After a long time, Xu Xu still hadn't finished speaking.

And Lu Aya also remembers it almost, but for her...... I didn't think it was a big deal, after all, now that I was an immortal cultivator, what I could do to give her a headache was a matter of breaking her arms and legs, and even breaking her arms and legs was nothing...... It should be the destruction of the body and then how to resurrect it, and this kind of seemingly terrible thing is what she needs to worry about.

What is a hot compress on the chest...... Rub your waist......

Are you sure it's not funny?

Lu Aya can't laugh, and she can't laugh.

As for the water in the back, you still need to care about whether you need to replenish blood, and if you can't make up too much, you also need to follow the "doctor's instructions".

Lu Aya always felt extremely strange, which is understandable.

They have all started to cultivate immortals, but they have to care about these little things......

Although she was extremely puzzled in her heart, looking at Xu Xu's serious face, Lu Aya couldn't even open her mouth to question, on the contrary, she kept it all in mind.

At least...... Senior Sister Xu won't make fun of her, it must be serious.

In fact, it's also strange that she has adapted to these things by herself, and she forgot that it is very strange for Lu Aya, a little girl whose world view is gradually forming...... But if you want to explain, it's also very simple, at least compared to the spirit path, if Lu Aya really broke her arms and legs or her body was destroyed, it would be simple......

As long as the soul is still there, it is not a problem, the physical body has been sending energy to the soul, and it is not a particularly difficult thing to replenish.

What has to do with the nature of the soul is the most difficult thing to solve.

For example, Yang deficiency, what we are talking about here is not kidney Yang deficiency, but Soul Yang deficiency.

And keep saying that yang deficiency, yang deficiency?

What exactly is Yang Deficiency?

In fact, there is a lack of yang energy.

But the lack of yang energy does not mean that Lu Aya is very heavy in yin, but relatively speaking, as a woman, yin energy is more sufficient.

And the aura in Lu Aya's body has long been unbalanced...... In general, women are deficient in yang and men are deficient in yin...... But Lu Aya may have it, this kind of thing related to the aura of the body, even if she is killed ten times and then resurrected, it is something that cannot be changed.

Unless......

Lu Aya is willing to die.

Entering the grinding disc of the Wheel of Heaven and Earth as a normal person, the soul is shattered, and then it is fused with thousands of fragments, and finally transformed into a new soul, so that it is a new life.

Just by doing this, she won't be the same Lu Aya she used to be.

In other words, what is it that makes the body clean...... Or is it more dirty?

This is a matter of the wise and the wise.

For example, the spiritual path...... It is different from the menstrual affairs of a woman in the mortal world, even if she reshapes her physical body, as long as Lu Aya does not turn off the spiritual path, she will never be able to avoid the link of Tianqi...... On the other hand, for Lu Aya, in some similar things, her essence has changed, how to make up for it? She can't even get over her own psychology.

Maybe it's the best thing that my sister doesn't like her.

After all...... Rather than being disgusted by my sister later, it's better to disappear now.

After awakening most of her memories, Lu Aya actually became a little lucky?

She couldn't imagine that if it was her former self, she found that her junior sister actually looked at her with disgust...... What will she crumble into......

Unthinkable.

Therefore, even if it is Lu Aya now, when she thinks of these things, she is completely unacceptable.

As for having confidence in Liu Fufeng, I don't think she will dislike herself or anything, this kind of confidence may have been there in Lu Aya before, but just like she has always felt that her junior sister will never take the initiative to leave her...... This kind of confidence in Liu Fufeng has actually long been gone.

Lu Aya realized this, so the change was so thorough.

Human nature...... It's a very complicated thing.

For example, the attitude towards parents.

Lu Aya felt that it didn't matter two days ago.

Father and mother couldn't arouse her slightest thought at all, only when she was just in the quagmire, she opened her mind, and looked forward to her father or mother, but unfortunately, until she was completely polluted by the mud, filled with black and gray from the inside out, and after staying in that state for I don't know how long, no one rescued her, and finally met Han Xue and was able to get out.

Lu Aya didn't have any expectations for her father or mother for a long time.

Even if you want to hate, the pain of being abandoned has long been unable to raise the strength to remember.

Now, however, as the memory becomes clearer, the hatred for his parents begins to grow again...... Especially at this time, after there is no turning back, it is normal for a girl's thoughts to become extreme.

