355 I can't help myself, and I lose my innocence

"What is happiness?"

"For a woman, happiness is nothing more than having a husband whom she loves and loves her more, and having a healthy and lovely child. A woman's greatest happiness is nothing more than snuggling in the arms of her beloved husband and watching her children frolic happily in front of her eyes! ”

"And at that time, I had endless happiness!"

"Enjoy the flowers in spring, watch the lotus in summer, pick fruits in autumn, and taste snow in winter. In this back garden that I personally arranged bit by bit, I spent every day with my husband and I grinding our ears and temples, only envying the mandarin ducks and not the immortals! ”

"At that time, I was extremely grateful, and when I was not married, God gave me a brother Liu who was extremely good to me. After I became a relative, God gave me another Li Langjun who was extremely good to me. So every time I am in front of the Buddha, I pray that this kind of happiness can be enjoyed day by day, day by day, for a lifetime! ”

"I was too naΓ―ve after all!"

"God already favors me so much, how can he give this favor all the time!"

So six years later, when I was three years old, a shocking change quietly took place. Then it exploded, like a stormy wave, tearing me to shreds! ”

"That month, the atmosphere in the house was extremely wrong. Even I knew something was wrong. I asked Li Lang, but Li Lang refused to tell me, only said that he was there for everything. ”

"Finally, one day, after the father-in-law released the government, he locked himself in the room. Li Lang went to persuade his father-in-law, but he quarreled fiercely with his father-in-law, and was slapped twice. That time, I hugged Li Lang from behind and wanted to comfort him, but Li Lang didn't take me into his arms. Then I knew that it must be a big deal. I didn't dare to ask again. ”

"But it has nothing to do with me! In the next two days, my father-in-law, who had always admired me very much, accused me several times out of nothing. My mother-in-law, who has always loved me more than flesh and blood, actually added fuel to the fire on the side. I was puzzled, I was even more afraid, I asked Li Lang again and again, what happened? Am I doing something wrong? ”

"Li Lang really couldn't hide it, so he told me that I didn't do anything wrong, but this disaster at home is indeed related to me."

"This time, the DPRK and China assessed the performance of Beijing officials, and my father-in-law thought it was a routine matter. But he didn't think about it, and the young master Zhao Ruyu actually took advantage of this assessment to set off a storm. This storm came suddenly, fiercely, and everyone was in danger for a while! ”

"The father-in-law is no longer indifferent, in this court political dispute, he unfortunately stood opposite Zhao Shaofu. But my father-in-law didn't take this matter too seriously at first, because he has always been serious in his work, and there are very few mistakes in everything he handles. And he has a lot of prestige in the court, and the things he is in charge of are not very important, Zhao Shaofu is now in charge of the court, where will he notice him? ”

"Everything was as my father-in-law expected. Seeing that the storm was about to subside, he was only punished by a 'Shen Zheng'. The father-in-law was overjoyed and thought he had escaped. But who knows, overnight, the situation has changed greatly! ”

"My father-in-law was dragged into a big case and was regarded as the mastermind. If you want to sit on this charge, you will have no family property and the whole family will be exiled! ”

The father-in-law was so frightened that he asked someone to understand. In the end, I found out that it was me! ”

"Zhao Shaofu is in charge of the dynasty, and he has a group of comrades under him. In the same party, a core figure is Liu, the official Langzhong! That Liu Langzhong is Brother Liu's father. And the father-in-law was the mastermind because of Liu's father's planning! ”

"Although the Li family was not close to the Liu family in the past, they never had a holiday. The Liu family is so ruthless, because the Li family married me as a bride, so I was hated by the Liu family! ”

"In this Beijing official assessment, Liu's father, as a minister, has made great contributions. He was intent on sending the Li family to hell, so Young Master Zhao naturally nodded. So the father-in-law could only watch as the Li family slipped into the abyss, but there was nothing he could do! ”

When I understood why, I was shocked and terrified. I can't think of how this could be? My father and Liu's father are close friends, and Liu's father has been very fond of me since I was a child. I am now married into the Li family, if the Li family suffers, what can I do? It's only going to be even more miserable! ”

"In a panic, I went home overnight and knelt down to ask my father to save me. When his father heard this, he was shocked and hurried to Liu's house. When he returned, his face was filled with sadness. After hesitating for a long time, he explained the reason to me. ”

"The root of this matter is actually in Brother Liu!"

"Since I got married, Brother Liu has been decadent for a whole year, like crazy, and it is useless to persuade anyone. Liu's father and mother tried their best, but they were helpless, and finally had to give up. ”

But he didn't think about it, and overnight, Brother Liu suddenly woke up. But after one night, he became a completely different person. He has studied hard since this moment, and his hard work has made people feel heartache. Two years later, he became a sergeant. Two years later, he was conferred the title. In the past year in office, he has been almost impeccable in his life and work, and anyone who sees it has to praise him, this son is promising! ”

"There is only one thing, in the past six years, Brother Liu has never looked at women properly. Even if Liu's father spent a lot of money to buy a beautiful maid with a good appearance and stuff it on his bed, he refused to let it out. Seeing that the youngest son had already married a wife and had children, but his eldest son was motionless, Liu's father and Liu's mother were naturally anxious. ”

