Chapter Eighty-Three: The Queen Mother of the West
Duckweed thought for a long time, her voice was almost hoarse because of the force, and she seemed to have exhausted all her strength before she said: "Baizhu, I have lived for 10,000 years, although I have never experienced too many personnel, and I have never really experienced love and hatred. However, I know that there are some things in this world that are always more painful than being confused when they are awake. This time, I came to the world to be a sober demon and have a chance to become an immortal. I don't know why, but after seeing the various beings in this world, I am indeed getting more and more confused. Baizhu, I don't want to know about those ancient things, I don't want to get involved in those ethereal loves and hates. As you said yourself, Zhu Yan reminds you of your past hatred again and again, but you don't know whether to thank her or blame her. Atractylodes, it's been so long, I don't want to reminisce anymore. It's just one thing, if I can't know it clearly, it's been in vain to live for so many years. Please also tell me that what Zhu Yan said about the Queen Mother of the West is true?"
Bai Shu seemed to have expected her to ask this question, there was no wave in his eyes, and he said very calmly: "What Zhu Yan said is all true, and there is no half-truth. If not, how could she exchange her own life for your knowledge of her past?"
The duckweed seemed to have been hit the head, and her brain was like a lightning and thunder at this time, and her heart was even more indescribable. She staggered back a few steps, and asked Baishu with a trembling voice: "Then you just said that I had a plot at the beginning, and my soul was almost gone. I just beg you to tell me that all my hatred and resentment is because of the Queen Mother of the West."
When Baizhu heard this, he didn't answer for a long time. After a long time, he sighed slightly and said, "Duckweed, that's Ping'er's resentment and hatred, I just said, you don't have to worry about those things." ”
Duckweed's eyes suddenly burst into tears, and her heart was clogged with an inexplicable sourness and resentment, forcing her to ask clearly.
She looked into Baizhu's deep eyes and said almost pleadingly, "I know, you may be for my good." But Baizhu, I still can't figure this thing out. Perhaps, there is only one thing I don't understand. I have lived in Kunlun Mountain for 10,000 years, and all along, it is the Queen Mother of the West who has taken care of me and taught me the truth of becoming a demon and an immortal or even a god. She taught me everything so sincerely, taught me to grow up, taught me to love all beings. She helped me cultivate my human body, you know, often those immortals and gods come to laugh at me, but I am a duckweed demon, I can't cultivate immortals after 10,000 years, it must be some kind of monster. But the Queen Mother of the West told me very gently every time: It's okay, Ping'er just didn't get the fairy fate, and one day, you will become even stronger than them. She was really good to me, I remember that there was a fairy in Kunlun Mountain before, she couldn't get used to me, and she was against me everywhere. Without saying a word, the Queen Mother sent her back to her place where she had been. The Queen Mother said that as long as she is there for a day, she will protect me for a day. Those immortals all said that they had never seen the Queen Mother so good to anyone, whatever I wanted, she was willing to give up to me, even if I couldn't cultivate immortals, for so many years, she also connived at me to mess around in Kunlun Mountain, and didn't want me to come to the world to suffer. ”
Duckweed's heart is like a knife. Yes, she has always felt that it seems to be taken for granted that the Queen Mother is good to her.
But now, she suddenly didn't dare to think so, if she really hated the Queen Mother of the West before, if it was really the Queen Mother of the West who plotted against her, if she really had a good relationship with Zhu Yan Baizhu before, how could the Queen Mother of the West exile her own sister and Baizhu to that kind of place, and just keep herself by her side
It's still so good to her.
In duckweed's heart, the Queen Mother of the West has long been a person like a mother. But she didn't dare to say this to anyone, because taking God as the mother of the demon spirit can be regarded as a big rebellion.
Baizhu looked at the duckweed's painful expression, and couldn't help but be a little moved.
That thing should probably never be known to Ping'er.
It shouldn't have been before, and it shouldn't be now. That's not the truth they should know.
With intense sadness in his eyes, he looked at the helpless and beautiful woman in front of him, and said in a flat tone as much as possible: "You don't have to be sad. The Queen Mother of the West may have her own position, and in the eyes of Zhu Yan and me, she is indeed a heinous deity. But now that all things are living and working in peace and contentment, in the eyes of most people, she is a very good fairy. We all have our own last resort, and we don't have to be so harsh. In your memory, she wasn't a bad person, so you don't have to hate her. ”
But Zhu Yan said that the Queen Mother of the West did something wrong. Duckweed frowned and said in pain.
Bai Zhu looked at her, smiled slightly, and said as if self-deprecatingly: "Yes, the Queen Mother of the West did something wrong. But I have also done wrong things, Zhu Yan has also done wrong things, in this world, there are very few gods who have not done anything wrong. ”
While Baizhu was talking, somehow, a phoenix roared suddenly from next door, followed by the sound of something hitting the cave violently.
The whole cave shook, and the bones and stones fell down with a clatter.
"It's not good, it's Xuanniao who woke up. He didn't know we were here, and he was afraid that he wanted to destroy the cave and escape. Duckweed quickly collected her thoughts, looked at the rocks around her, and said eagerly.
"Let's go, it's going to collapse here. Baizhu was very calm, almost expressionless.
But neither duckweed nor Xiaowa noticed Baizhu's expression at this time, and duckweed hurriedly hugged Xiaowa and rushed out of the cave.
But only for a moment, she stopped, many stones had already fallen, and Baizhu was still standing motionless, standing in the same place where Zhu Yan had just been.
Duckweed didn't know what was wrong, and a sense of extreme despair and sadness suddenly came over her heart. She shouted at the next door: "Xuanniao, don't hit it, the cave is going to collapse." "Let's just put the baby in a safe place with great speed.
Then, without hesitation, she returned to the cave to look for the white figure.
The main body of the cave had been shattered and could collapse at any time, but Baizhu had no intention of escaping.
He just said that maybe he will die tomorrow, maybe he will die in 10,000 years.
Reminiscing about the pain again and again, it should not be like this.
No, she was going to let him go with her.
She had a very strange feeling in her heart, it seemed that after this time, she would never see Baizhu again.
Duckweed didn't know what Zhu Yan said, how strong her love for Baizhu was in ancient times.
It's just that at this moment, she really wants Baizhu to live with her.
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