In order to catch up with the schedule, λ took a day off to practice at home yesterday.

The whole song, with my unique voice, is ten times softer than the original.

After studying a few more POSE, the position of the hands, the direction of the eyes, and the melancholy of the eyes, most of them are imitated with reference to the movements of Ashin in the concert LIVE on YouTube, and then mixed with some of my personal small actions, I feel that she will definitely be fascinated by me.

As soon as I arrived at the store today, Ding Xiaojia told me that Shen Tong had a big deflated meal yesterday.

It is said that yesterday, after some careful dressing, Shen Tong invited KIRA to eat the newly opened super spicy roast wings in the second section of the East Ring Road after work, but KIRA refused on the grounds that he wanted to go back to the dormitory to read a book after work.

I remained silent and noncommittal to Shen Tong's approach.

He is too blatant, the purpose of the invitation is too clear, and it is reasonable to be rejected.

After all, my Kira Angel is waiting for my confession with full attention, and it is completely impossible to go on a date with other boys!

AS SHE SPOKE, KIRA TROTTED INTO THE OFFICE WITH A CIGARETTE AND SWIPED HER CARD, THEN GRINNED AND THREW ME AN EGG SCRAMBLE AND A BOX OF VITA LEMON TEA.

[It's still good to KIRA.] I replied to her, and then whispered in her ear, "I heard that you went back to your dorm room after work yesterday to read, and you are so serious, it's not like what you usually do.] Usually she will meet up with a few girls to eat desserts after work, or go to Xinguang Sanyue to line up for two or three hours to eat that Internet celebrity Lin Dongfang beef noodles, and occasionally invite me to go to Xiangmen Night Market to eat barbecue, in short, you can't do without eating.

[Reading a book?] What book to read, I went to a newly opened super spicy roast wings on the East Ring Road, the boss didn't lie, I just took a bite, it was so spicy that my heart hurt, next time I must take you to try. She muttered, not forgetting to pull out her calculator to count yesterday's inventory details.

[Ahh I suddenly felt a pang of gloom, but I couldn't help but continue asking.

[No, I went by myself.] She waved at me and continued to write the inventory count.

I see, the stone in my heart just landed, and I said, how could KIRA go on a date with Shen Tong.

How can it be!

[By the way, how are you doing?] KIRA STOPPED WHAT HE WAS DOING AND LOOKED UP AT ME.

[Just for these two days.] I showed a bright smile, KIRA didn't date Shen Tong, she loves food so much, she would rather go alone than promise Shen Tong!

But he often goes with me to eat!

Still waiting for my song! What could make me happier than that?

[Really?] She was skeptical.

[Retractor.] I held out my hand.

She responded.

I could vaguely see a light rising from the center of the thumb we touched, in the shape of a heart.

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Finally, that night came.

We ate Haidilao upside down.

To be precise, it was KIRA who ate Haidilao upside down.

A few of us were dumbfounded, and she didn't stop at all.

After the meal, Sister Lu took us to the cash cabinet next to us to sing at KTV.

Everything is going according to my plan.

In order to surprise KIRA and create a sense of mystery, of course, you can't go up with the guitar on your back.

It's so boring, everybody knows what I'm going to do.

I borrowed a car from my best friend Xiao Ji and parked it nearby in order to place my guitar.

The lyrics and monologues used in confessions have long been memorized.

After waiting so long, it's finally going to be staged.

To say not to be nervous is false.

Although I had just sat on the sofa in the box, my heart had already raised my throat, just like an acute attack of a severe heart patient, I hurriedly called for a glass of water, drank it all, let my heart cool, and also moisten my throat, so that my singing voice can play the best level.

Everyone sings their own songs.

Sister Lu retorted and shouted at Xue Zhiqian's [actor].

Qi Zhang, the mysterious person who appeared for the first time, chanted Zhang Jingxuan's [Breakpoint] in a low voice in a hoarse voice, and his yellow curly hair was not much different from those who stood on the street in front of the barber shop and pulled customers in to wash, cut and blow cards.

Ding Xiaojia didn't listen to any persuasion, so he ordered more than a dozen F.I.R songs in a row, it was the girl's KEY, and he lowered his throat and sang so that the big guys were about to fall asleep.

Shen Tong didn't sing a single song, just drank desperately, and after a while, he was already lying motionless on the sofa, was he still sad that he was rejected by KIRA that day? I do not know.

KIRA, OF COURSE, WAS SINGING ALL OF MAYDAY'S SONGS, AND I KEPT CLAPPING HER PALMS UNTIL MY PALMS WERE SO RED THAT I WAS ALMOST PARALYZED AND UNCONSCIOUS.

Every time she finished singing, she would look at me sideways, as if to say, why don't I sing.

Whether in a movie or a novel, the protagonist always appears at the most critical moment and deals a fatal blow to the villain.

The first confession in my real life was, of course, earth-shattering.

I raised my left hand to look at my watch.

0 pips spread 10 points.

[I go to the bathroom.] ]

I pretended to untie my hands, but instead I was picking up the guitar in the car.

