46. Interlude (end)
"I'm actually quite distressed by you."
Lan Sui had just started with this, and then he couldn't resist the temptation of the wine and the edamame boiled on the banquet, so he pinched it and was about to put it in his mouth, when he accidentally aimed at the slight change in expression between Zhanyuan Xun and Kagawa Shizuzi and the tension that could not be concealed.
Well, he knew that he seemed to have misspoken.
However, Lan Sui didn't bother to correct it, so let's do it, anyway, I will say it in the future.
After eating the edamame in his mouth in two or three bites, Lan Suicai said leisurely:
"How to say it, in fact, this should not be said through my mouth, but I don't feel happy if I don't say it, so let's talk about it." Lan Sui turned around his head, feeling his head drunk with alcohol, and said with some casualness:
"Zhanyuan Smoke!"
"How?"
"I don't know whether it's thanks, or annoyance, you came to my Taoist temple inexplicably on a rainy night that day, and then relieved you of the trouble, your tears under the sunshine at sunrise made me a little unforgettable, and I felt for the first time, maybe my body can help people, it's really good."
Zhanyuan Xun seemed to think of that morning.
The first time I looked at my heart, and it was also the first time I knew that I was still very eager to survive.
She was stunned here, but Lan Sui continued to say by name:
"Kagawa Shizuzusa!"
"Yes!"
"I feel like I'm in trouble after helping you."
Lan Sui said, not only the people behind the scenes, but also the old man and his party who didn't know when they got in touch with Lan Sui and others. Thinking about the situation for more than a month, Lan Sui smiled and reached out to touch the girl's head with a lost look on her face.
"It was also you who gave me a preliminary understanding that when I want to change some things, change some things that I can't get used to, my strength is still too weak."
Both Haze Che and Aihara Ryōji died in front of Lan Sui, and he couldn't save him, and even in the end, because he didn't want ZF to notice him, he had to leave that place in a gloomy manner.
"I'm sorry, Lan Jun if I can still be stronger."
Kagawa Shizuzi was still in self-pity, but Lan Sui was rubbing the girl's head hard.
"Ahhhh
"Children's families, why do you want to do so much, read to me!"
"Eh! Why is this the case again? Kagawa Shizuzu, it seems that this is not the first time she has come into contact with the topic of reading, and she is very dissatisfied, but Lan Sui is too lazy to respond to him.
After all, he had wanted to tell someone about it for a long time, and finally caught one of them and said it and helped her answer it?
Come on, Lan Sui originally knew this answer, and he wouldn't have lived a little muddy in his previous life.
"Then, it's you in the end~"
Lan Sui looked at the Zashiki boy in his arms and said like this.
"Are you complaining to us?" Zashiki asked with his usual cold words.
"Well~ a little."
I took an egg roll in my hand and put it on the mouth of the boy in Zashiki, watching her eat it in small bites, Lan Sui couldn't help but show a satisfied smile on her face, and then said officially:
"Actually, it's more of a release, how to say it, although I don't know where the road ahead is, but it seems that I don't have to worry about making any moves in the future, so I have to avoid it carefully.
You don't have to worry about passing out on the ground after being injured, and then no one will come to support you, and you will end up being found and tortured. ”
Lan Sui thought that in the past few years, he had to be careful to do the tasks issued by the system, and then laughed unconsciously.
I don't know if I was laughing at my naivety at the beginning, or if I felt that my nervous expression back then was very funny.
In short, the current Lan Sui, as if he was unknowingly kicked away from this Taoist temple, this deep mountain, and entered a world where he had conjectures and speculations, but he still didn't know much.
The people who kicked themselves, there were Zhanyuan smoke, there was Kagawa Shizuzu, and there was Zashiki boy.
Ma Dan, why are they all women.
In short, although I don't know what this new world is like, Lan Sui seems to know that he doesn't want to turn back.
"So, now is it time to say congratulations?"
Zhan Yuan said with a glass of wine in his hand.
"Congratulations~"
"Congratulations!"
Why, it's so much like the scene in EVA, where all kinds of characters say hello to the boy~
Lan Sui was thinking like this, and at the same time raised the cup in his hand, and then said:
"Thank you~"
With the sound of several pieces of porcelain clashing, then the sound of wine entering the throat.
It's still quite a bit of a bold momentum.
"So, you're done venting, you're done complaining, and you're even done recounting your hesitations about the future, can you let me say a few words?"
At this time, Zhan Yuan Xun suddenly asked Lan Sui.
"What do you want to say?"
Lan asked casually, filling up the wine again before preparing to pour it into his mouth.
"Between men and women, why are they attracted?"
"Poof!"
Lan Sui almost squirted out, then looked at the dish in front of him, still didn't do it, but still turned around on the open space behind him, and squirted out the wine that almost entered the trachea.
"Ahem, you... What did you say. Lan Sui wiped the wine from the corner of his mouth, and asked Zhan Yuan Xun with a look of disbelief in his eyes.
"It's asking you why, why men and women are attracted to each other."
After repeating his question, Zhan Yuan continued:
"It is said that this is the memory left by the human genetic map, because I want to pass on the ancestry, because I want my own blood to pass on, so there is an attraction, and there is such a mess as releasing pheromones.
So, what do you think? ”
After Zhan Yuan Xun finished saying such a long sentence, Lan Sui couldn't help but look at her steadily, as if to confirm whether the person on the other side was playing tricks on him, or discussing this matter seriously.
Five seconds later, Lan followed the woman in front of him, and she was really serious about asking this inexplicable question.
And Lan Sui also slowly thought about this problem, not only Lan Sui, but even Kagawa Jingzi was thinking like this.
It didn't take long for Lan Sui to give the answer.
"Perhaps, it's because of loneliness."
"Lonely?"
"Well, I prefer to describe loneliness as something that feels too scientific than genetic memory, how to say, modern times are like ancient jungles.
But unlike the ancient jungle, this jungle is more indifferent and selfish, and you have to endure not only hunger, but also endless loneliness and panic in this city.
At this time, maybe someone's company is the source of this loneliness and pride, even if it's just doing something stupid, even if it's just falling asleep on the sofa, but...
I think it's very beautiful. ”
After Lan Sui finished speaking, he also drank the wine in the cup slowly, watching Zhanyuan Xun and Kagawa Shizuzi thinking about their nonsense words, and even Zashiki Boy seemed to be stunned to think.
Lan Sui smiled, then stretched out his chopsticks and grabbed a piece of meat steak, ready to taste the taste.
But—
"So, can I enjoy this loneliness with you?
Falling asleep on the couch with you, doing meaningless silly things, maybe even lighting up a lamp at home and waiting for your return. ”
"Click~", the meat chop slipped off Lan Sui's chopsticks and smashed on the plate with a crisp sound.
What kind of love is the most helpless~
It should be, unprepared love!