Xia Zi nervously rode on the special bus back and forth to the Comic Con, the wheels crushing the ground and driving towards the destination, and the roar and bump of the engine in his ears were at the same amplitude.

The scenery in the car and outside the window was crowded with all kinds of cosplay, and she was not unfamiliar with sitting in such an environment, but today more than ever, she might take the step that she didn't want to but will come one day.

The air conditioning in the car tried its best to cool down in the crowded crowd, and when she was about to reach the stop outside the venue, she took out the makeup mirror and checked her makeup, the sunlight was in the reflection of the glass, her skin was white and flawless, and the beauty of her nose and cherry lips, contact lenses and eyelashes were retouched, which was infinitely close to the two-dimensional appearance.

When the car arrived, she and another radiant girl got out of the car, and after stepping on the ground, the surrounding sea of people seemed to be blessed with the heat of the air, and she couldn't help but feel a little more irritated since the discussion last night, and she fanned the wind with her little hand.

"Natsuko, don't be afraid when the time comes." The girl named Manman mentioned it to her.

"Hmm." Natsuko's little hands clenched.

Looking around at the number of people in the venue, he heard the light hmm, glanced back, and smiled comfortingly, "It's only afternoon, why are you so nervous." ”

Halfway through, two men with cameras in their hands came over and accosted me and asked if they could take a picture.

Manman happily agreed, let go of the hand holding Natsuko, stretched out his hand and posed as a character in the COS suit on his body, and a smile that melted everything quickly appeared on his face.

The man who held up the camera lifted his thick glasses and looked at Natsuko - there were two beautiful cosplays before they progressed, and they couldn't be wasted.

Natsuko nodded hurriedly and faced the camera. The man who wanted to take the picture looked shy and timid, and the thick, oily glasses retracted behind the camera with all his eyes, and the deep unknown lens pointed at Natsuko, leaving only the corners of his mouth hooked inexplicably.

Natsuko tugged at the hem of her skirt uncomfortably, today's skirt was very short, and she pouted cutely.

……

"Thank you."

"You're welcome~"

"You guys look good~"

"Haha, yes......"

Xia Zi is her name in the circle, her own student, and her other profession may be called Coser.

It's been half a year since she entered the circle, and it doesn't matter if she understands the process of entering the circle at first, as long as she can understand that she was originally quiet and inferior, and she came to school in the magic capital from the countryside, she can not be isolated from the self-contained girl ecology.

The old-fashioned children of the same period have been separated and live in the class transparently forever, and they have to walk, study, and eat in groups of three or five schools alone. Natsuko is lucky, and by chance cosplay, she successfully integrates into the ecology and breaks away from the wretched people in the aristocratic school. Especially the boys, when they saw her photo, they took the initiative to help her pull out of the precarious nothingness.

Yes, it's that kind of nothingness, if you don't join the ecosystem smartly in the first place, it will be difficult to join. From then on, there will be no difference between having one more of you and one less of you in the class. After Natsuko was welcomed, when she was still hesitating and worrying about how to get rid of her old soil at the same time, the other party automatically felt inferior and detached, just like the past she had sadly observed, without complaints, without surprise, and consciously retreated into the corner like a pitiful dust.

Natsuko was educated, understood, and knew that it was wrong for her to do this. But even if you don't feel like dust, when everyone thinks you're dust, you're dust in this world. Be positive, do what you feel is meaningful, and live a good life...... However, she is boarding on campus, living here, and all her social interactions are concentrated in dozens of acres, which is her current life.

Walking to a high place, she learned a lot of knowledge beyond books, makeup, dressing, subtle tone changes, and several invincible facial expressions from the clay rooster to the neon mansion. In her life, she was pushed, her mentality changed, although it is difficult to completely change the quiet cat-like character given by her, but she can sometimes be in familiar areas, like a person in the city, as strong and sophisticated.

For example, cosplay, she can have good campus memories through this thing that has no threshold, and she can make herself understand men, become beautiful, and make money.

After dealing with another wave of passers-by's photos, Xia Zi and Manman took the tickets given by the exhibitors and entered the shady venue. Selling smiles on stage at several events and walking in specific areas at the same time will have a stable ecological income.

But she still borrowed money in a high-consumption megacity, a brand for girlfriends to chat, Cos took a set of photos, and wanted to take photos to become "god cos", no matter how confident you are, you can do without makeup, but you must have a good post-production. In the later stage, I asked for money, and I didn't want money, but Xia Zi didn't accept it.

And after all, she embarked on a different but the same path for life, and she accepted it, and this time the predecessors helped her.

People come and go, some of the men and women of tourists are smiling, and some are shouting when they see things on the silver screen, and Natsuko doesn't quite understand how to see the dead house groups in the corresponding Cos circle spend a lot of money to buy the low-cost peripherals.

She made up with diligent thoughts, just like watching her mother farm when she was a child, not because she liked it, but because she had to do it. However, when BGM sounded in some videos, the picture was dreamy, and she saw countless barrages floating past, "No regrets in this life", "no regrets in this life" - at this time, a deep incomprehension rose in her heart, and there was a trace of resentment and absurdity.

Even if she is a person who has been living a wronged life, rarely speaks loudly to people, and is cowardly and quiet, she can't help but say: Cheers, little ghosts!

Wear all kinds of non-mainstream clothes,The patchwork pieces that can't be worn out at all in social life,Some she recognizes,Small burial,Mikasa,Big River,But more is she doesn't know,With her tepid make-up in just half a year,It's really difficult to recognize all the popularity,Every time she pulls out a stack of strange dramas on the barrage website,,It's an abnormal headache and I feel like it's really full and has nothing to do.,I can't finish watching it.,The land can't be planted.,The unpopular niche draft style is very popular and yells to let me see it., I don't know why I filmed so many pirate deaths in hundreds of episodes, and the endless disgusting cute harem.

But for half a year, Natsuko seems to have found a little bit of fun to watch recently. As she passed by the fandom exhibit, she picked up a book of Naruto's merchandise printed on it.

People may just know that reality is like this, or they are still addicted to fictional stories and characters, at least the paper people are pure. Natsuko stroked the lines on the paper, her face flushed, the cover was a dark part wearing a fox mask, and the brief appearance of the dark uniform in the comic memory fragment has made readers have many associations.

For no reason, a contradictory girl, when no one knew, began to pin her youth on fantasy and became a fan of the name Yubai. She has checked countless materials and tirelessly flipped through the forum analysis, and she was happy when she was useless.

It's a pity that Xia Zi's emotions are limited to this new fire work, and the other works are at most half-understood. But fortunately, the erudition and loyalty to the anime do not determine the level of evaluation in the circle, and it doesn't matter if you don't know the rented clothes, they look good, and the less you wear, the better.

She remembers that no one cares about dressing up in comic con, but if you cos, the otaku will take pictures of you.

Hehe, the dead house is disgusting.

……

"It's disgusting!"

Lin Xiaozhai was in the same exhibition area, looking at Wang Haoxue pulling Yu Xiaobai to find something, and criticized with disdain.

Mo Kaohsiung, who was also in a small notebook on the stall, pretended to observe casually, and his face turned red.

"But disgusting is disgusting." Lin Xiaozhai's tone changed suddenly, rubbing his hands, facing the colorful little books everywhere in this area, his eyes lit up again, "Homo Ben, go!" ”