Chapter 236: The Meaning of Existence (1/3 Guarantee)

"I don't hate my brother." Poison Island Tsuneko looked at the clouds fluttering outside the window, and her eyes were a little confused and fell into contemplation.

"But, I'm jealous of him."

Poison Island Tsuneko's eyes lowered slightly, and he sighed faintly: "Because he is a genius." ”

Tsukasa Aoki just looked at her quietly, his eyes calm.

"Because of him, he deprived me of the meaning of existence." Poison Island Tsuneko lowered his head with a wry smile and muttered, "Since I was born, I have been crowned as the heir of Poison Island Stream Swordsmanship, but after being stripped of this identity, I have nothing. ”

"You know what....... Once upon a time, I wished he could disappear into this world. Poison Island Tsuneko's words were a little cold, and she raised her head and looked at Aoki Tsukasa's gaze a little uneasy, but she still said the truth frankly.

"Because I can't stand it, the feeling of being gradually surpassed by him." Poison Island Tsuneko hooked the corners of her mouth and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I am very jealous of him, jealous that he has his father's appreciation, jealous that he has his mother's love, and I hate from the bottom of my heart the feeling that I am gradually being ignored." ”

"An older sister is jealous of her younger brother, Si must feel ........ I'm a person like me, I hate it. Poison Island didn't dare to look at Aoki Division's gaze, for fear that a look of disgust would appear in his calm eyes.

She stared blankly at the floor, her eyes a little dazed: "Yes, you're right. I...... Hate my brother. ”

Aoki Tsukasa watched her fall into silence quietly, and only after a half-loud voice did he say gently: "Tsuko." ”

This is the first time that Aoki Tsukasa has not added the word senior sister to the back of Tsukasa, this sudden intimate title made Poison Island Tsukashi's body tremble slightly, and he raised his head in some surprise, but saw Aoki Tsukasa's gentle eyes.

"Why, the purpose of your existence is for the so-called 'kendo'." Tsukasa Aoki keenly pointed out the problem.

"Why do you want to live for the expectations of others?" Aoki Tsukasa said lightly what her problem was: "What is Tsuneko jealous of?" ”

"Jealous of his kendo talent? But without kendo, doesn't the senior sister have no meaning to exist? Jealous of his parents' care for him? If your parents only care for him because of his kendo talent, is this kind of care really what Senpai wants? ”

Aoki's words made Poison Island's eyes reddened slightly, and her emotions became a little excited, her white fingers were tightly clasped, and the green tendons on the back of her hand were exposed.

"The people who were born into the Poison Island family will not understand the things they have to carry." Her words were a little cold: "Since birth, the first thing I have seen other than my parents is a wooden knife. ”

"And, if I don't have kendo, what do I have?" Poison Island clenched her teeth, her body trembling slightly.

If no one needs me, then what is the purpose of my existence? Tsuneko Poison Island closed her eyes in some pain.

Aoki suddenly got up and stretched out his palm to her: "Tsumiko, follow me." ”

Poison Island Tsuneko opened his eyes and looked at his white palm in front of him, his lips trembling slightly: "What, what? ”

Aoki bent down, grabbed her wrist, pulled her up from the floor, and walked straight out of the kendo gym.

"Loose, let go of me." Tsumiko Poison Island only felt that her brain was blank, and her former calmness disappeared under Aoki Tsukasa's sudden action, and Fang Cai's depression and pain were disrupted by the violent heartbeat, and she didn't even know what she was saying or doing.

Tsukasa Aoki led her to the door and pushed open the door of the kendo hall.

Outside, the sun was shining, and many students were chasing and fighting in the aisle leading to the playground of the kendo hall, and the trees planted on the side of the road had withered and yellow autumn leaves, falling with the wind, like a thin blanket on the road.

"Look." Tsukasa Aoki let go of his hand and stood with her at the door of the kendo hall.

The autumn wind blew through the clothes of Poison Island Tsuneko, and her trouser legs swayed slightly, revealing her white ankles, and the coolness went all the way up her ankles, making her body shiver unconsciously.

What to see? Poison Island looked blankly at the familiar scene in front of him.

"This world, has you really seen it well?" Aoki Tsukasa looked into the distance, and he didn't know what to look at, and his tone was calm: "The name of the couple engraved on that tree, have you noticed it?" ”

"The smiling classmates over there, what are they discussing, have you listened carefully?"

