Chapter 482: Helplessness and Confusion
After I saw Liu Qingyun see my lie at a glance, I really felt bored in my heart, so I really didn't know how to face her at this time, so I lowered my head and felt very embarrassed, because I promised her before that I would do what I said and would not do such a conscientious thing, but I didn't expect to do such a thing again under the guidance of my father this time.
Therefore, I continued to explain to Liu Qingyun, hoping that Liu Qingyun could forgive me this time, and then I did not continue to stay on this matter, because I felt that if I continued to stay in the following words, then things would get worse and worse, and I didn't want things to become like this, so I don't know how to say it if I am not honest today, so I will immediately answer Liu Qingyun again.
"After all, I promised you before, I will definitely not do such a thing again, this time it was all an accident, because my father caused Liu Qingyun to have to do the same thing, in fact, I don't want to, but now I really don't know how to make a choice, I now feel a little like my mood in the future is really very complicated, I don't know how to describe it, I hope you can forgive me again this time!"
After Liu Qingyun heard me say this, he really felt very helpless in his heart, but he felt a little angry at this time, and it can also be said that what I said was completely adding fuel to the fire, which made Liu Qingyun feel even more angry, but he now thinks that he has a child, so she can't do anything too impulsive, if that's the case, then it will only hurt herself.
"Now I don't want to worry about you anymore, because of my physical reasons, now I'm pregnant, and I'm about to give birth, so I don't want to do anything too impulsive, and I don't want to quarrel with you anymore, because now I'm very tired and tired, so it will only endanger the child in my belly, and the child in my belly is innocent, so I don't want her to be involved in this matter."
Liu Qingyun said this to me helplessly, his attitude was still so indifferent, after I saw Liu Qingyun so indifferent, I felt that he must not believe me now, so now I don't care how to explain, Liu Qingyun just doesn't believe what I said, at this time I really feel very helpless in my heart, but I still grabbed the last straw, did not give up, and continued to speak to Liu Qingyun.
"Liu Qingyun, please believe me, okay? This time I will never do such a thing again, and now I don't know how to say it, but when facing my children, I really feel very embarrassed, but now I feel that since things have become like this, then I can only blame my father, then I will persuade my father in the future to release your mother! ”
"Okay, you don't need to say it anymore, how many times have you promised me, which time you have also done what you say, I really don't believe what you say, after all, a man's mouth, a deceitful ghost!" Before Liu Qingyun could react, he said these words, interrupting what I was going to say.
After I heard Liu Qingyun say this, I felt very embarrassed in my heart, and now the scene was quiet for a while, and it seemed to be about to solidify, which made me feel that the air seemed to become a little depressing, as if I was overwhelmed by a 200-kilogram stone on my body, and I didn't know how to solve such a situation in front of me.
"Since you've already said that, then I don't have any way to solve the situation in front of me, so now I really don't know how to say it, but no matter how I try to make an explanation, but you just don't believe me, I know I told too many lies, and now you don't believe it!" I said this to Liu Qingyun guiltily.
But now I'm still in the dark, I don't understand what the point of me is doing this, and I also understand that if it continues like this, then things will get worse and worse, and I don't want it to be like this, but I just couldn't control myself and didn't even think about the consequences of me doing this.
"Now I really feel very sorry, because I didn't even think about the consequences of doing this, so now I feel that my father was tempted to do such a thing, which really chills you, so I don't know what to say now, but I don't want to bother you."
I said this to Liu Qingyun before leaving, Liu Qingyun didn't respond after hearing me say this, I continued to sit on the hospital bed The expression on my face seemed to be very complicated, I knew that now he must feel very sad in his heart, but no matter what, she just doesn't believe what I said, then I don't have any way to continue to lie, then I will feel more and more embarrassed.
After I left, the whole ward fell into the execution in an instant, Liu Qingyun felt that the air at this moment would also feel very depressing, and he felt in his heart that if this matter continued like this, it would only make her feel more upset, and now her body is also very uncomfortable.
So he really didn't know how he was going to make this choice, and if she felt that I had done such a thing now, he wouldn't believe me in the future, and he didn't want to see me anymore, because he felt inexplicably disgusted just by seeing my disgusting face.
After all, he hates me now, both with my father. After all, his own mother has been tortured by the two of us, so he must take revenge back, Liu Qingyun actually had such an idea in his heart, but now due to physical reasons, she has to continue to lie in the ward.
So at this time, thinking that we have lost ourselves has become more complicated, he feels that the future is even a little confused, and he doesn't know how to say the choice, he feels that this road is even a little difficult to walk, so he is desperate and confused now, and I really don't know how to describe his current mood.
He felt that his life path was really full of setbacks, and he had never had a peaceful life in all these years, and it was obvious that he had long since become numb.