Chapter 466: Children (Asking for a monthly pass, asking for a subscription, asking for a recommendation)
Although it seems that Solam is a little depressed, but in fact, when Solam returns to the room, he is still in a very happy mood, he likes this kind of noisy scene, anyway, it is just a mess of time, and it doesn't matter if he wins or loses.
Solam's room was on the top deck aft, not too big, not too small, enough for him, even if Lilith lived in.
When Soram entered the room, he was very careful, for fear of disturbing Lilith, the little girl finally fell asleep, he didn't want to wake her up, and there was nothing Soram could do to deal with children.
But just as Soram cautiously pushed the door open, he saw a pair of big round eyes, looking at him uprightly, and through the moonlight shining through the window, Soram could see that there were still two teardrops on this little face.
As soon as he saw that Lilith had woken up and was still crying, Solam suddenly became numb, and he was most afraid of facing this kind of scene. Can you call Isabella now? What's so good, it's nighttime now, and everyone else is asleep.
In this world, because there is no electricity and there is not much entertainment, most serious people go to bed early, and no one will stay up late. So it's a bit bad to call Isabella now.
Besides, you can't just leave the little girl here alone, isn't the little girl even sadder, and now it's time for her to be accompanied. So Soram had to bite the bullet, came to Lilith and squatted down, touched Lilith's little head and asked.
"Lilith, what's wrong? Can't sleep? ”
Maybe it was because after waking up, there was no one around, Lilith was a little scared, and when she saw Soram coming, she immediately jumped from the bed to Solam's body, and hung on Soram like a koala.
Solam hurriedly hugged Lilith for fear that the little girl would fall to the ground.
"What's wrong, scared? I'm sorry, uncle shouldn't have left you here alone. Although Solam is usually very aggressive, but she still understands this thing, a little girl, suddenly left her hometown, and woke up at night with no one around, no wonder she was afraid.
The little girl didn't speak, just buried her head in Solam's neck. Seeing the little girl silent, Soram was a little stuck, he didn't know what to say, comfort people or something, Soram has always been not good at it.
Solam had never been a man of words, and he preferred a more intuitive way of expressing himself, but it was clear that he could not use this for a sensitive little girl.
So Solam could only pick up Lilith and sit on his own bed, patting Lilith softly on the back while remembering how his aunt took care of her cousin.
When he was in Avalon, Shoram had seen his Aunt Zaira take care of his cousin, so he was a little impressed. Well, probably, it should be a gentle pat on the child's back, and then hum a song, and the child will fall asleep.
But what Soram didn't notice was that his cousin was a baby who didn't know anything at the time......
Just as Solam was about to hum a song in embarrassment, Lilith suddenly said in a very low voice in an aggrieved voice: "Mom doesn't want Lilith?" ”
Although her voice was quiet, Soram had been keeping an eye on her condition, so he heard her voice. That's when Soram knew why the little girl was crying so sadly.
feelings, she thought that her mother gave herself to Solam and they didn't want her anymore, and when she was saying goodbye, Catherine gave Lilith to Isabella and ran away, and no matter how Lilith cried, Catherine never showed up again, which made Lilith feel that her mother didn't want her.
In Port Carlin, it is not too ordinary for parents to abandon their children because they cannot afford to raise them. Lilith had seen a lot of this happen herself, so Lilith had always been terrified of it, even though her mother had always loved her so much.
But children, they like to think about it, it's normal. No, this time she followed Solam away, and in her little head, she made up her own brain, and her mother didn't want her anymore.
Solam was still organizing the language, ready to comfort and comfort Lilith, and Lilith said, "Is it because Lilith was disobedient and secretly burned the old dwarf's beard?" ”
Old dwarf is Lilith's exclusive name for Greg, and although Greg is a lot older, he has a very good relationship with Lilith.
Greg has never had a stand in front of Lilith, and it is even strange that he can play with a little girl. And Lilith was able to play with Greg, so she never suppressed her nature in front of Greg.
She is a child after all, and a little mischief is inevitable, but in front of others, she has always suppressed her mischievous side, and only in front of Greg, a dwarf who has no shelf, can she let go of herself.
So the old and the young, often do some laughing and crying things, once the two of them played with fire in the forge room, and almost accidentally caused a fire, although in the end there was no danger, but Greg's beard was still burned off a little.
For this, Catherine also beat Lilith's little ass hard.
But this was all before, and now Lilith is thinking about it now, and she even thinks about it.
