Chapter 364: A Different Childhood

Feng Yifei should be talking about the most ordinary things that happened to the little boy in an ordinary family. But because in Feng Yifei's childhood, there were very few such interesting things, so he took out this matter and said it many times, and the rest of the time, almost all of them were studying, studying, constantly learning, and after learning, it was time to start his working life, and he began to manage the company at the age of 18 until now.

How many sad tears are there, only he knows, others think he is very tall, very young, handsome and rich, but only he knows that he has paid too much for these, even if he is a genius, he has honed no less than others, and even many times more than others, he has worked all night for a planning case, and has not slept for 24 hours, just to persuade his customers to take his own order.

Yes, he started as an ordinary clerk, exactly the same as Liu Qingyun now, but the difference is that Liu Qingyun is at least protected by him now, at that time, in order to train him, grandpa did not let anyone protect her, let alone let anyone know his identity and background, he relied on his own efforts to succeed little by little.

At that time, life was really hard, he ate a dollar for breakfast, a dollar for lunch and a dollar for dinner, because his salary had not been paid at that time, and he had no money to spend. Since the age of 18, his grandfather cut off all his financial resources, let him start from scratch, his own tuition and living expenses, all the expenses are earned by himself, at first he was very uncomfortable, because he has never calculated how much money he needs for his own food and clothing every month.

It wasn't until later that he began to change from a prince to an ordinary person, and then he realized the role of money, and when he could provide for himself, his grandfather appeared again, and his grandfather told him that money is just a number, you have to see clearly what the number means behind it, don't be confused by this number, money is the spirit of flowing up to exchange, the higher your flow frequency, the more money you can earn, the lower your flow frequency, the less you can make money.

Also, don't be fooled by money at any time. Money is the slave of human beings, and human beings use it to get some things they want to do what they want to do. And if you are obsessed with making money, then people will only become slaves to money, and the accumulated wealth will collapse sooner or later.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but think of his grandfather, he missed the days with his grandfather very much, he really wanted to be with his grandfather every day. But the days of reunion are always short-lived, after he really has the ability, his grandfather passed away, and the days that followed were all when he walked alone on the tip of the knife and licked the blood, he didn't dare to look back, looking back is the way back, looking down is a cliff.

He could only stand on the bridge as thin as wire, and go forward, and go forward, and go forward, and never stop, for if he stopped, he might fall into the abyss. He forced himself to walk for a long time, until he met Liu Qingyun, he realized that he could stop and rest and rest, even if he wanted to walk this tightrope, then he had to go with a purpose, he was willing to work hard for Liu Qingyun, to struggle, to achieve everything Liu Qingyun wanted to achieve, because he loved her.

Liu Qingyun thought to herself: 'Feng Yifei's childhood is really carefree, and he is different, not to mention his parents, his brother also occupies the best things in the family, her girlhood only keeps learning, keeps learning, and keeps making people notice her, then she can have hope to live, so that she can not marry early like the people in the village, and give others to be a daughter-in-law at the age of thirteen or fourteen.

Then after two years, she became pregnant, and from then on she repeated the life of the previous generation until she grew old. She was very afraid of that kind of life, so she kept trying, and there were several times when her parents wanted her to drop out of school, and she called the teacher, and the teacher discussed with the school, because she was indeed excellent in character and learning, so she was exempted from all expenses such as tuition and miscellaneous fees, and in this way, the family also wanted to change some money for her brother through her, so that his brother could marry a daughter-in-law.

However, she did not agree, at first she begged her parents, and her parents couldn't make sense, especially her father, she didn't know why her father was so ruthless, and then she simply hit her head on the bed and left a lot of blood, which alarmed her family, and the family understood that she was absolutely unwilling to do that, and she also firmly told her family that if she was allowed to marry today, then tomorrow morning she could only see her corpse.

The family thought, 'Well, that can't kill her?' So this matter simply stopped, but stopped supporting all her school and living expenses, she began to work while studying in school, fortunately her grades are really very good, every time she can get a scholarship, so she has never paid tuition, but just living expenses are enough for her embarrassment, other people's meals are meat and vegetables, balanced nutrition and milk, she will always be a lot of white rice on top of some pickles.

The pickles were secretly stuffed by her mother in her father's absence. In this way, she would not be seen by her father, otherwise her father would scold her mother again, saying that she was a loser. It wasn't until later when she went to college that she finally broke away from her family, out of her original family, she lived a very free and happy life, that is, since college, she began to give back to her family.

She sent more than half of the money she earned from her work-study program to her family, leaving only a small part. She has no beautiful clothes to wear all year round, no good cosmetics available, but she is still the first in the whole grade, and she still gets a scholarship, many people in the class think she is a monster, and the boys look at her and appreciate her, but many girls are envious and jealous of her, at that time, of course, she was also pursued, but at that time she was full of extreme inferiority.

So she didn't agree, she didn't know how she was going to accept this love, because no one had taught her how to accept or reject others, she could only stand there dumbfounded, the boy thought she didn't want to, so she turned around and left, she cried for a long time after returning to the dormitory, but she still didn't dare to go to the boy, although she didn't know him, she didn't have any intention of liking the boy.

But she now understands that she is not a person who will accept the love of others, because she doesn't know how to accept it at all, and her heart is full of instability, inferiority, and many uncontrollable factors.