In addition to this song, Allure also wrote:

When you sang this song, you were so affectionate and sad, you must be thinking about Xiao Ruoxi in your heart!

At that time, you didn't know that she was still in the world, and probably thought that you had completely lost her.

Maybe even God can't bear to make you so sad and sad, so let her come back to you again and relive the beauty of her memory.

I've wondered more than once if I'd ever fall in love with you if it all started all over again.

But with every hypothetical outcome, the answer is yes.

I knew that I was destined to have no end in this relationship from the beginning, but I never regretted it.

Wishful thinking about loving someone is sure to hurt, and even if it's hurt, I still feel very lucky to be able to meet you.

Because you are so beautiful and gentle, every day and every time you spend with you is as beautiful as a fairy tale.

It's not that I can't let go, it's that I don't want to let go.

I clearly know that there is some sadness that I can only face alone, and this difficult and lonely road can only be walked by myself.

However, I have never been afraid, because I know that I will always get better, and I hope that one day I can show the courage to walk up to you with a smile and say, "Ruoxi, I'm back." ”

At that time, I must have been more mature and stronger than I am now, and I must have been more confident and gentle than I had ever been.

Thank you for your thoughts, thank you for recording the songs for me.

Xiao Ruoxi is a very cute girl, she is the love you have always looked forward to and adhered to, and it is worth cherishing for a lifetime.

I sincerely wish you happiness!

……

The filming of "Dream of Red Mansions" was carried out in an intense and orderly manner, and in order to be in a hurry, many scenes were divided into different groups and filmed separately.

Three months later.

When "Lin Daiyu burned the manuscript to break the infatuation, Xue Baochai became a big gift", seeing Daiyu vomiting blood and burning the poem manuscript, Xia Ruoxi felt a pain in her heart, and regretted letting Xiao Ruoxi take over this drama and play Lin Daiyu.

In order to bring the characters to life, Xiao Ruoxi never used eye drops, and every time she finished filming, her eyes were red from crying, and her chest was stuffy and uncomfortable, and it took a long time to recover.

And Daiyu mostly cried scenes, which made Xiao Ruoxi cry miserably.

Can Xia Ruoxi not feel distressed?

And Jia Baoyu, who she played, lost her psychic treasure jade because of this, and has become stupid.

In order to make Baoyu happy, Jia's mother adopted Sister Feng's idea of stealing beams and changing pillars, concealed Daiyu, and lied to Baoyu that she was marrying Sister Lin for him.

On the one hand, there is a jubilant marriage to the newlyweds, and on the other hand, there is a desolate and cool fragrance and a jade death.

Indescribable sadness and irony in contrast.

After Daiyu and Baochai reconciled, she regarded the other party as a confidant, but Baochai secretly crossed Chen Cang behind her back.

If Baochai still has a little sisterhood, she will not ignore Sister Lin's life or death.

But what is written in the story is so cruel!

In the end, Baochai married Baoyu, and Daiyu died in tears.

It's really "the true love can't be kept since ancient times, and it's still the hearts of the routine." ”

Xue Baochai understands routines, she knows how to adapt to the general environment at the time, so she lives.

And Daiyu's true feelings went down the drain, so she died!

If there are any tragic works in this world, "Dream of Red Mansions" can be described as the king of tragedy.

If you can't read it, it's just that if you understand it at all, it's really heart-wrenching.

It's the story, and it's the real world.

When I was young, I had the most beautiful and innocent dreams, but when I grew up, after setbacks again and again, I found that I had lost to reality.

When Xiao Ruoxi graduates, he will have to wait for three years.

Three years is a long time, and a short time.

Seeing the scene of "Lin Daiyu burning manuscripts to break infatuation", Xia Ruoxi suddenly didn't want to wait!

Since you like someone, you have to give her a sense of security and the greatest happiness.

Life is short for a few decades, so why take the usual path?

It's not uncommon to get married in college, let alone get married, and even have children.

After filming this scene that day, Xiao Ruoxi couldn't stop crying: "Daiyu, she's dead...... There is no more Daiyu in this world. ”

The reason why I am sad is also because he thinks of his past experience with Brother Lin Luo, what if one day her blood cancer recurs, or her parents don't agree that she is with Xia Ruoxi?

As written in the story, doesn't Mother Jia love Lin Daiyu?

But at the critical moment, after all, it is more important to own the grandson. When Daiyu was favored, everyone held her, and once Jia's mother was light-hearted towards her, everyone else was perfunctory and cold to her.

Daiyu is only dead when she is dead, and there are few people in the entire Jia Mansion who sincerely regret and cry for her.

Baoyu was in a state of confusion, unaware of her departure.

Xia Ruoxi hugged Xiao Ruoxi, gently patted her back, and comforted: "It's just filming!" Don't cry, or I'm going to get upset. ”

"I just think Daiyu is so pitiful, why is it like this?" Xiao Ruoxi was still choked up.

Xia Ruoxi saw that she was still immersed in the play and couldn't get out, so she had to be relieved in another way: "Daiyu was originally a fairy in the sky, and she was to repay the irrigation grace of the Shenying attendants, so she fell into the mortal dust and incarnated into Lin Daiyu to return her love with tears." Sister Lin is not dead, but has returned to the fairy world again, the kindness is over, and there will be no obstacles in her heart in the future, so that she can be happy and free to be her pearl fairy! ”

"I know, why not a perfect ending?"

"Sometimes the mutilation is another kind of beauty, like the stump arm of Venus, isn't she imperfect?"

"Hmmm......"

"Today's filming is over, take a good rest, I'll take you to see the park for a walk!" Xia Ruoxi saw that Xiao Ruoxi gradually stopped crying, so she took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears on her face.

Because of the filming of Dream of Red Mansions, the crew prepared a lot of handkerchiefs, and Xia Ruoxi saw that the handkerchiefs were softer and silkier, so she used them to wipe Xiao Ruoxi's face.

The director is distressed, these are all high-quality silk handkerchiefs, the embroidery on them is all handmade, and a handkerchief costs thousands of yuan!

These two are good, just wipe their faces with thousands of dollars.

But Xia Ruoxi doesn't care about this, just don't hurt Xiao Ruoxi's skin.

In order to shoot this drama, there is almost no tank of tears.

Not to mention Xia Ruoxi, even Su Wei, Amy and Qi Wan were distressed watching from the sidelines.

But they know that except for Xia Ruoxi, no one can coax Xiao Ruoxi, who let one of them be Jia Baoyu and the other is Lin Daiyu!

The filming of the protagonist is over, and the scenes of the supporting roles are still being filmed one after another, and it is expected that it will take another month to be completed, and if the post-review is successful, it will be released in the summer vacation.

Qi Wan originally wanted to ask everyone to go to the house for dinner together, but seeing that Xia Ruoxi asked Xiao Ruoxi to go to the park, she put this matter on hold for the time being, anyway, there will be opportunities to get together in the future.

Through Allure and participated in the filming of "Dream of Red Mansions", Su Wei and Amy's hearts chasing Xia Ruoxi couldn't help but lighten a little.

It's not that I don't like it, but I learn to face reality.

Sometimes fulfillment is another kind of love that is more profound, and why bother to do it when you know you can't force it?

(End of chapter)