Chapter 43 Forgotten in the rivers and lakes
I was so surprised that I couldn't make a sound with my mouth open, I never thought that my cousin's love was so deep! Before, he stayed next to me and Xuanyuanxu, Mingli was treating me, and Xuanyuanxu became close friends, talking and laughing with us every day, and the years were quiet. Secretly, I don't know, he watched me and Xuanyuan Xu love each other, happy, I don't know how painful it is to endure it! Now, he has lowered himself to the dust, and as a cousin, he has been waiting here all his life, just so that his cousin, who will never accept his love, can find him at any time!
The back of my cousin who turned away in a lonely and sad way made me bear to look at it again. With my eyes down, I slowly turned around and walked towards the carriage.
Cousin, time passes, and you'll get through it. You will forget about my cousin, and you will find your heart. I wish you a happy and happy life.
"Xuan'er!" This timid call, like the depths of the flowers on the other side is like looking at each other from afar, and the familiar moment that goes deep into the bone marrow bursts into clusters of dazzling fireworks-like surprises in the depths of his heart, this is, his voice! It's Xuanyuan Xu, he's calling me!!
I involuntarily turned my head, just one glance, I was stunned, Xuanyuanxu, where is your cold and alienated, your green silk is elegant, and your beauty is absolutely dusty?!
I only saw a man dressed in a crumpled red groom's official robe, his hair was messy and tangled, his face was pale and cold, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eyes were full of crazy despair, staring at me closely.
The moment I looked back at him, the ice-covered face was flattering and cautious, and I was at a loss: "Xuan'er, you ...... I...... , you left in a hurry, pot, forgot to bring ......"
My heart twitched fiercely, and the pain instantly filled my whole body, looking at him, who was originally as noble as a cloud, and at this moment he was nervous like the most humble slave, watching him slowly approach me step by step cautiously, stopped three steps away from me, took out the jade-colored belly pot from his arms, and handed it to me silently.
Stunned to take it, I felt the pot with his body temperature with the palm of my hand, I couldn't control my tears, I could only lower my head, this small and delicate wine jug, is the first time we met, he gave me a token of love. Now that we're done, he gave me his original heart as a parting gift.
"Thank you......"
"You're welcome ......"
Silent, we don't know what to say again, maybe time has passed and gone forever! Today, we are no longer the same as the two people who got married two days ago.
"Miss!" the two identical-looking maids got out of Xuanyuanxu's carriage and called out to me in unison, "Miss! The Seventh Prince brought us from the palace, and was going to serve the old lady, but now, you can take us away!"
As soon as I pointed to my carriage, the two maids climbed into the carriage with great joy.
"Xuan'er, take care all the way. Seeing the maid walk by, and was silent for a long time, Xuanyuan Xu still couldn't help it, and smiled and said: "Just treat me as your old friend, come and see me when you have time, okay?"
"Okay, you have to sleep more, your eyes are red," I looked at his smile that he wanted to cry but squeezed out, the pain in my heart was like a rising tide, wave after wave, and I had to pretend that nothing happened, "I'll be fine, I hope you're okay!"
"Hehe, I regret it when I think of sleeping, if I know, there is so little time for us, I will not waste a minute or a second, I will always look at you, the seventh princess of you!" Xuanyuan Xu lowered his head and smiled softly, and water droplets quickly slid through the corners of his eyes, falling one after another.
The distress was so intense that I couldn't speak. Axu, you are still wearing the groom's official clothes when you married me three days ago, have you been sleepless for two nights and three days?!In order to find me? It's just that you can't imagine that Xuan'er, who found you, no longer loves you and turns to fall in love with someone else, right?
If you say that sentence and take care all the way, I know that you are willing to give me freedom, you are willing to let me have happiness and be sad alone.
"You will be a good emperor. "My strength has begun to crumble, it's time to leave.
"The emperor is rich in the world," Xuanyuan Xu raised his tearful face and stared straight at me, "I would rather exchange everything I have for the ...... I love but can't have anymore."
Regulus's tears shook me so deeply that I couldn't take a step away from him.
Axu, no matter how ruthless your father's methods are against my Xiao family, you are still the one I love the most. I tied the bell, and I am willing to untie the bell for you, and from then on, we will not owe each other!
"Axu, love is like a handful of sand, when it's time to let go, no matter how tightly you hold it, you can't keep it. I took a deep breath, exhaled it slowly, and then said calmly: "Once, how much your father loved your mother and concubine, you and I both knew. But, isn't it only given to the most beloved female concubine, so that she is subject to the queen?"
I raised my hand to stop what Xuanyuan Xu was about to say, and talked eloquently, "Even if you can give me the throne, I want a single-minded person, a man who only loves me alone and belongs to myself......!
"Xuan'er, you haven't tried it yet, how can you be sure that I won't give you a harem with only you?" Xuanyuan Xu's roar almost burst out of his chest, with a bloody breath, he reached out and grabbed my sleeve full of pleading, "Xuan'er, please believe me, only this once, okay!?"
"Actually, these are just excuses for not loving you. His words were like a sharp knife in my heart, which hurt my heart, and my smile was sad, but ruthless, "Ah Xu, it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes." If you set me free, I will return to you for the rest of your life. If I don't have freedom, I'll end this life right now. ”
Xuanyuan Xue froze, like a beautifully carved stone statue, and was stunned to let me pull off the sleeve of his shirt that he was grasping in the palm of his hand, turned around, and walked away.
Xuanyuanxu, you don't know that your family is going to get rid of my family, do you!? In the future, you and I will be your mortal enemies.
Farewell, Axu, this is the last time I will call your name, and after this turn, it will be time to call you the Seventh Lord in the future.
The feeling of severe pain in the heart was like the scarf of the wind and frost sword in the bitter cold, and like the scorching of the smoke and flames in the lava, cold to the extreme and hot to the limit.
There was a fishy sweetness in my throat and eyes, and a thick liquid gushed out, and I gritted my teeth, and the blood droplets from the corners of my lips were like agate, falling into my chest, and a little ink plum leaked out of the black coarse cloth.