But Soram didn't find Lilith funny, but felt more pity for her, and it seemed that this parting hit Lilith too hard.
"Of course not! Lilith is so cute, who would bear not to want you? Baby, it's too late for you, your mother doesn't want you, she's the person who loves you the most in the world. ”
The child's mind is uncertain, so there are some things that must be made clear to her, so that she will not misunderstand her mother in the future, Soram is guilty enough to take Lilith away from her mother's side, although this is also something that has to be done, but Soram still feels a little inexplicable that he has done something wrong.
Therefore, it is even more impossible for Lilith to misunderstand Catherine, that would be unfair to Catherine.
"Then why did my mother give me to Isabella and run away?"
For Catherine's last move, Lilith still cares very much in her little heart.
Hearing this, Soram changed Lilith's position and hugged her in his arms, Soram looked at her face very seriously and said.
"No, no, listen Lilith, it's not that mom doesn't want you, it's that she loves you too much, she's too afraid of losing you, she's afraid that she won't be able to keep you, that's why she ran away, you know?"
Lilith saw that Soram was so serious, and nodded a little incomprehensibly, she couldn't help but understand the complicated feelings involved.
"Then why can't I stay with my mother?"
"That's because there's a bunch of bad guys who want to catch Lilith, and it's dangerous for Lilith to stay with her mother."
"Lilith is not afraid of danger, as long as she stays with her mother, Lilith is not afraid of anything."
Solam had a little headache, children are not good at this, some things are always taken for granted, so Solam had to say to her softly: "Of course, we Lilith are the bravest, but your mother can't, you can spell, your mother can't, what if those bad people hurt your mother?"
"I'll beat them!" In Solam's arms, Lilith waved her little fleshy fist with a very powerful expression. But it's much better than the self-pity just now, at least she believes that her mother loves her, not doesn't want her.
"Lilith is still too young to beat them, and when the time comes, your mother will be in danger, does Lilith want to put her in danger?"
Although children like to think crankily, they don't know much in the end, so they are so confused. As soon as she heard that staying with her mother would put her in danger, Lilith immediately shook her head nervously.
"Don't! Lilith doesn't want her mother to be in danger. ”
"That's right! So your mother asked your uncle to take you away, just for fear that you would be in danger, you know, didn't you see your mother crying, and she couldn't bear you. ”
Lilith couldn't cry when she remembered that her mother sent her, so she began to feel sorry for her mother again, and at the same time blamed herself for misunderstanding her mother. So the mood started to get down again.
"Will Lilith still be able to see her mother?"
"Of course!"
"When?" As soon as she heard that she could still see her mother, Lilith was in high spirits again. Children are like this, their mood changes too quickly, they are very low one second, and after a while, they are immediately like chickens.
"When you're done."
"So what can I do?"
"When you're older."
"So when will I grow up? I want to grow up fast! ”
"Then Lilith has to be obedient, you have to eat well, you can't eat a little like today, you have to study hard, you haven't studied with Grandpa McCarthy these days, you can't grow up! Also, if you want to be an adult, you can't cry your nose at every turn! ”
"Humph! Lilith didn't cry! As soon as Lilith heard that her crying nose couldn't grow, she immediately wiped the tears off her face as quickly as possible, and then had a "look at you" expression, as if this would cover up the fact that she had just secretly cried.
"Really? I just saw someone secretly crying, who is that? Hey...... Uncle can't remember, Lilith, you say, who was secretly crying just now? ”
When Soram saw Lilith's childish behavior, he immediately began to tease her.
"I don't know! I do not know! No one cried! Lilith is going to be an adult, it's impossible to cry! Uncle, you read it wrong! ”
"yes, oops! Lilith why are your eyes swollen? Did you just cry? ”
Lilith immediately covered her eyes, buried her face in Solam's chest, and screamed.
"Nope! No! You read it wrong! Lilith rubbed herself, not cried! ”
"Then you can show me, my uncle can tell at a glance whether he is crying or not."
"Don't, don't, don't look at Lilith"
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After Soram and Lilith had been arguing for a while, Lilith fell asleep in Soram's arms. As soon as the knot in Lilith's heart was gone, the little girl was much more relaxed, and after crying all day today, she was really tired, so she fell asleep.
Solam just hugged Lilith and lay on the bed, stroking Lilith's hair while quietly watching the moonlight outside the window until he also gradually fell asleep.