Chapter 186: All Thoughts Are Lost
The nurse's voice on the other end of the phone paused slightly, but she still told Xiaoli the news directly, and when Xiaoli heard those two words, she looked even more incredulous, and her hand holding the phone trembled.
"Is there a misunderstanding, you must have made the wrong call, right?" Xiaoli asked with a wry smile, she had always felt that she was quite healthy, how could she suddenly be told that she had such a disease, it was not scientific at all, this was impossible, impossible.
"You're Ms. Cao Li, this is your phone number, right?" The nurse on the other end hurriedly lowered her head and reconfirmed that she was not wrong, and then hurriedly asked.
"I'm ......" Xiaoli was shocked and speechless, how could she never have thought that this would be true, "Then I ...... now" It turns out that she is still young, and she still has a lot of time, and now it seems that God has taken away her only advantage, and she has nothing left......
"We hope that you can come to the hospital, take your physical examination report away, and by the way, accept the doctor's advice and be admitted to the hospital as soon as possible."
Xiaoli didn't hear what the nurse said behind her, but now everything is gone, cure? That's blood cancer, how can she treat it, can it be cured, the family has been waiting for her to come back in glory, but now she ......
The blows again and again made Xiaoli extremely sad, and she didn't know why all this was unfair, it all fell on her shoulders, she couldn't accept it, and she couldn't accept it.
Xiaoli looked at everything in front of her in a broken heart, her eyes were red and everything in the room was smashed, "Why do you want to do this to me!" What did I do wrong! You're going to hit me again and again, why, why! ”
Xiaoli slapped and roared, as if she wanted to smash all her unpleasantness out, roaring out, her pressure was too great, what she suffered was a nightmare in the world, her body and soul had already been scattered, where was there any self-esteem at all?
Xiaoli looked at everything in the room and couldn't help laughing, "God, what a big joke you made with me, you actually played me like this, did you want to see how I fell?" Xiaoli looked at the sky outside and couldn't help but ask.
She endured her ups and downs, her parents quarreled, she endured the knife, and after graduation, she endured being secretly plotted by her friends to find a job, she was endured by her boss, she was cuckolded and misunderstood, and she endured the taxi driver...... She endured so many things, why, why did she finally tell her such news!
She had just perked up, thinking that she was about to see hope, but what was the result? So everything came to naught, and her life ended here......
Xiaoli sat on the bed, watching all this and couldn't help but fall into deep thought.
Liu Gang just went downstairs to buy a meal, but he would never have thought that such a big thing would happen at home, Liu Gang knocked on the door gently, there was no response for a long time, thinking that Xiaoli was still sleeping just now, Liu Gang had to go below to get the door card.
However, the moment he opened the door, he was a little blindsided, and seeing that the vase, futon, pillow, and cup were all thrown on the ground, Liu Gang couldn't help but swallow his saliva, and called Xiaoli's name softly.
"Xiaoli, I'm back, I just went to buy dinner, come over and have some food." Liu Gang walked inside as he spoke, but Xiaoli just sat on the bed in a daze and didn't give him any response.
Liu Gang walked in only to see Xiaoli curled up at the head of the bed, and hurriedly threw things on the ground and walked over, "What's wrong with you?" You threw everything in the house? ”
Liu Gang just touched her lightly, but she was directly bulleted away, seeing Xiaoli so vigilant, Liu Gang hurriedly sighed and pulled her over, "Okay, okay, it's okay, it's okay, I'm not here, relax." ”
Xiaoli gently leaned her head on Liu Gang's shoulder, and couldn't help but sniffle, "It's over...... I should have woken up from my dreams. Xiaoli wiped her tears as she spoke, raised her head and looked at Liu Gang, "I don't need to look for a house, I don't need it anymore, I quit my job, being a model is really not suitable for me." ”
"Why, this job suits you very well, and it's what you've always loved, why give up." Liu Gang hurriedly retorted, "You're just too tired now, you need to take a good rest, I've already told them that I've asked you for a few days off, you don't have to worry about other things at all, just have a good rest, good." ”
Liu Gang kept comforting Xiaoli's emotions like a child, Xiaoli looked at Liu Gang and smiled coldly, "You are so good to me, do you also have some plans?" ”
Which of these people is really good to her, she can see it now, all of them are just looking at her as a bully, all of them are like this, not to mention men, and there is no good thing.
