Chapter 313: Endless Reincarnation
Even in despair, Origami feels like he's in a very bad state.
At least even if it is revenge, you must be able to have the ability to dominate yourself, and the darkness that turned up in your heart at that moment made Origami's heart sound the alarm bell.
However, there is no ability to stop it, and I don't want to suppress it, even though I already know that it is a bad thing, Origami doesn't feel that there is any strength in my body to rush out to resist it.
Has the body acknowledged the reality of despair?
Origami can only pray that someone will appear in front of him and let the queen save him.
The reversal came so quickly that origami couldn't experience more feelings, and his eyes began to be enveloped in darkness.
At this time, only she can save herself.
Revenge, is it just a joke?
Does Kurumi know all this?
The life of an origami is destined to be so miserable.
Knowing that the real murderer of his parents made Origami's belief that Origami could survive no matter what difficulties and dangers he encountered, gradually began to crumble.
I don't want to face the world, and I don't have the courage to witness all this cruelty.
But only when the whole heart is completely broken, can you feel the difference hidden deep in the corner.
There, there is still a thirst for salvation.
The darkness was about to completely cover the eyes, and the origami pupils dilated and stared ahead, the figure mechanically projected in her mind, smiling and aiming her omnipotent old-fashioned pistol at herself.
It's like an angel has descended.,It's been wrapped in darkness.,Origami of an unknown ink-like liquid is dripping from the soles of your feet.,With the last sobriety, I saw Kurumi appear in front of his eyes.。
Just as imagined.
Laugh, raise your gun, aim.
Origami could feel it, and transparent tears squeezed out of the corners of his eyes that had not been eroded.
It's great that you're here.
Origami thought so.
"I'm sorry, Origami, but you still need to continue this tragic cycle."
The voice of the words of unknown meaning sounded in Origami's ears, at least in her eyes now, just like when her parents suddenly disappeared when she was a child, and she couldn't reflect what this sentence meant for a while.
Transmigration?
No, it's not!!
Do you have to go through this kind of despair again?
Just like the last time I came five years ago, Origami watched as bullets sank into her chest.
The whole inner world completely collapsed, and even the last piece of pure place was torn apart, self-deprecation, self-hatred and inferiority, distorting the whole person of origami into a human form.
It turned out that I was just a pawn in her heart after all.
Origami thought that he would not be surprised by this, because in the psychological preparation that had been prepared for a long time, the chess pieces were also a possibility of being used, but only at this time, the unwillingness and betrayal hatred in his heart came to his heart endlessly.
In the blurred vision, I could only see the beautiful face of the other party that seemed to be smiling, and other than that, I couldn't see anything clearly.
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Lin Qingyin clearly knew what he was going to do, and he also knew how desperate the origami would experience at the end, but even so, Lin Qingyin could only send the origami back with a smile on his face, erase the memory of this time, and start over.
Tears rolled across the corners of his mouth that was slightly upturned, and Lin Qingyin stared blankly at the big pits on the ground that were dissolved by unknown ink, which were the traces left by origami in this reincarnation.
I don't know how many reincarnations have passed, from the first time origami opened his eyes wide, looking at himself with eyes full of incomprehension, betrayal, self-deprecation, hatred, and relief, and then being completely swallowed by the darkness, Lin Qingyin has always been like this.
Because he would only reset his memory to the moment when he first entered Tiangong City five years ago, Lin Qingyin did not explain the situation to Origami in advance, the kind of depression that knew that he would experience infinite despair, and he would crush Origami.
Perhaps, Origami will pat her chest and say that she can bear it without any expression, and that is also because it is not clear who killed her parents, and after knowing it, the despair that will be superimposed in that moment will make Origami collapse and die.
As for why Lin Qingyin is so clear, it is also because he has experienced it once.
These can only be buried in the heart, and no one can tell them.
Just like now, no matter how desperate Origami is after learning the truth, whether it is reversed immediately or able to struggle for a long time, after hearing that sorry, it is immediately completely reversed.
The hatred that Origami left over every time because of amnestics was transferred to Lin Qingyin.
Time is not only a powerful representation, but also synonymous with loneliness.
retained the memories of countless tragic endings, which made Lin Qingyin more and more depressed.
If you ignore the memories that have been carried out tens of thousands of times, and several examples of origami that can almost be reversed soberly, Lin Qingyin dares to say that he has stopped this experiment a long time ago.
Having endured too much alone, Lin Qingyin could even feel the darkness in his heart.
Fortunately, in too many memories, there are many experiences that make people's inner weakness and be amplified more than this, and Lin Qingyin can still keep it.
Before the experiment was unsuccessful, if Lin Qingyin reversed it first, it would be all over.
Endless reincarnation is running autonomously according to a specific cycle mechanism, and Lin Qingyin is designed to enter the most important link, and the task of opening the next reincarnation is on his shoulders, and the key to unlocking this reincarnation, Lin Qingyin is still looking for it, or it can be said that it is waiting to be set.
When the origami finds the perfect node, it is when Lin Qingyin records the state of the spirit crystal and then sets it as the end of reincarnation.
This technique is something that Lin Qingyin has been studying as long as he is free during this time, and for Lin Qingyin, the word "free" is too simple, when using the power of time to train with origami, Lin Qingyin himself did not relax, and countless clones and bodies are working as hard as origami.
It would be best if you could complete the operation at one time, because even Lin Qingyin would be so tired that he would collapse before he could arrange one, and it would take a lot of time to have it next time, during which he needed to guard against the possibility of being approached, although as long as Mio was not fully recovered, there was nothing to be afraid of, but then things would become very troublesome.
Lin Qingyin's current feeling is just like that of Tiangong City under his feet, the inextinguishable flames continue to scorch his body and mind, while the dark sky above his head covers the dawn of hope, and only a little starlight can shine down.
Wanting to grasp the brightest stars at random in such a big darkness, Lin Qingyin didn't know how long he would have to wait, and how much origami despair and grief he would have to accept.
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That,Today is Tanabata.,It's still a person.,But it's not a big problem.,The author doesn't think about these things now.。
In addition, I have a little advice for book friends.,Girlfriend or something.,It's best to find one after graduating from high school.,Otherwise, if you haven't found it after college, it's basically difficult to have this idea again (the reality is very cruel),But the family will be very annoying (*/∇\*)。
Of course, lesbians, please ignore these words.