A few days ago, I received a notice from the editor that the work would be on the shelves on July 1, and I was shocked and delighted, but also emotional.

This fandom, from the post bar to the starting point, from the beginning of "Fate after story" to the current "Fate: Crossing Britain", from the first writing in 16 years to the current 19 years into the tide of online literature, it can be said that it has accompanied me for several years. A lot of things have happened in the past few years, I have reached the peak several times, and I have fallen into the trough several times, looking back at everything in the world is changing, only this work has always accompanied me, and only the heart that wants to present the best and most work to everyone has been preserved.

I once thought that this work should never be put on the shelves, never charged, always maintained a slow pace of one day a day, and as a corner that can always be safe, it can exist forever. But then I gradually realized that the more beautiful things are, the more they need to be spread as widely as possible, so that as many people as possible can share this emotion and this feeling. I believe that there is the most beautiful and purest land in everyone's heart, carrying the best ideals and aspirations. The difference of the author may be that he is more selfless and willing to share this pure land with more people, so that readers can witness the beauty of the bright light and the stars. From the moment I picked up the pen and wrote the first word and pressed the publish button, I should have understood that the pure land in my heart no longer belonged to me, and I carried with me an obligation to accept more people coming.

So, I gradually let go of a lot of perseverance.

No longer racking your brains to choose words and make sentences, no longer repeatedly modifying paragraphs for the sake of sentence rhyme, learning the mainstream online literature writing style, and gradually increasing the update speed......

Many people say that I have changed, and I no longer say that I used to love fate, love Saber, and love to create beauty. What I want to say here is that no matter when and where, my love for my work will never change, and the only thing that may change is probably the way I love it.

Just like we have grown up, we may no longer be able to skip breakfast for a month to buy a favorite game like we did when we were children, and then clear the customs for three days and three nights without sleep, and then be busy sharing our experiences and cheats with our friends...... We no longer have the energy to concentrate on one thing, the time that we can't use up, and the mood that we don't regret. The past is like a passing time, never to return, and it is impossible to come back.

However, can we say that we don't love games anymore? Maybe when the game company releases a new game every year, we still spend a small percentage of our living expenses or salary to buy it, and then use a little time after school or work every day to play it. Maybe our hand speed is not as fast as it was back then, collecting items is not as neat as it was back then, and the setting plot is not as clear as it was back then, but the game heart buried deep in our chests has never changed.

We are no longer teenagers, but we have grown into more amazing people. We are no longer obsessed with poetry alone, because we have an equally important distance in our hearts. In the past few years, many readers have changed from middle school students to college students, and even from student babies to working people, but on an inconspicuous afternoon or ordinary late night, because of a chance opportunity to chat, each other will find that the original person is still waiting for you in the same place, not leaving an inch.

Unconsciously, I talked a little too much.,Probably it's easy to be sad when you're older.。 Finally, I ask you to support me tomorrow and make a first order, which can be regarded as an encouragement to me to update millions of words in the next few days.

Thank you for your support and for making me work so hard.