Why do you want to be a demon?

Seeing her heart, Lu Aya naturally felt extremely disgusted by the existence of her parents.

Why......

Why don't you even give her the opportunity to realize her "ideal"?

She just wants to be a good "person" in the eyes of others, and if she achieves this goal, even if she is allowed to die immediately, she is willing to do it.

Is that really that difficult?

In fact, she first recovered from the blow of her junior sister leaving, because she had a goal to work on. But the memories of the past two days tell Lu Aya that the way her sister wants her to become, she may never have a chance.

When I thought of this, even if it was Lu Aya, I hated it for a while.

The abandonment and the obsolete ideals are superimposed, and the old and new hatreds are all accumulated...... Superimposed on the parents.

Will she be able to put it down?

Should it be put down?

Put it down...... Is this option to become silly and sweet again really the right thing for her?

Maybe Lu Aya really needs a bystander to give her an answer.

And Lu Aya's own answer is only one.

Over and over again, she asked herself whether she had made the right choice or was wrong.

There are always only positive conclusions, as well as ...... The world is full of malice towards her, the only truth.

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I've always been a good boy.

Lu Aya bit her lip lightly.

She was the best child she was from the beginning, when she was a young girl...... Later, he was willing to believe in his sister again, and even was willing to erase his "self" and become the good child that his sister wanted......

And what do you get?

Just pure malice.

really responded to that sentence, it is always evil that is always good in the face of good.

Throughout her life, Lu Aya has never been unbehaved, but she has always been treated maliciously, is this really fair to her?

It's not a sudden change or two, it's the evil that has taught her again and again that good intentions have taught her, and obedience has never been what she needs - obedience is.

Lu Aya before she met Liu Fufeng actually understood this truth, but she was still willing to believe in Liu Fufeng, and all this may be just because of the other party's bowl of Yueying grass soup and a bowl of soup, which made her become able to die for her.

Lu Aya herself feels that she is cheap, and her feelings are also cheap.

But such a cheap relationship still can't be let go.

The spiritual power of the Moon Ying Grass that was hoarded in her body, she didn't have time to absorb it after all—she was still reluctant.

I can't bear the first thought that this junior sister left her.

I'm afraid only Lu Aya herself knows about this kind of thing.

It's a pity that this affection is still malicious.

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So......

Lu Aya looked at Senior Sister Xu, who had been chattering on the side, and quietly lowered her eyes.

You really can't blame me.

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When a girl loses her mind, she always ignores the good ...... around her Of course, malice is too strong, and kindness does not heal the wound, which is also a reason.

Seeing Lu Aya bowing her head, she seemed to remember it seriously, and she was very satisfied.

At this time, it was not early, slowly pushed open the window and took a look, and saw that Li Zhuzi's kitchen light was already dim, and Xu Xu knew that she and Lu Aya had no time.

I guess everyone is waiting for them now.

It can't be delayed too late, after all, although Aya is the protagonist of tonight, everyone is together because of her...... But isn't there an adult like yourself?

"I remember I can't eat something cold." Slowly spoke, did not rush to leave, but said such a sentence.

Lu Aya nodded, and the cold face that had been cranky and cold finally showed a helpless look.

Senior Sister Xu, do you know...... This is already the sixth time.

She won't eat anything cold............ By the way, what is something cold?

From the first time she opened her eyes in the world, Lu Aya only felt cold three times.

Once was before she arrived in Luoyan City, and the first time she realized that men, or Terrans, were not as friendly as she thought.

The second time was the morning when Liu Fufeng suddenly left.

There is also the first time when the ice bloodline is awakened, and the coldness of this awakening of the ice bloodline is completely incomparable.

Not on one level.

Other than that, for her, there is no cold in the world.

So what kind of cold...... Lu Aya felt a little exciting at most.

So Lu Aya is a little confused, experience and feelings can't be eaten, naturally can't be said to be cold...... But she never felt cold, so what exactly is cold......

After all, Xu Xu wouldn't think about it so thoroughly, she herself is a fire attribute, and her perception of cold has always been quite sensitive, she didn't think about it, she thought that the [cold] that she could distinguish well was almost incomprehensible to Lu Aya.

