Chapter 84: Chen Lili's life experience
Chen Lili drank a lot of wine in the KTV again, and Ji Ran saw that the bottles of the Arctic Ocean had bottomed out, for fear that Chen Lili would get drunk, so she hurriedly stopped.
"Lily, don't drink any more, you've already drunk a lot." Ji Ran snatched the wine bottle from Chen Lili's hand, she was already full of alcohol.
Chen Lili sat on the sofa, suddenly with a sad expression and tears, she choked up, threw herself into Ji Ran's arms, and cried with a whimper.
Seeing this, Ji Ran was startled, she was fine just now, why was she so sad all of a sudden?
Chen Lili's tears rolled down, crying like a helpless child, wetting Ji Ran's clothes.
"Lily? Lily? What happened to you? Ji Ran asked worriedly, it was the first time she had seen Chen Lili so sad and sad.
Chen Lili cried in Ji Ran's arms for a long time before she raised her head with teary eyes, "Little Ji Ji, I broke up with Ma Kai." ”
"Huh? Did you break up? Ji Ran looked at Chen Lili and asked, she knew that Chen Lili had always liked Ma Kai, and if they broke up, it would be a big blow to Chen Lili.
"I like him so much, but why doesn't he like me? He wasn't happy when I bought him a gift, I invited him to a big meal, and he was always absent-minded, I never asked him for anything, but why didn't he like me? Chen Lili said sadly, crying silently.
"Lily, don't be sad, it's not your fault, I can only blame Ma Kai for not having vision, missing you is the biggest regret in his life." Ji Ran comforted Chen Lili and said.
"Little Ji Ji, I'm so sad in my heart, I thought I would forget him, but I'm really sad in my heart, my heart hurts..."
"Lily, I know, I know you like him very much, but he doesn't deserve your love." Ji Ran looked at Chen Lili so heartbroken, and she felt so sad, she didn't want to see Chen Lili so sad, after all, she was the girl she liked.
"Actually, I already knew that he didn't like me, I thought that as long as I was really good to him, he would change his mind, but no matter what I did, it was useless, he still didn't like me..."
"Lily, don't drink any more." Ji Ran hurriedly snatched Chen Lili's wine bottle over, poured out all the wine inside, and didn't let her drink it anymore.
"Little Ji Ji, do you know why I brought you to my house?" Chen Lili suddenly looked at Ji Ran and asked.
"Why?" Ji Ran asked.
"Because I want someone to talk to, you know? Over the years, I have actually been so bitter in my heart, but no one has ever been able to listen to me, and it is so uncomfortable to press in my heart. Chen Lili wiped her tears, looked at Ji Ran and said.
"Lily, if you have anything on your mind, just tell me, I promise I won't tell anyone else." Ji Ran assured Chen Lili.
"Little Himehime, you know what? Although in the eyes of many people, I seem to live a very happy life, worry-free food and clothing, and never lack money to spend, but I am really lonely, no one has ever really liked me, and no one really cares about me, I pin my only hope on love, but even love betrayed me, I am so sad. Chen Lili said disheartenedly.
"Lily, don't say that, don't you still have parents who love you very much? Seeing that Uncle Chen is so good to you, I really envy you. Ji Ran hugged Chen Lili and tried to persuade her.
"Little Ji Ji, if I told you that I was not born to my father, would you believe it?" As soon as Chen Lili's words came out, Ji Ran was slightly taken aback.
The two are not biological father and daughter?
"Lily, are you drunk? Don't talk nonsense, Uncle Chen will be unhappy if he hears it. Ji Ran said nervously to Chen Lili.
"What he knows, in fact, my parents can't have children, and I was raised by them from the welfare home." Chen Lili said to Ji Ran.
Hearing Chen Lili's words, Ji Ran felt very incredible, she never thought that Chen Lili was actually adopted?
"I still don't know who my biological parents are, in the eyes of outsiders, I seem to be living a good life, but in this family, I feel like a third party, it's really embarrassing." Chen Lili said, her expression was very sad.
"Is it because of your mother?" Ji Ran looked at Chen Lili and asked.
Chen Lili nodded noncommittally and told Ji Ran about her growth experience from childhood to adulthood.
It turned out that Chen Lili was an orphan since she was a child, and was adopted by a welfare home, and when she was less than two years old, she was adopted by Chen's father and Chen's mother.
Originally, Chen Lili didn't know her background and spent a relatively happy childhood, but later, as she grew up, Chen Lili felt more and more that things didn't seem to be right.
Especially after entering puberty, Chen's mother seems to have a worse and worse temper, always suspicious, and she is very disgusted with Chen Lili's excessive intimacy with her father, and sometimes she will be angry when the father and daughter whisper something.
Later, in a quarrel between Chen's father and Chen's mother, Chen Lili overheard a question about her life experience, and she learned that she was adopted.
Although Chen Lili, Chen's father and Chen's mother still seem to be a happy family, she can no longer find the happy feeling she once had.
"Little Ji Ji, I can't tell anyone these words, can you understand the distress in my heart?" Chen Lili looked at Ji Ran, and her sad eyes made Ji Ran's heart break.
"Lily, I understand your feelings." Ji Ran nodded gently, it turns out that in this world, being rich is not necessarily happy, and having a pair of biological parents is the happiest thing.
"I always feel like a failure, without the love of my biological parents, I don't even deserve love." Chen Lili sighed and said disheartenedly.
"Lily, don't be so pessimistic, you are so beautiful, in fact, there are many boys who like you." Ji Ran cheered Chen Lili up.
"Little Ji Ji, don't comfort me, I'm such a failure, who will like me?" Chen Lili said bitterly in her heart.
"Me!" Ji Ran looked at Chen Lili's unbelieving appearance and blurted out excitedly.
When Chen Lili heard this, she glanced at Ji Ran strangely, "Little Ji Ji, don't make trouble?" We're both girls, so I don't want to mess with you about glass. ”
Hearing Chen Lili's refusal, Ji Ran felt so lost, she was not worthy of her when she was a boy, but she didn't expect to be disgusted by her as a girl...