There will always be many hurdles in life that make people feel that they can't get over, but most of the final results are, in the case of breaking the jar, hurting yourself and others in a daze, and in the end, life is still to live strongly.

Chen Xiuquan knew that if he continued to be depressed and miserable like this, he would eventually fail, not only endure the changes in the family that he should have endured, but also suffer the pain of a superfluous failure.

My own efforts, my own future, and the three years I spent more boring than anyone else, and I threw away too many things, and I can't all come to naught because of changes in my family.

You are responsible for yourself.

But.

Obviously he can clearly judge the most correct approach, but Chen Xiuquan can't get rid of the past memories in his mind, those moments when he once snuggled in his parents' arms, the three of them traveled together, and talked and laughed.

In the past ten years, home has been the most important part.

A resentment and sadness surrounded him in his heart, forcing Chen Xiuquan to be unable to do it even if he wanted to relax, but it was the negative emotions that frantically invaded his brain, making him have an urge to take revenge on himself.

Anyway, the family is gone, so it doesn't matter what the future holds.

The opposite impulse of clear thoughts in the heart slowly accumulates the power of hatred with the heartbeat, not hating the ruthless parents, not hating the indifferent society, only hating himself for being too weak and powerless.

Whether it was the incompetence of the family that failed to recover, or the weakness that he would have an irresponsible impulse at this time, Chen Xiuquan hated himself more and more.

If you give up your family that is destined to be broken from the beginning, you won't feel so uncomfortable in your heart, and maybe you can have a youth full of colors like many classmates.

As long as you relax a little and use the time you spend sprinting for extreme results to do what you like, the result may be that you can still get a good score and color your youth.

The games that his classmates often talk about, the anime they often talk about, and Lin Qingyin, who can cause a sensation at every school event, are all things that Chen Xiuquan usually yearns for once he hears them, but he has to force himself to forget.

It's really tiring to have only one short day a month to enjoy the life you desire.

Continuing to keep his head down, mechanically and indifferently, he picked up the cup and fed it to his mouth, hoping to distract himself a little with the bitter taste on the tip of his tongue.

Fortunately, it is gratifying that that short day can always be tolerated with happiness and emotion, and the name of the dating battle occupies the main pleasure in Chen Xiuquan's three-year life.

It's a pity that love or something is too fragile in front of reality, and what is played in the anime is an illusion.

Wuhe Shido is just a fake character, and there is no such deep feeling in reality as he is for Kurumi Shizaki that can cross dimensions, this is Chen Xiuquan's evaluation.

Influenced by his family, he has a respectful attitude towards the word love.

Raise your hand,

The entrance didn't feel anything.

Putting down the cup in his hand in frustration, Chen Xiuquan looked up at the scene outside the transparent glass window.

This is the heart of the city, and the bustling streets are bustling.

Perhaps, I am not suitable for such a vibrant place.

The mobile phone, which was always turned off when I was in school, was buzzing, causing the eyes of the people around to gather again, and the people in the store had changed several batches back and forth, but each time without exception, everyone's eyes stayed on Chen Xiuquan's immature body for a few seconds.

Without looking at whose phone it was, and without considering whether there would be any consequences, Chen Xiuquan pressed the mute button precisely with his right hand.

Find, find, wait until you find me, that's the best.

Inexplicably, Chen Xiuquan would be eager for someone to find him.

A person comes out to be calm, and he ends up so embarrassed, he shouldn't want to be seen by others, but he has a heart that wants to be understood, communicated, and vented.

I don't know how long it took, a noisy sound came from the door of the store, and then a familiar "Chen Xiuquan" that I had heard for three years sounded in my ears.

Although there was obvious anger in the words, the joy contained in them was even more obvious—the person had finally been found.

I don't know why, I know that it must be the head teacher who has been with me for three years who can come to me at this time, Chen Xiuquan moistened his eyes after hearing this shout.

Sure enough, only this middle-aged man with a little bald hair would run out of the city to find himself at all costs.

Pulling and pulling, in the case of being mistaken for tears because he was too sad, Chen Xiuquan slowly dried up his tears as the head teacher comforted him with a good voice and deliberately said some interesting things that were not salty or light.

The hair that was too depressed and messy before was roughly rubbed by the man to make it look less messy, and then one or two tissues were handed to him with a reprimanding voice of "what a man is crying about, it looks too ugly".

In a vague feeling, the other party originally raised his hand to wipe it, but then thought of something and put it back, and handed it to his hand a little stiffly.

Probably, he is such a middle-aged man and has no experience in taking care of crying children.

The tears almost came out again, and Chen Xiuquan used a tissue to cover up his appearance in time.

Suddenly, I remembered that I had left the store before I had paid my money during the tugging just now.

After drinking coffee for about a morning, although I tasted it slowly, I did drink a lot, not to mention that this is already in the realm of semi-luxury enjoyment, and the price of a cup vaguely remembers that it seems to be dozens, and the price is certainly not cheap for ordinary people.

And it is said that Lao Ban also has two twins who are a little older than him, and he is at an age when he needs to spend a lot of money.....

Then, the whole two large sheets of tissues did not wipe away Chen Xiuquan's tears, so that the head teacher was almost so anxious that he didn't hold him directly in his arms like a mother to comfort him.

With tears streaming down his face, Chen Xiuquan was taken to a small restaurant not close to the school and not far from school, where few classmates would come to eat here after school.

Today, as usual, it's time to eat, and there is still no one at this restaurant.

Chen Xiuquan was a lot more relieved, he had a chance to come here with the head teacher once, and he knew that there were indeed very few people here, and the taste was better than the big pot of rice that was used to the daily life of the school, I don't know how many times.

There was no one, and Chen Xiuquan also had enough mental space to gradually calm down, and gradually spoke in the words that the old class took the initiative to mention.