From cold fruits to thousands of ice and ice, it is actually a temperature for Lu Aya...... What kind of magical experience is it?

It's not that good.

"Don't think I'm too long-winded, senior sister." Said slowly.

Lu Aya nodded.

"Okay, then Aya, let's change our clothes and let's go, I still miss the dishes made by Master Li......" got up slowly and looked around the room: "Aya where are your clothes?" Senior sister help you ......"

Took a turn.

"Huh? How can there be no clothes? ”

turned his head, but saw Lu Aya handing over a piece of paper.

[Senior sister, it's good for me to come by myself. 】

Then, the little girl just looked at Xu Xu directly.

Xu Xu didn't react for the first time, then looked at Lu Aya's eyes and paused: "That...... Aya, I should be ...... right now Going out and waiting for you? ”

Lu Aya nodded.

Xuxu: "......"

In the blink of an eye, she appeared outside the door, watching the little girl slowly close the door, and the whole person was a little lost.

Aya ...... Don't you want her to help you get dressed?

Sigh.

In her own memory, Lu Aya is still in the mouth of Liu Fufeng, the little girl who needs to be coaxed by [others] to eat, drink, dress and even sleep.

It's my problem.

Standing quietly outside the door.

What I was thinking about was what Lu Aya said before.

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……

When the room became the only one again, Lu Aya felt a little safe.

Raise your hand and pick up the faint fluorescent [July 7] on the table.

July 7......

[July 7, Queqiao Meeting.] 】

This is the reason why Lu Aya likes it, and it's quite ridiculous.

Because she couldn't let it go, she admitted it herself.

Is it ridiculous?

Not ridiculous.

This sword is Shen Canghai's sword, and July 7 is also her idea, which is interesting, this sword is a thought of Shen Canghai, not her own thought, she is praying that Li Zhuzi when she was young can meet the lover who was separated back then, so she named the sword "July 7".

In the past, Shen Canghai sincerely hoped that Li Zhuzi could be happy, but it was a pity that ...... Later, it turned out that Li Zhuzi and that man were inseparable, and this July 7 has been shelved by her.

And some time ago, when Shen Canghai asked Li Zhuzi if he still remembered the [old man], he got a frightening complete denial, so ...... This [July 7], which represented Shen Canghai's kindness, was completely abandoned by her, but it was picked up by Shen Gui on the same day.

After all, it is a good sword, Aya still lacks a weapon, and Shen Gui said that it was for Lu Aya to use, and Shen Canghai actually agreed.

So it's never funny to look forward to someone's return.

I didn't see Shen Gui's favorite jet-black sword directly named [Return], and even the name was taken from her young lady's Shen surname, and the single name was a Gui word...... This is Shen Gui's gentleness.

In this situation, Xu Xu is the same as Shen Canghai who is holding the seventh day of the seventh month, and the flowers on the Mo are blooming, but they can be slowly returned...... It's not just her, but also the meaning of praying for Shen Gui, but Xu Xu won't admit it.

She won't give Afu to anyone else, even if Afu's young lady is resurrected, that's the bottom line.

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Lu Aya doesn't think there's anything wrong with having such an idea, but it's better to say that she has accepted her fate, and if she can't forget it, can she still forcibly forget it?

And this sword can at least be used, and she still likes it.

Putting the sword into his silver ring, Lu Aya took out his own clothes from the ring, a set of crimson lace dresses, a set of light blue underwear, and a pair of red embroidered shoes.

This is the clothes that Lu Aya prepared for herself, you can obviously feel the transformation of Lu Aya's style of wearing clothes from the details, although it was also red before, but the style of underwear will not be so mature, and at the same time, the red skirt has also changed from a short skirt to a more mature dress, highlighting the long legs and adding a little more charm.

The shoes have also changed from cute embroidered shoes with big heads to small pointed red embroidered shoes......

It's just a change in the details, but it's completely different in general.

She actually doesn't want to wear such a high-profile outfit, but for the current Lu Aya, if she can be beautiful for a day and have a good image for a day, she won't be perfunctory......

Especially on big occasions.

The girl floated into the air and stood up with her body controlled by the aura, as if she had no disability, she slowly took off her clothes and stood in front of the mirror.

Quietly look at this body, or the view, that no one can appreciate.

Such a self...... It's supposed to be pretty and won't be ashamed, right?

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