"Just a few days ago, Brother Liu suddenly knelt in front of Liu's father, kneeling all night, and no one could pull it up. When Liu's father was so anxious that he wanted to kneel in front of his son, Brother Liu said, he said that he only asked his father for one thing, and if he could agree, he would do his best to glorify the Liu family for the rest of his life. If he doesn't agree, the Liu family will no longer have his son. ”

"And when he said this, my father sighed, "My son, thou knowest what he asks?" So there is no way to come forward for the father. It is related to the rise and fall of the family, the life and death of the son-in-law, no matter how good the friendship is, what use can it be? ”

I was shocked and cried, after six years, Brother Liu hasn't let it go? Doesn't he know that I am married to the wife of the Liu family. If the Liu family dies, I will die. He loved me and pitied me so much before, and now he is so cruel that he wants to put me to death? ”

"My father looked at me blankly and said, how could he really kill you if he didn't change his mind about you? He just wanted to force the Liu family into an unavoidable desperate situation, and then take the opportunity to threaten him. ”

As soon as I heard this, an extreme chill rose from my heart, and I asked in a trembling voice, Daddy, what does Brother Liu want to do?"

My father didn't answer, he looked at me and suddenly burst into tears. He choked up and said, "My son, my good boy, how did you get into such a situation?" How can your life be so miserable? ”

"Seeing my dad crying, he went back to his room. My eyes went dark and I slumped limply in my chair. ”

I went home in a daze and told Li Lang everything. Li Lang trembled with fear. ”

Two days later, the Liu family's threat came. The conditions given are that the Li family will leave me and the Liu family will marry me! ”

"On that day, an earth-shattering quarrel broke out in the Li family."

"I sat in the middle of the hall in a daze, and heard my father-in-law roaring, "Why does a husband have no wife?" You are a disobedient son, and you really want to bury the whole family for the sake of your wife? ”

Li Lang said angrily, as a man, how could he give his wife and children to others. How can you have the face to live in heaven and earth like this! Isn't it exile? Since ancient times, have there been fewer people who have been reused after exile? ”

"My father-in-law said angrily, is it just exile? With the Liu family as a hindrance, my family of more than ten people is waiting to stay in that poor land of mountains and rivers for a lifetime! Hmph, you pity your wife, and you don't want to think about it, if you really go to work and be exiled, with her beauty, can you protect her? At that time, I am afraid that her situation will be ten times worse than now. You say you love her, but in fact you just hurt her! ”

Li Lang responded, it really came to that point, even if my husband and wife committed suicide, what did it matter? Even if I die, I will die with my wife! ”

"My father-in-law was furious, good, good, good you are a disobedient son, who only cares about his wife, and does not care about his parents, and his young son. Okay, anyway, after my Li family already has it, I'll kill you today! ”

"Listening to the sound of sticks hitting people, my heart is like a knife, and tears are like rain."

"After a few beatings, my father-in-law suddenly walked towards me with a stick, and scolded in his mouth, "Red face trouble, red face disaster, I will kill you for this disaster, and I will remove this disaster for my Li family!"

"I didn't move, and I watched the stick hit. But Li Lang rushed over and protected me from the dungeon. I watched him be beaten so hard that blood was running down his head and dripping onto my face. ”

"This big commotion didn't stop until my mother-in-law was forced to die."

"In those two days, the entire Li family was like a haystack doused with turpentine, and with just a little spark, it would 'boom' to the ground and burn to ashes!"

"In those two days, Li Lang didn't dare to leave me for a moment. Every now and then, he cried and said, you are mine, you belong only to me, you will always belong to me. I cried and replied, I am yours, I belong only to you, I will always belong to you. ”

"But, he lost me after all!"

"On the third day, there was a small sedan chair outside the door, and the sedan chair driver sent a letter with words I was familiar with: I haven't seen him for six years, and I miss it day and night. Brother asks sister to give three days of joy, only for three days. In this way, the Liu family will be safe! ”

"Li Lang was furious when he saw the letter, his eyes were red, he tore the letter to pieces, and shouted, let me give my wife to other men to enjoy, even if I die, I will never agree!"

The father-in-law shouted with red eyes, the Liu family will not dare to say such things, and my Li family will not say it, so who will know? However, after only three days, the wind and waves were calm, and it was much better than the Li family marrying the bride of the Li family with great fanfare, why didn't you agree? ”

Li Lang said angrily, Daddy, you can kill me, but you can't let me bear such humiliation!"

"My father-in-law was so angry that he jumped up, I thought he was going to beat someone, but I never expected that he would kneel down and kneel in front of his son and daughter-in-law."

"My father-in-law kowtowed to Li Lang, cried, and cried, how could I not know that this is a great humiliation, a great shame for my son, and a great shame for my Li family. But I can't bear it anymore, begging my children to see the old father and mother, and in front of the young children, I must endure this experience! ”

He kowtowed to me again and cried, bride, the old man knows your chastity, but now that my Li family is overturned, only the bride can save you. Ask the bride to save you for the sake of the Li family's treatment of you. After this incident, the old man swore to the sky that my Li family would live up to the bride! ”

Seeing his father kneeling down in front of him and kowtowing, Li Lang also knelt down, hissing and crying. And I, I got up, bowed, turned around, and went out. ”

"I got on that sedan chair."

Behind him, Li Lang knelt on the ground and cried!