Liu Gang couldn't help but feel a little panicked when she looked at Xiaoli's smile, she didn't know why in the past two days, the whole person looked weird, as if she had been stimulated by something.
"I'm good to you, what other reason can I have, of course I want to see you, I just like to see you happy, and I don't have any other purpose." Liu Gang said and looked at Xiaoli, Xiaoli still looked at Liu Gang with a suspicious expression, Liu Gang sighed slightly, "Even if I really have any plans for you, it should be the heart for you, haven't you always known it?" ”
Looking at Liu Gang's sincere eyes, Xiaoli also frowned slightly, and sure enough, it was all like this, "You want me to be your girlfriend?" Or for this body. ”
Xiaoli said and lay down along Liu Gang, slowly pulled down the clothes belt, revealing a large piece of skin in front of Liu Gang's eyes, Xiaoli looked at Liu Gang's eyes, raised her eyebrows lightly, changed to a more comfortable position, and slowly split her legs.
With the other hand, he gently lifted the skirt on his body, revealing his white thighs, and looked at Liu Gang and smiled charmingly.
Liu Gang looked at Xiaoli's movements, and the whole person couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, looking at Xiaoli's seductive expression, his mind was a little swollen, and his face and ears were even redder.
However, Liu Gang calmed down immediately after taking a breath, and hurriedly grabbed Xiaoli's hand.
"If you don't like me, don't refuse me like this, I'll ask someone to clean up here, and you can calm down yourself." Liu Gang said and hurriedly walked out of the room, standing at the door thinking about the scene that had just happened, Liu Gang couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva, it's not that he hasn't seen the world, it's really in front of the woman he likes, he doesn't have the ability to parry at all.
Liu Gang touched the sweat on his head, helped Xiaoli slowly close the door, and calmed down at the door for a while before going downstairs to call the cleaner.
Xiaoli also felt a little funny when she saw Liu Gang running away, but this didn't make her believe that Liu Gang was a good person, and the water in it was deep, and her body was no longer important.
Xiaoli looked at the advertising video played on the big screen advertisement outside, and couldn't help but envy the model inside, if only she could walk on such a big stage when she could go.
"But do I still have a chance?" Xiaoli let out a long sigh of relief, slowly smoothed her breath, and picked up the phone again, she should still ask the doctor to see how long she can live.
This is the next day there is no news of Xiaoli, it can be said that there is no news, I try my best to devote myself to work, but there is still no way to not think about some things at all, every time I eat, or when I get off work, I will think of Xiaoli, but when I think of the empty home now, I don't have that kind of thought, but I feel more empty.
It was getting dark, and after looking at the weather outside, I couldn't help but sigh, I didn't want to go home today.
Luo Xiaoman came directly to me after work as usual, and he didn't even knock on the door, "The next time you come in, can you knock on the door, in case it's inconvenient for me, it's okay to be polite to people." ”
"I can be polite to people, but it depends on who it is, if it's you, forget it." Luo Xiaoman said and gave me a blank look, "You, I'm at most half a person, so I don't have to knock on the door." ”
"You're going to stay up all night today?" Luo Xiaoman saw that I had no intention of leaving at all, so he asked directly.
Anyway, I'm used to her arrogant attitude, so I didn't take it seriously, but accepted this setting very simply, anyway, this can be regarded as a test, I fall in love with others too easily, and I give up on others too easily.
"It should be, I don't want to leave at the moment, what, stay with me?" Seeing Luo Xiaoman's expression, I couldn't help but tease.
"It's okay to work overtime with you, but I still have time to eat with you, how about it, do you want to go out for a drink with me, I'll have a treat." Luo Xiaoman is still a little worried about my state in the past two days, if people keep staying up like this, something will happen sooner or later.
"Eat...... I'm really hungry, but ......
"It's still ...... for the two of us"
"I called Xiao Yang to come along, let's go, go straight over." Luo Xiaoman had thought of this a long time ago, if she asked me alone, I might not really go over, I couldn't help but call for this woman's wisdom.
"Okay, then it's better to be respectful, but he seems to be very busy in the past two days, and I haven't seen him much."