"In addition to the few clouds that can be seen in the kendo hall, there are thousands of clear skies in the sky." Aoki Tsukasa turned his head and looked at Poison Island Tsushiko: "Tsuneko, don't be bound by the narrow kendo, your life is not for kendo, not for the recognition of others, not for your father's approval." ”

"It's for your own sake."

Poison Island Tsuruko's eyes shook violently, and when he looked at Aoki Division, his handsome and hard cheeks were particularly clear in the sun, and the fierce momentum of the past disappeared at this time, and there was only a gentle and quiet atmosphere.

On his big eyes, only the stunned face of Poison Island was reflected.

"Division....... I don't know anything. Poison Island's voice trembled faintly.

"Indeed, I don't know what kind of suffering my senior sister has suffered, and I don't know how lonely and sad my senior sister was before."

Aoki Tsukasa smiled faintly: "But, isn't that already a thing of the past?" ”

"Division....... I don't understand anything. Poison Island Tsuneko trembled a little more obviously, and buried her head deeply, her magnificent purple hair shining like a jewel, hiding her expression.

"Yes, I really don't understand how Senior Sister feels." Tsukasa Aoki just looked at her.

"But don't I also be alone in this world, without relatives?" Tsukasa Aoki recounts the facts: "But I'm not alone. Because, there are many people around me who are worthy of love and reciprocation. ”

"They didn't show up in my life." Tsukasa Aoki smiled, "Instead, I went to find it." ”

"Senior sister just imprisoned herself in a small kendo gym and didn't want to come out." Aoki Tsukasa said conclusively: "As long as the senior sister wants to, as long as the senior sister is willing to come out, the senior sister's life will definitely become completely different." ”

"Si Ming doesn't know me at all." Poison Island Hisako raised her voice, and she could even use a roar to describe her voice at this time, she raised her head, her eyes were red.

Aoki Tsukasa just smiled softly: "It's true that I don't know Senpai yet. ”

"But....... If you need someone who knows you, I want that person to be me. ”

These words that were almost confessional made Poison Island Tsuneko stunned in place.

The breeze blew through the purple hair, and Tsukashi Poison Island didn't know if it was tears or the tips of her hair that disturbed her vision, and everything in front of her became blurry, only Aoki Tsukasa's bright eyes became clearer.

"If Senior Sister can't find the meaning of her existence, then let's find it together." Aoki Tsukasa smiled, his cheeks slightly red: "Anyway, I always feel that there are people in this world, it's really good." ”

The world ........

There is my existence.......

Great?

Tsukiko Poison Island bit her lower lip tightly and buried her head deeply.

"I....... Manage. ”

"That's all for today, I want to be alone."

"Please."

When Aoki Tsukasa walked out of the kendo hall with a blank face, and the door behind him was tightly closed, Poison Island sat on the ground slowly leaning on the door, covering his face and finally crying bitterly.

"Thank you........"

Her soft cry was muffled by the cry, and outside the thick gate, Tsukasa Aoki, who could only hear soft sobs, looked up at the sky and sighed faintly.

"I'm ........"

"Confession failed?"

Aoki Tsukasa smiled wryly and put his hands in his pockets, quietly watching the clouds slide from the top of his head to his back, hidden by the eaves of the kendo hall, before he slowly stepped away.

After walking a few steps, the phone suddenly rang.

Answering the phone, Poison Island's hoarse voice crying was particularly clear: "Thank you." ”

Before he could respond, he hung up the phone, and Aoki was still at a loss.

Did Senpai accept it or reject it?

A girl's heart. Tsukasa Aoki shook his head, but his expression was not disappointed.

took out his mobile phone, edited a text message for Tsukashi Poison Island, and after sending it, Aoki Tsukasa strode towards the class.

At this time, in the kendo hall, Poison Island Tsuneko buried her face deep in her knees, and the mobile phone in her right hand was tightly held in her hand.

On the screen of the mobile phone, in the text message with Tsukasa Aoki's name written on it, it was a short sentence.

"After the boxing match, let's practice swords together."

After a long time, Poison Island raised her head, wiped away her tears, tapped her fingers lightly, and replied with one word: "Hmm." ”

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PS: Crying, chirping, cold, so uncomfortable, I can't write two more, the third one will wait for me to sleep and get up and write it, probably tomorrow at noon or in the afternoon, the third more will be transmitted.

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