The car was parked not far away, but it was still looking for a while in the dark.

It was 23:59 when I went upstairs.

Damn, perfectionist me, how can I tolerate a deviation in my plan that is accurate to the second?

I trotted desperately and sweated profusely.

Finally, at 0:00:58, I rushed back to the box.

[I've been waiting, guys, it's time for me to get out of the way.] ]

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[I have a few more things to say before I sing this song.] I cleared my throat and continued: [I have always been an ordinary person, living a boring and simple life every day after class, singing, going home to work, eating after work, and so on, just like my name, Xu Yufan, but. ]

The silence in the box was in stark contrast to the hustle and bustle just now.

Everyone's eyes are on me.

I was so nervous that I was shaking.

I secretly pinched my thigh with my left hand to sober myself up from the pain.

I finally relented and continued:

[Since I met you, I have been unconsciously led by you into another world, another dimension, your every move, your eyes and smile, all affect my heart, I must have accumulated eight lifetimes of luck, in exchange for the encounter between you and me in this life, below, I will give you a song, your favorite, but also my favorite song. ]

I didn't dare to look her in the eye.

Place the microphone on the shelf.

Pluck the strings slowly.

Then start singing:

[You are the great ocean, and I am the rain that falls on you.]

I lost my form, I saw the pattern of love from afar

The world is all as beautiful as your cute model

You made me surrender with both hands, stepped off the wall, and grew wings

]

The voice comes from the heart, the breath comes from the dantian, and I use all my strength to fully show all the tenderness in my life from birth to the present with the help of lyrics.

My singing echoed throughout the box.

There was no second person to speak.

The singing was done quickly.

The audience was silent.

It was so quiet that even Shen Tong's snoring could be heard clearly.

I don't know why.

Put down the guitar and look at KIRA.

KIRA's eyes were mixed with inexplicable confusion, as if he was secretly sleeping in advanced mathematics class and was called by the teacher to answer questions.

Am I not implying that it is obvious enough.

No, that's exactly what it's explicit.

Such a clear love theme.

Almost every lyric is another manifestation of I love you.

As a senior five fans, it is impossible for her not to hear it.

Do you want me to make it clear and say that Fan Jiaxin likes you, and it will be a confession to this extent.

Suddenly.

One of the men stood up suddenly.

I turned my head to look.

It's Ding Xiaojia.

Why did he stand up?

Are you also ready to insert a knife to win love, or do you want to go to the toilet?

I do not know.

I noticed the way he looked at me.

Now it's my turn to be confused.

Is this going to do three small?

[You really hate it, I hid it so deeply, I didn't expect it to be discovered, it's too high-profile, you should just tell me secretly, now everyone knows, how embarrassing. Ding Xiaojia said something I didn't know what it meant.

I was dumbfounded, and I didn't know what to do.

He seemed to be about to continue.

[Why don't you speak, don't you want to confess, I'll wait for you to finish speaking before agreeing, you say it quickly.] ]

[... Say... Say what? Confession... Why do you want to agree...] I grew incoherent, searching in the dark for KIRA's direction.

I SAW KIRA ALSO STAND UP, PICK UP THE BACKPACK ON THE TABLE, AND WALK TOWARDS ME.

She got closer and closer.

Getting closer and closer.

Getting closer and closer.

Until the distance from me is rubbed by.

In my ear, he whispered:

[I always thought... But I didn't expect that you... Let's go first, bye. ]

[What do you say, what am I, don't go, KIRA, wait for me!] ]

I didn't catch up with her.

I didn't go back to the box.

Even if I know, Ding Xiaojia is waiting for my answer inside.

An answer I didn't even know what the question was.

I didn't sleep all night.

Meditate on what this is all about.

Three o'clock in the morning.

The other end of the network.

Xiao Ji's profile picture flashes in the bottom right corner of Facebook.

[So you mean, after singing about love, the girl ran away?] Xiao Ji's avatar is a cute hamster

[Yes.] I drank all the spleens on the table in one gulp, then crushed the can, and replied weakly.

[And then a male colleague said something strange to you that you didn't know how to answer?] ]

[Yes.] ]

[Hahahahaha and hahahahahahaha ]

[I'm like this, and you're still laughing at me?] ]

[No, you're not a die-hard fan of Mayday, you don't understand, that song, the look of love, describes the love between gay people, which was previously included in the gay album Hug produced by Mayday, and now you know why the girl ran and why the male colleague said something like that. ]

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I see!

It dawned on me.

Songs of comrades.

Absolutely.

I haven't heard of it at all.

You can't see it in the lyrics alone.

It's too subtle.

Dante Xiaojia, as the person concerned, must have known the inside story hidden in the song very early.

KIRA, as a senior five fan, is even more likely to be unclear.

He!!!!!!! Mother!!!!!! Target!!!!!!!

I will never forget the way Ding Xiaojia looked at me in the box.

I'll never forget the tone of my voice when KIRA left.

Now, I can't wash it even if I jump into the Yellow River.