Tsukasa breathed a sigh of relief, let go of his arm, looked at her swollen eyes from crying, and gently reached out to wipe the tears on her face that had not yet dried.

"Division" Dome let Aoki Tsukasa's fingers rub his face to wipe away his tears, and looked at his face stupidly, his eyes indescribably complicated: "I still have it, can I be cured one day?" ”

"Hmmm! Definitely! Aoki nodded firmly: "I'll cure you, Qiong, believe me, give me another month, just a month, I'll definitely be able to start helping you treat, you'll get better, believe me, you'll get better." ”

"When will I be able to go to school with Tsukasa?" Dome looked at Tsukasa Aoki's face with a bit of hope in his eyes.

"The latest sophomore year of high school will be." Tsukasa Aoki wiped away her tears and put a tissue on her little nose to make her blow her nose.

Dome cooperated and let him take care of himself like a child, just staring at Aoki Tsukasa's eyes, like a clingy little animal: "Really." ”

"Hmm!" Aoki nodded solemnly, gently pinched her cheek, her skin was elastic and soft like jelly, and smiled, "Trust me." ”

Qiong nodded seriously, and his tone was affirmative: "Okay." ”

Her eyes met Aoki's, not dodging, but full of inquiry—as if she was sure of Aoki's intentions.

Aoki Tsukasa looked at her appearance and knew that her heart had finally settled down, so he quietly breathed a sigh of relief and smiled easily: "Stupid, I was startled when I suddenly cried." ”

Qiong's face turned red unconsciously: "The medicine in the back is done, and the wound in the front, you can wipe it yourself." ”

After saying that, she stood up in a panic, maybe because she was too anxious, and almost fell, but thanks to Aoki Tsukasa's quick hand to help her, she stood up straight, blushing and trotting upstairs.

Looking at her disappearing back in the hallway, the gentle smile on Aoki Tsukasa gradually calmed down, silently picked up the ointment and smeared the wound in front of him, put a band-aid on his face, closed the medical box and put it back in its place, and sat on the sofa tiredly, even feeling a little tired of panting.

"Tsukasa Aoki will continue to work hard." Tsukasa Aoki muttered to himself, staring at the ceiling, struggling to open his eyes and sigh.

At this time, the dome pushed open the door, got into the room, locked the door, leaned on the door weakly, and slowly slid on the ground, covering his heart and gasping for breath, only pain and helplessness were left on his face that was still shyly smiling.

She crawled to the edge of the bed almost squirming on the floor, and with a trembling hand took out the pill bottle from the bedside table, and without finding any water, she chewed the pill a few times with great difficulty, and swallowed it.

Lying on the ground, the dome pillowed his thin arms, and he gasped for a long time on the floor, before he could barely straighten up, put the medicine bottle back away, and got up tiredly and lay down on the bed.

Staring at the ceiling, Qiong only felt that he was shedding tears again, and hurriedly reached out to wipe a few times, but found that the tears were still wiping more and more, and finally, he simply covered his face with the quilt and cried in a low voice.

"Hurry up and heal me, I'm so scared"

Her helpless cries for help floated through the air, imprisoned in the cramped room until they dissipated, and were never heard.

For a long time, tears dried up.

Dome opened his blank eyes and held the black rabbit doll beside the bed to his chest, his vision a little wandering.

As if thinking of something, she removed the pillow, and the head of the bed, which was covered by the pillow, was attached to the head of Tsukasa Aoki.

With her head on it, Aoki's smile was extremely bright, and although her face was tense and tense, she could still see the happy smile in her eyes.

Qiong's thoughts, with this big head sticker, gradually drifted back to before.

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It was just a few days after he returned from a trip to the mall.

I never thought that someone like me would have such a happy life.

Although the days of Tsukasa have not been around for long, for some reason, every time I am with him, it makes me feel extremely reassured - a feeling that I have never experienced before, and I am extremely longing for.

I still remember when I was in junior high school, whenever those bad girls blocked me in a corner, constantly laughing at me and pushing me, I had countless fantasies about how great it would be if someone could stand up and protect me. If I had a brother who was willing to protect me, like everyone else, maybe they wouldn't bully me anymore.

It's a pity that I didn't meet Si at that time.

So, I probably don't understand why I'm so happy when he helps me get rid of those bad girls in the mall.

But that's enough for me to know, as long as I know why I like Si so much.

I once indulged in this happiness, unable to break free, and even selfishly fantasized many times that it would be nice if Si could be alone with me every day.

Although the reality is that I can only be with Tsukasa when I eat or play games, to be honest, I'm already very satisfied.

Because I'm a short-lived ghost who doesn't live beyond eighteen years old.

I thought I was so used to all of this that I could accept the death that was coming.

But I was wrong.

It wasn't until that day, when Si returned home covered in blood, that I realized that I was reluctant to die.

When I saw him covered in wounds and my heart ached, I was scared.

I'm afraid that one day I'll leave suddenly, leaving Si alone in this world. I'm also afraid that one day I'll leave suddenly, and I'll never feel Si's tenderness again.

I began to resist contact with Tsukasa, trying to make myself cold again.

I thought that if this was the case, maybe Si would give up on me like everyone else and let me go back to a lonely world with only one person again.

That way, I'm the only one who knows how much I like him, and he won't be sad about me, and he won't be sad because I'm gone one day.

As for the day I let him go of me, I think that once warm memory is enough for me to remember it until I die

It's just that

I'm still scared.

Fear of death.

Also afraid

I couldn't tell Si until I died, I liked him so much.

It would be nice if life could be as good as the story, and Si and I could go on like this

Even if it's just for now

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Qiong covered the pillow again, lay on the bed, rubbed his red and swollen eyes, and muttered: "Si"

Help me.

Now, I can't even hold on to the idea of wanting to get away from you.

Why can't you take me out of this hellish life?

"I'm sure every word you say is, can you, faster" Dome buried his face in the rabbit doll and closed his eyes tiredly.