Chapter 479: Tears of Despair

Now I don't know what to say, because my emotions are too complicated, and in the face of Liu Qingyun's thoughts, society has become more complicated, but at this time I think he must have thought about it a lot, but I didn't know that it happened when she was pregnant.

So now I really don't know how to describe my current mood, because this kind of thing is something I have never experienced before, so this is the first experience, I really don't know how to describe it in words, and now I feel a little confused in the future, because I really don't know what I should do next.

So this time I had to make up a perfunctory reason, because I didn't want Liu Qingyun to be worried about me deliberately, and now I don't know why I have such complicated emotions, I feel like I'm a person who is inferior to a beast, but before I was able to see what kind of person I was from the things I did to Liu Qingyun's mother.

That is the dark side of my heart, in fact, I really feel very clear in my heart, so I don't want to express the truest thoughts in my heart to Liu Qingyun, because I don't want Liu Qingyun to see what my dark side is like, and I don't want to be exposed to the public.

"I don't think you should think about anything now, because I know that you are about to have a child, so it is not appropriate for you to think about these miscellaneous things now, I myself have been too busy recently, so I don't have time at all, you can rest assured, I will definitely come to see you regularly as I said on the phone."

After I thought of this, I immediately spoke to Liu Qingyun on the other end of the phone, and I didn't know what to say after I finished speaking, because I wanted to say everything I said to Liu Qingyun, and now my mind is blank, even I can't describe my current mood, although Liu Qingyun really felt very helpless in his heart after hearing me say this.

Liu Qingyun saw through it at a glance, I was making up an excuse casually, because when I spoke, it looked very unnatural, Liu Qingyun could see it at a glance, so at this time Liu Qingyun directly exposed me, because he originally wanted to get along with people in his heart, but at this time he really couldn't bear it, and he didn't endure it like this, if he continued to hide it like this, then it would only make us both unhappy.

"Hearing you say this, I calmed down carefully, thought about it, and felt that what you said was just perfunctory, very clear, you have nothing to do all day, how can you be so busy during this time? So now I really don't know what to say about you, it's really disappointing for me, and you're acting completely different from what you promised me before. ”

Liu Qingyun went directly to me on the spot, which caught me off guard, so I had no choice but to hurry to the ward at this time. We talked to him in person, because I knew that these things were not clear on the phone.

"I know these things can't be said on the phone, so I really don't know how to describe this feeling right now, but I think it's so easy for you to say to me, I do have a lot of things to keep busy with this time, and I also need to calm my emotions, I don't want to face you with this poker face."

I immediately said to Liu Qingyun here, but at this time, no matter how I said that Liu Qingyun just didn't believe my explanation to him, so I really felt very helpless in my heart in the face of such a situation in front of me, and I didn't know how to say it, because I think Liu Qingyun's attitude is too blunt, and his character is also quite stubborn, I don't know why he has become like this now.

"After seeing such a situation in front of you, I really feel very gentle in my heart, I don't know why you have become like this now, your personality is so stubborn, no matter how you explain it, you just don't listen, it's clear that everything is the truth, but you just don't believe me, I really don't understand what you think in your heart, and I don't believe so much, what is the purpose."

I spoke to Liu Qingyun again, and Liu Qingyun didn't say a word again after hearing me say this, because at this time he really didn't know how to say it, so his emotions were really very complicated, and then he kept his head down, and I didn't know what his purpose was, as long as it happened, what the meaning was.

So I looked at the situation in front of me with a confused face, how to develop, so at this time, I even felt a little confused about the future, and I didn't know how to choose, but I had to wait for Liu Qingyun to give me a further answer, because only after he answered, I could explain to him well.

"Now you say that you are doing something completely different from what you promised you to do before, so I am a little too disappointed in you at this time, and I have said this more than once, even I will not believe everything you say, because I know that you are all lying!"

Liu Qingyun's attitude is still so indifferent, saying this to me, I said this when I heard it, Liu Qingyun has been thinking about this matter in her heart this time, but the more she thinks about it, the more sad she becomes, so she can't help but fall down when she says that tears are good for her body.

I can see the despair in his eyes, his eyes reveal a fear and confusion from the future, I know that now he doesn't know how to go forward in the future, but now I also feel very lost, because I have experienced so many things today, I feel very upset, I don't know how to describe the current mood.

But in despair, Liu Qingyun, you look at his own mother, she knows that her mother is still in the hands of me and my father, so he is not together this time, what are you ready to ask me about this matter, because she wants to find out what kind of situation her mother is now.

After all, for so long, she hadn't seen this mother talk about it for a while, and she still missed it very much, but he really didn't know where to start now.