148 Fear from the heart (one more to ask for a monthly pass)

"That's all for today's live broadcast, if you want to watch me tomorrow, please go watch the live broadcast of station B!"

Weiyang has been broadcast, and today is another bumper harvest, with another 300,000 on the basis of one million online viewers, and the popularity value of the system has increased by more than 4,000, but Weiyang can't feel happy.

Covering her head, she didn't know if she was delusional, and every time she sang, it was as if there was a woman's voice in her head, and she kept saying, 'Let me out!' Because she was vague and in a trance, she didn't know if there was such a thing, which made her a little uneasy.

This is a feeling that she has never tried before, and she even wonders if the previous owner of this body still exists, and feels that this sound must have come from the original soul in the body, which makes Weiyang a little panicked.

If the original Weiyang is still alive, then what will she do if the other party snatches her body from herself?

Do you want to give your body back to the other person?

Then she will not become a spectator, she can only look at the world from the perspective of a spectator, and she will not even be able to interfere or participate in it.

She doesn't want it!

Only in this case, she doesn't want it!

She is Weiyang, no one wants to snatch her identity, no one can!

For the first time, Weiyang didn't go to Mi Xue'er for trouble, she hid in the quilt and covered her head, with a frightened expression on her face.

She was afraid, scared like never before, worried that someone would come to replace her and become the real Weiyang.

This feeling made her go back to the past, when she suddenly wanted to live alone in the world, she was as scared as she is now, afraid that she would be abandoned by the whole world and banished to a world where there was no one.

This also caused her to have nightmares all night, dreaming of the scene of a person working hard in the world in the past, dreaming of being bullied and having to hide in the corner, cursing humanity, cursing the world, and cursing all the injustices in the world.

secretly hated her weakness, hated that she couldn't trample everyone under her feet and let her life be her own decision.

"Stupid sister, did you play games all night last night? The face is so bad! ”

So much so that when I saw her in the morning, I was almost scared.

The dark circles on the eyes, the mental malaise, the whole person seems to have lost its luster, and the usual time is like two people, as if returning to a month ago, Weiyang at that time was like this.

Miku didn't understand what was suddenly going on, but she was a little worried about the idiot.

"I'm fine, but I didn't sleep well last night, and I'll be refreshed after a while."

The future doesn't believe this stupid person at all, she knows very well that something must have happened, but a stupid person is a stupid person, if she doesn't want to say it, she, as a sister, can't help.

There are some things that you have to face by yourself, and you can only cross the past by facing your own heart.

"Then come down and eat."

When Weiyang went downstairs, the dark circles under his eyes had faded a lot, and his spirit seemed to have returned to his previous state, but in the future, he saw strange fear in those smiling eyes.

It's the feeling of being afraid of everything, not just of my family, but of everything in the world.

What the hell is going on, this idiot isn't looking forward to tonight's event, and he's still with that vixen, but can he still perform well at night in his current state?

In the future, I'm worried that my sister's performance will be messed up, and although her parents don't have time to go to the venue at night, she definitely wants to go, after all, it's the first time my sister sings in public, and it must feel good, and I heard that she has to put on makeup and wear real cos, so she really wants to see what her sister looks like after putting on makeup.

In the future, I feel that as long as she is always by her sister's side, she will definitely be fine, this is the confidence given by her strength, and that strength can solve everything that can be solved.

Weiyang didn't even know how she spent her day today, and the trance time passed quietly, and when she stood in the fitting room of the venue and faced Ma Tingting who was standing in front of her, she finally came back to her senses.

"Weiyang, remember?"

"Sorry! Can you say that again? I didn't seem to hear it clearly. ”

What Ma Tingting said to her before, Weiyang was not impressed at all, there was a makeup artist next to her who was circling her, and she was wearing a driving suit for DVA Song Hana in Overwatch.

The character she wants to cos today is Song Hana, a character who uses the Korean interstellar female player 'Empress' as the prototype design.

"I said, Weiyang, your performance is scheduled to be sung three times in a row before the end of the competition, and the song "The Peak" will be sung at the end, and then a retelling of Tossgirl to Sun Yifeng will be recited."

"Okay! I understand! ”

Although the second explanation was answered, Ma Tingting always felt that the person she liked didn't really listen.

"Weiyang, are you alright? How do you feel a little strange today? ”

In a trance, Ma Tingting thought that Weiyang was always out of state today, obviously he was such a capable person before, why did he suddenly become ordinary.

She really feels this way, just like the current Weiyang, which is hidden behind the glamour, the real Weiyang, afraid and cowardly, Ma Tingting doesn't know why it suddenly became like this, but she feels that this is the best opportunity to understand the real Weiyang.

"I'm fine, it's probably the first time I've stood on such a big stage, so I'm a little nervous! Just take it slowly! ”

Weiyang is strong in spirit, she understands that this is the best opportunity to make her popularity explode at one time, if she doesn't cherish it, she may not have a chance in this life, this is what Ma Tingting fought for her, and she must not live up to the other party's kindness.

But she had an ominous premonition, always feeling that when she stepped on the stage, something not so good would happen, which made her already fearful heart even more restless.

"Miss, her face is very versatile, she only needs a little light makeup to restore the role of DVA, you see, I think this is the best and most suitable for her makeup."

The makeup artist finally finished working on Weiyang's body, and stopped to show Weiyang in front of the mirror to Ma Tingting.

The other special guests are not as good as Weiyang, and there are makeup artists specially provided by Penguin to help, and those anchors who come are all doing their own makeup, at most they provide costumes on the spot, which is hard to compare with Weiyang.

And Weiyang looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly felt that makeup was also a magical thing.

Originally, his pink hair was turned brown under the effect of disposable adhesive hair dye, wearing headphones with a sense of science and technology, and wearing a tight-fitting mecha pilot suit, which perfectly set off Weiyang's already good figure, but there was not much astringency, but it was like an idol standing on the stage, ready to meet his own battle.

It was only then that Miyota suddenly woke up from her fear.

Why was she so scared?

There's nothing to be afraid of, she'll always be there as long as she wins, isn't it?

The flying look in her eyes returned, and she understood that what she had to do was to overcome it as before.

It's just that this time it's not the enemy who will be defeated, but herself.

picked up the prop gun prepared for her on the table, Weiyang just put a DVA signature poss in front of Ma Tingting, and Ma Tingting understood that the person she liked was back.

It's just that at this time, Weiyang, from the corner of the mirror in the fitting room, saw a petite and cute girl, who was showing half of her head, and a pair of big black eyes were secretly looking at this side.

As a result, when she saw Weiyang looking at her in the mirror, she retracted her head again, but she still showed a handful of dull hair on the top of her head, proving that she was still hiding behind the door and did not run away.