When you were young, the likes you met and the love you had together eventually became trivial things that were discarded on the side of the road. The yellowed lights on the side of the road still illuminate the way forward through the gaps in the tall plane trees. Pedestrians in twos and threes, cars occasionally speeding by, you with headphones plugging in and looping a single song, you who are devastated, and you who are drunk everywhere. When you wake up in the morning, all traces are buried in the infinite ground.

On September 18, 2012, this was the last time Lu Jin saw Du Xiaomei. Lu Jin took everything about Du Xiaomei and came to the place where they met each other. Behind all these prayers, I just want to make a break with the past, I want to reconcile with myself, and I want to say hello to the future.

One day in early August, a vibrating phone call completely broke the silence of the night. With joy, Lu Jin connected the phone from Du Xiaomei.

Du Xiaomei said: There are some things that I can't say on the phone, you will remember to read WeChat later.

Lu Jin said: Love words, I want to listen to you in person. Words can't hear the tone, can't feel the temperature.

Five minutes later, a WeChat message from Du Xiaomei flashed on the screen. Lu Jin was overjoyed, this must be an emotional sublimation.

After a quick unlock, the whole world collapses in an instant.

Du Xiaomei said: I don't know what's going on lately, it's very messy. Let's separate for now! You're here as my aunt!

Lu Jin said: Is that your eldest aunt gone, let's get back together?

Du Xiaomei: I don't want you to tell anyone else about what happened between us.

He never gave a reply, but Lu was almost paranoid, like crazy, and kept calling. What can be passed out is always only the customer service's sorry......

Lu Jin, and finally sent a sentence to Du Xiaomei through QQ. Everything you say, I promise you. I give you time and freedom. You should also calm down.

The night was deep, and memories swept in. The door of the dormitory that could not be entered, the dormitory without alcohol, and only the scattered light of the moonlight entering the balcony. Alone, smoking until dawn.

When you are in love, your words I miss you, I need you, is the holy decree. I will run to you non-stop, the joy is self-evident. When you break up, it's like an explosion experiment in a vacuum, silent. Before I had time to say goodbye, I was long gone.

Du Xiaomei's unspeakable gentleness finally pierced Lu Jin's heart like a sharp sword. If you pull it out, you will die instantly, and if you don't pull it out, you will slowly suffocate.

One day in early September, Zhou Juan came over on a business trip. I made an appointment to meet with you, and I organized everyone to get together. After the dismissal, Yoyo wants to help Zhou Juan arrange a hotel. was persuaded on the grounds that he was going to Du Xiaomei's side tonight to catch up with the past.

In the afternoon of the next day, there was an inexplicable chat group on WeChat. There is only one piece of content: Du Xiaomei has a boyfriend now, I have seen it. After that, there was a deathly silence.

Only then did Lu Jin understand that temporary is actually permanent, and separation is goodbye. The vows from school uniforms to wedding dresses are like the ground after a plane crashes. After the smoke billowed out, it dissipated again.

In this world, all the accidents you think are just the whims of others. There is no sound on the face, but it is quietly refreshed in time and space; Life does not see the shape, but it changes its expression in the years; Growth is to let us taste the taste, and sculpt the body and mind in the taste.