I really want to sleep like this for the rest of my life.

Forget all the things that broke me down and despaired.

But I woke up anyway.

The moment I opened my eyes, there was no fluctuation in the hollow eyes, like a pool of stagnant water.

Fu Ruyan fell asleep on the sofa not far from my bed, there was a strong dark green and darkness under his eyes, I don't know how long I hadn't slept after staying up, and the stubble also came out.

I reached out and touched my belly, which was still flat before it had time to bulge, but it lacked vitality.

My child, after all, is gone.

Tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, wetting the pillow towel, and I cried silently, burying all the negative emotions in my heart, burying them deeper and deeper.

Fu Ruyu woke up after a while, as if he was not sleeping steadily, he was very happy to see that I was not in a coma again, and hurriedly sat down, grabbed my hand, and his voice was hoarse: "Xiao Chu, you finally woke up......"

Fu Ruyan is a lot haggard, and her delicate skin is also shiny with a layer of oil, and her hair is also messy, looking very messy.

"Xiao Chu." He asked me softly, "Do you have any pain?" Is there anything uncomfortable? ”

I didn't speak.

"Tell me why you're uncomfortable, don't hide it, okay?"

"Xiao Chu, does your stomach still hurt?"

"Xiao Chu, you've slept for so long, are you hungry? Want something to eat? In the hospital these days, I also found a good porridge shop, the taste is very good, your taste will definitely like it. ”

"Xiao Chu...... Do you have a word...... Say a word......"

I rolled my stiff eyeballs to meet his.

Fu Ruyan immediately held her breath and looked at me nervously.

"Our children, gone...... Right? When I asked that, I was trembling all over.

I knew the answer, but I wanted to hear him say it himself.

A touch of panic flashed on Fu Ruyan's face, and his eyes were full of worry.

After a long time, he said with difficulty: "There will be more, we will have another child." ”

The corners of my mouth overflowed with bitterness and coldness, and the smile was far-fetched and desperate.

"Don't be like that, Xiao Chu." Fu Ruyan has a little bit of strength in his hands, as if to cheer me up, "As long as the two of us are well, we will ......"

"Our children are gone, how can you let me be well?" I looked at him with red eyes.

Fu Ruyan looked at me at a loss.

"She killed our children." I touched my lower teeth with my upper teeth, making a crashing sound, trembling all over, and telling the truth, "It's Josie...... It was Josie who pushed me down, Fu Ruyan! It's your ex-girlfriend, it's her! She's a murderer! ”

Fu Ruyan's eyes widened in disbelief, her pupils shrank suddenly, and she was full of incredulity.

"As long as she's still alive, we can't be fine...... Never...... "My tears flowed uncontrollably.

Fu Ruyan did not speak again.

I broke free of his hand and pulled the quilt over my head, masking my imminent cry.

I hate her, I hate her!

I cried and cried all the time, and when I got tired of crying, I fell asleep, and in a half-dream, I heard someone sigh and pull my quilt down.

I knew it was Fu Ruyan, but I didn't want to wake up.

By the time I opened my eyes again, it was already dark outside the window, and there was no one around.

I struggled to sit up, but I couldn't muster any strength.

The door to the ward was open, and the light in the hallway came in, and at some point, a long shadow spread in, and at the same time, the woman also walked in front of me.

She looked at me condescendingly, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "He Chu, are you okay?" ”

When I saw Josie, I wanted to kill her, and struggled to get out of bed, but to no avail.

"You're like this, what are you tossing?" Josie bent down and said sarcastically, "Just lie down on the bed." ”

"You murderer!" I yelled at her in a high-pitched voice as if I had gone mad.

"What if I'm a murderer? Do you have proof? You can sentence me, you put me in prison! It's a pity you can't. He Chu, you can't, you don't have that ability. Without Fu Ruyan, you are nothing, and you dare not leave him. There was a chill in Josie's eyes.

I was so angry with her that I kept crying, sobbing and choking, "Why are you doing this, why!" ”

"I'm just going to destroy you and Fu Ruyan, haven't you already guessed it? I'm not just going to kill your child, I'm going to kill you! I'm not going to let you appear in front of him alive, absolutely not! As she spoke, the expression on Josie's face changed to a fierce one, and she lunged at me, her hand on my neck, and the strong feeling of suffocation made me struggle hard.

"Don't! No! Yes! ”

I shouted.

"Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu, what's wrong with you?"

I opened my eyes suddenly, and I was already soaking wet.

My panicked eyes met Fu Ruyan's, and he had a worried look on his face.

I touched my neck and swallowed another mouthful of saliva, gasping for breath and shivering, "Josie...... Josie is coming to kill me...... She's going to kill me...... Ruyu, save me, she wants to kill me...... ...... you want to kill me"

I shuddered, my eyes widened, and I stared at the doorway.

Fu Ruyan glanced at it and coaxed me again and again, "No, she won't do that, and she didn't come." ”

"She will!" I screamed sharply, "She's not just going to kill my child, she's going to kill me, she doesn't want me to stay with you...... Don't want to...... She's a murderer, she's the one who killed our children, she's the one who! Call the police, get her arrested! ”

Fu Ruyan looked at me distressedly, with pity in her eyes.

I don't know why he had such an expression, I grabbed his hand so hard that my nails dug into his flesh, and I kept repeating the phrase in despair and despair: "Grab her, get her...... I beg you...... Please......"

Why, murderers can be so rampant.

"Xiao Chu, calm down, you're too emotional now!" Fu Ruyan said.

"I'm not excited, I'm telling the truth! She was the one who pushed me down! She's going to kill me...... She came in through the doorway! Come in! "I looked at the elongating shadows at the door of the ward and screamed loudly in horror.

Just when Fu Ruyan went to look, the shadow disappeared all of a sudden.

Fu Ruyu sighed: "You just lost your child, and your spirit has been greatly stimulated, don't think so much, rest well." ”

I looked at him stupidly.

Why, he didn't believe me......