The fireflies seemed to understand Xiao Ruoxi's words, and this time they really flew away, just like the stars, disappearing into the night in the distance.

In fact, these fireflies were exchanged by Xia Ruoxi from the system, and they would not freeze to death or starve to death at all, but they would disappear on their own after flying away.

At the beginning, she found that there were fireflies in the system, and Xia Ruoxi still felt useless!

I didn't expect that tonight would bring great joy to Xiao Ruoxi.

This kind of thing consumes very little favorability, and if it was in the forest on a summer night, she could exchange it for thousands of fireflies, and the scene must be spectacular.

If you can return safely, you must take Xiao Ruoxi to see more fireflies than stars.

Wait for Xia Ruoxi, Xiao Ruoxi, Xiao Fei and Xiao Li to return to school.

The promise also returned.

Looks a little emaciated, and should be having a bad time these days.

I haven't seen each other for more than half a month, Le Mengqi called everyone to have dinner together, and Gao Shan has been thinking about Xia Ruoxi and followed along.

It's still the boss of the game studio, Yun Zhishang, who pays the bill.

Xia Ruoxi asked about Allure, and everyone said that they didn't know where she went.

When the dinner was over and when she came out, Su Wei privately told Xia Ruoxi the news of her ordination.

Xia Ruoxi was stunned: "When did it happen?" ”

Su Wei said sadly: "She became a lay disciple a few years ago, and now she lives in the temple. She's afraid you'll be upset and won't let me tell you. ”

"How so?" Xia Ruoxi still felt unbelievable.

"I went to see her once, and she really seems to have seen through the red dust."

Xia Ruoxi's heart was heavy, she didn't expect that a free, strong, and independent woman like Allure would become a monk.

You don't have to ask to know it's because of yourself.

Recalling the scene of getting along with Allure, Xia Ruoxi was heartbroken.

Allure is such a loving and righteous woman, her emotional world is too pure.

Get love or don't.

For modern people, especially young people, the life of the daily green lantern ancient Buddha is a particularly incredible thing.

Is Allure doing this out of despair of love, or has he really seen through the red dust?

The next day, Su Wei took Xia Ruoxi to the temple to see Allure, but the other party avoided it.

made Xia Ruoxi feel very disappointed, it was she who failed Allure, which caused things to become like this.

Su Wei said unwillingly: "Why don't we go find the abbot!" She must listen to the abbot's words! ”

Xia Ruoxi shook her head: "Let's go, don't force it." ”

She understands Allure's character, if she wants to see it, she will naturally meet it, since she avoids it, how can she be reluctant?

When Amy and Promise found out, they also thought it was incredible.

Xiao Ruoxi blamed herself even more, if it weren't for herself, Allure and Xia Ruoxi hadn't broken up, she wouldn't have become a monk.

Xia Ruoxi persuaded her not to think too much, and personally copied the Heart Sutra at night, and recited it again, only to feel upset.

Su Wei said worriedly: "Ruoxi, don't scare me, you don't want to become a monk too, do you?" ”

Xia Ruoxi shook her head: "How come?" My mind has not yet reached such a state, I am a mortal! ”

Su Wei breathed a sigh of relief: "It's not good, if you are also a monk, just forget about it for all of us, and we won't be so lonely when we recite scriptures together." ”

Xia Ruoxi smiled, if you can't even stand being lonely, how can you talk about it? Put it down?

Lying in bed that night, Xia Ruoxi tossed and turned, feeling a splitting headache, and her body was in pain as if she was about to fall apart.

The system alerts that the host is in a fever state.

Xia Ruoxi exchanged the pill and ate it, but the pill was inexplicably invalid.

Until the next morning, he was still in a state of weakness.

It turns out that there is one disease that cannot be cured, and that is emotional wounds.

For the first time, Xia Ruoxi felt so indebted to a woman, and she had lived up to the other party's affection.

Su Wei saw that she was very sick and wanted to take her to the hospital, but Xia Ruoxi refused, since even the special medicine exchanged by the system was useless, how could ordinary medicine be useful!

Until she received a handwritten letter from Allure, Xia Ruoxi's cold and fever were cured.

The letter was just a few short sentences:

White tea Qinghuan has nothing else to do, not just for you

The bitter wine and willows are now separated, and there is wind and moon but there is no you.

This is Allure, waiting for a person to have only her in his heart, and she is the one who is deliberately waiting.

Since she chose to let go, the wind and the moon in her heart are still there, but the person she likes no longer belongs to her world.

Flowers bloom and fall, and the fate originates and dies.

If you can really go with the flow, pick it up and put it down, life may be very happy.

People who once thought they could be friends for the rest of their lives may get lost while walking......

It turns out that life is really like a random game.

This game is a comrade-in-arms, and I don't know where it will be in the next game, and who will fight side by side with it.

Maybe when you are lonely, you will suddenly think of this person and can't help but feel excited.

And perhaps the only thing left to do at that time is to bless:

Either way, as long as she's happy!

But if Allure makes such a choice, will she really be happy?

But judging from the email sent by Allure, it seems that she has really put it down.

I remember Allure once said: Many people say that they have gradually become the person they hate the most.

But I feel that unless I want to, I can choose not to change.

Such...... Maybe it's lonely!

But if you can, I hope I never change.

Escaping into the empty door is bitter for most people, but for those who can break through the red dust, it may be a relief!

As the song says: You are my dream of gain and loss, and I am your dispensable person. After all, the arrows that cross the mountains and rivers are stabbed by people who are in love with illness.

The sea of love rises and falls, and the love is sick, maybe all kinds of love in this world are suffering.

Amy also cried a lot.

"My mother got married and had other children, my father loved my promised mother, and my cousin was also a monk, won't I become a loner in the future?"

The emotions that had been suppressed for many days finally exploded.

Xia Ruoxi sighed silently in her heart: I hope this girl will never know the truth about her life experience.

If she knew that she was actually adopted, and even her parents were not her own parents, I don't know if Amy would have a complete nervous breakdown.

Don't look at her usual grinning and heartless appearance, in fact, her heart is still quite sensitive and fragile.

Hearing Amy say this, Promise also felt a tingle in his heart.

On the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the family had a reunion dinner, but my father still went back to live in the company dormitory. The marriage of the parents has died in name only, the happy time of youth is gone, and the happy family will no longer exist in the future.

Knowing the news of the renunciation in Allure, although the promise was also shocked and sad, it was not completely incomprehensible.

That's probably how life is! Who's to say what tomorrow will bring?

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Thank you for the lazy cancer girl's reward of 688 book coins~

(End of chapter)