Chapter 10: Fuck You. target

The news continues.

“…… After the training, Gao Zheng was interviewed by reporters, he first expressed his gratitude to the people who cared about him, and then talked about how he felt during the recovery period......"

A close-up of Gao Zheng appeared on the TV screen, and he faced the camera with his signature smile and said: "It feels good to be back on the training ground, and I have been actively treating and trying to recover for this day." Today is back to training and I will try to get back to the field as soon as possible......"

“…… Of course, an injury is not a good thing, but since it has happened, it can only be faced with a positive attitude. I think I'll miss this time, because whatever doesn't kill me will make me stronger. ”

"Wow!! It is worthy of Gao Zheng!! Xiao Yingying's eyes were heartbroken. This last sentence is so handsome! ”

Feng Shiyu stared blankly at the TV screen, where Gao Zheng had finished the interview and was smiling and waving goodbye to the reporters.

Then the camera cuts back to the studio, and the two anchors look at each other and smile, saying, "I'm glad that after such dark years, he can still smile at the camera and say something like this!" When he said this, I even got goosebumps on my arm......"

The female anchor even showed her arms to her partner next to her.

The male anchor also smiled and said: "This is Gao Zheng, when we were worried that he would be depressed because of this serious injury, he gave us the brightest smile." This is the Gao Zheng who said, 'Where is the mountain'......"

Feng Shiyu, who was still looking at the TV screen and didn't make any sound, suddenly stood up from the sofa and startled Xiao Yingying next to her: "What's the matter, Sister Feng?" ”

"No, nothing, I suddenly knew I had inspiration." Feng Shiyu threw down these words, hurriedly entered the room, and closed the door.

Xiao Yingying turned her head to look at the closed door, confused.

She knew that Feng Shiyu had been stuck for a long time for that title song, and she had been worried for a long time.

Since coming back from Gao Zheng's side, there has been no progress.

Why is there sudden progress today?

Does it have anything to do with this news?

Her eyes returned to the television.

The news about Gao Zheng has passed.

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Feng Shiyu sat at her desk, on which a notebook and a pen were spread.

The pages are blank, but in the front pages, there are many lyrics or tunes for songs.

This book followed her back to China from Genoa to record her footprints on the road of music over the years.

The book is almost full, and there are still a few pages left.

As if it was the best arrangement of fate, this book that recorded Feng Shiyu's hard work after she decided to take the road of music is now lying quietly in front of her, waiting for a very important song, the finale.

But Feng Shiyu was not in a hurry to write even a word in this book.

She leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes.

She is recalling the bits and pieces of being with Gao Zheng in the past few months.

These bits and pieces used to be the inspiration for the new songs on her new album.

A fragment, or several fragments, make up a song.

More fragments, making up several songs.

She remembered that night, she and Gao Zheng sat on the dark balcony on the second floor, looking at the last afterglow of the western sunset, swallowed up by the night.

Gao Zheng suddenly said: "The sun is setting, but it will rise tomorrow." ”

She withdrew her gaze and looked at Gao Zheng.

"In the evening we would go to bed and get rested for the next day. The same goes for injuries. Night will come, just as the sun will rise. Now that the night is coming, accept it and gather strength in the darkness. If you are hurt, you have to accept it if you don't accept it, and you have to live it no matter how sad you are. Gao Zheng continued to look at the western sky and said.

"It's the same as life. Is it enough to encounter difficulties and setbacks? Gao Zheng paused here, tilted his head and thought for a moment, and then continued.

"Hmm...... There are really people who can't do it. When being tossed like that by life, some people give up completely, break the jar and break it. But some people will want to go to your mother. Target. Gao Zheng naturally burst into a foul mouth here, he didn't think there was anything wrong with this, and Feng Shiyu next to him didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

"I had a serious injury, worse than this one, and I was so depressed that I gave up. If it weren't for the old man, I would never have been living opposite Cristiano Ronaldo today. Later, I went to Germany to do a re-examination, which proved that the Milan laboratory had misjudged the original judgment. But I also figured it out, how can a player not get hurt? The key is not whether you will get hurt again, but what to do if you are injured. I don't want to be depressed anymore. ”

"This injury, when I had the surgery, I was lying in the operating room, looking at the ceiling and the shadowless lamp, and while waiting for the anesthetic to take effect, I said in my heart: Fuck you. Target. After the operation, the anesthetic was over, and the knee began to hurt, and sometimes I could wake up in the middle of the night. When it really hurts, I say, "Fuck you. Target. Don't say it, after scolding like this, it doesn't seem to hurt so much......" Gao Zheng grinned.

"I didn't tell you, just a few days after the operation, I tried to walk without crutches, but as soon as I got out of bed, I fell to the ground, I didn't call anyone, I got up on my own - don't tell me, even my parents don't know. When I struggled to get up, I said to myself, "Fuck you. Target. ”

Gao Zheng said a dirty word, but with a relaxed smile on his face, this is very contrary to harmony, but it is not against harmony, Feng Shiyu listened quietly, watched, and did not interrupt him.

“…… There are many times that still stand out to me, such as the first time I threw off my crutches and started walking, the first time I tried to jog on a treadmill, the first time I trotted in the yard, the first time I tried to juggle the ball...... Every time I succeed, I say in my heart: Fuck you. Yes, you still didn't beat me in the end. And then I was happy, it was like getting a new life. ”

For the first time that Gao Zheng said, Feng Shiyu was by Gao Zheng's side at the time, so she clearly remembered how happy the smile on Gao Zheng's face was at that time, but she didn't expect that under such a happy smile, Gao Zheng was scolding, "Fuck you. of".

So she laughed too.

"So I really miss that day because every day I'm trying to recover, fighting as hard as I can, winning fight after fight, winning new life after fight. As the days passed, I was happier each day than the day before. And just like that, the night passed, and the sun rose again. ”

When Gao Zheng said this, a gust of wind blew from the west, sending the laughter in Ronaldo's yard with it, the wind blew up the clothes and hair of the two people, Feng Shiyu's long hair fluttered back, and Gao Zheng closed his eyes in the wind, straightened up, and leaned back slightly, as if enjoying the gust of wind.

At this point, there was a sudden pop, and that idea broke through the ground and sprouted in Feng Shiyu's heart.

She finally knew what kind of song she was going to write for Gao Zheng.

So she opened her eyes, looked at the notebook in front of her, and picked up the pen.

Juanxiu's handwriting appeared on the notebook with the rustling sound of writing.

"I love every day that has been hard and tried my best, and I will miss all these twists and turns;

I love the joy that only I know every day that will not be carried away by the wind;

I caught the wind and hoisted the sails;

When I heard the wind whistling past my ears, my heart beat violently in ecstasy. ”

(Note: The lyrics are from a song "Empty Sailingship" from Pu Shu's 2017 album "Orion", written by Pu Shu, composed by Pu Shu.) From Gao Zheng's injury to now, I have been listening to this song on a loop for a week. But it's not the version in the album, but the version that records the promotional song of the movie "Big Three". )