My mother-in-law's attitude towards Song Qian was the same as she did to me at the beginning.

It makes me feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

It's like a good friend who has always played with me suddenly stops playing with me one day, and has a new playmate, a friend, and I am alone.

"It's already my honor to come to my aunt's place for dinner, how can I still pick and choose? What's more, my aunt is so good here, and the food is also first-class delicious, I've been here before, so don't frame me. "Song Qian's mouth is very sweet, and he is even more pleasing to speak.

That's something I can't learn.

The two of them were talking, and the rest of us were silent.

The old man suddenly spoke up at this time: "He Chu, make me tea." ”

I didn't expect the old man to talk to me, and I was a little surprised for a while, and I was stunned for a while.

It wasn't until Fu Yang gently pushed me that I suddenly walked out quickly.

The moment I went to get the tea set, I was expecting Fu Ruyan to appear behind me quietly, just like before.

I stayed for a while, but I never waited for him to come.

Also right......

He now has Song Qian, what does he care about me?

Thinking of this, my heart hurts like a pinprick, and I think of the conversation between Fu Ruyan and Song Qian that day.

I walked back in a depressed mood, and happened to see what Fu Ruyan and Song Qian were talking about, because they were far away, I didn't know what they were talking about, I only saw Song Qian's face blooming with a smile like a flower, and that very happy look made my heart throb.

He must have been trying to make her happy.

Fu Ruyu naturally picked up the crispy dates on the plate and handed them to Song Qian casually.

Song Qian took it, but I was very sad to see this simple interactive action.

Fu Ruyan brought Song Qian over today, in fact, to announce that the two of them were already together, right?

That's right, in Fu Ruyan's heart, I am just an insignificant woman with an opportunity to take advantage of.

Now that he has "shaken off" me and "divorced" me, he will also pursue his happiness.

Maybe when you're with me, you'll think that Song Qian is better than me and better than me.

I walked forward while thinking, and I was also absent-minded when I poured tea for the old man.

"He Chu, you're running away." The old man's sudden voice frightened my hands and poured some of the tea out.

As soon as I looked up, I met the old man's eagle-sharp gaze, which could almost probe my heart.

"Grandpa...... "I don't know what to say."

The old man did not take the tea, but stood up.

I said, "I'll make you another glass." ”

"No need, I suddenly wanted to find a book I had read before, but I forgot where it was for a while, He Chu, why don't you help me find it?" Grandpa's eyes flickered.

I knew he wanted to be alone with me, or if he had something to say to me.

I hurriedly said, "Then I'll help you." ”

The departure of the two of us didn't make any waves, but Fu Yang followed in a little anxious, "Grandpa, I'll help you too." ”

"Go talk to your mother." The old man refused directly.

When I went upstairs and into the study, I asked, "Grandpa, what's the name of that book you're looking for?" ”

"Be human." The old man said lightly.

I pretended not to understand, and my gaze shifted upwards to the books, "I'll help you find them." ”

"He Chu." The old man interrupted me, "In people's lives, they will be forced to do a lot of things against their will, because they have no choice. And now you have a choice. ”

My whole body froze in place.

"I know your temperament very well, you were so determined to divorce Fu Yang at the beginning, he was sorry for you, and I know it. But you suddenly divorced Ruyu and returned to him, which I can't understand. The old man's eyes were vicious, and he immediately sensed that something was wrong, "You love Fu Ruyan very much, you won't leave him easily." ”

I didn't say a word with my red lips tightened.

"Don't do things that you regret, otherwise you won't be able to get it back if you want to." The old man said faintly.

"There are so many things I regret." I said bitterly.

"Then try not to regret it again." The old man said in a low voice.

I took a deep breath, "Got it." ”

The old man stretched out his hand, took a book from the shelf with unmistakable accuracy, and handed it to me.

I took it, and the title of the book was only two words: "Being a Man".

I went downstairs with my book, and the old man rested on the grounds that he was not feeling well.

Fu Yang immediately walked up and asked me in a low voice what had just happened.

"It's nothing, it's just that my grandfather recommended this book to me." I showed it to Fu Yang.

Fu Yang's face was not very good, his lips moved, and he didn't say why.

The mother-in-law suddenly said: "It's time to eat, let's go to the table." ”

I put the book away and walked over.

The position next to Fu Ruyan that I am most familiar with is not for me to sit at this moment.

Song Qian's face had the most natural smile, and he used chopsticks to give Fu Ru eucalyptus vegetables.

Her table manners are very good, and when she picks up vegetables for Fu Ruyu, she uses chopsticks, and she won't get her own saliva or anything.

Unlike me, every time I finish a bite, I give Fu Ru a clip, but he doesn't like me either.

Fu Ruyan tilted her head slightly and said thank you, and then slowly ate it bite by bite.

His appetite was much worse than before, and he put down his chopsticks after a few bites.

I don't know if he didn't want to eat, or if he went out to eat something with Song Qian in advance.

However, it was a little secret between me and him.

I lowered my head and simply came out of sight.

A pair of chopsticks reached into my bowl, and when I looked sideways, it was Fu Yang's soft and hypocritical smile.

"Eat more." Fu Yang said.

I looked at the dishes and felt indescribably sad.

Fu Yang sandwiched, it's not a dish I like to eat.

Finally finished eating, I didn't want to stay any longer, but Song Qian took the initiative to come to talk to me, I chatted with her without a match, and my mind was full of how to escape from this place.

Song Qian said: "Miss He, I heard that the flowers in the back garden are blooming, why don't we go and see them together?" ”

"Sorry, I don't want to go." I turned her down.

To be honest, my whole person is like I'm about to explode, I'm really afraid that I'll blow up all of a sudden, and I won't be able to control what to do to Song Qian.

I don't think I'm a good person, and I can't stay calm when faced with this.

I can't wait to drag Fu Ruyan over from Song Qian's side in minutes and tell everyone that we are not actually divorced.

But I can't.