Chapter 985: And you, will always be just an ordinary friend
Yang Xiaoguang held back the excitement in his heart, and then quietly came to Yun Ziwei's room.
"You're here." Yun Ziwei said calmly.
"Yes." Yang Xiaoguang hurriedly said.
"Don't be so nervous, just sit down." Yun Ziwei said as she turned around and went to make tea.
After a while, she took a cup of tea and put it in front of Yang Xiaoguang, and then sat opposite Yang Xiaoguang, without speaking, she kept looking at Yang Xiaoguang.
Yang Xiaoguang's scalp was numb when Yun Ziwei saw it, and finally took the initiative to say: "That..."
"Yang Xiaoguang, frankly speaking, we haven't known each other for a long time, why do you have such a strong attachment to me?" Yun Ziwei said calmly.
"Hehehe." Yang Xiaoguang stubbornly said: "Maybe you believe in love over time, but there is also love at first sight." Like the heroes and heroines of "Titanic", they fell in love at first sight, but they can deduce such a fiery love. So..."
Yun Ziwei didn't speak, just looked at Yang Xiaoguang quietly.
"That, Ziwei Immortal Emperor, I like you, have you caused trouble?" Yang Xiaoguang said weakly.
"Yes." Yun Ziwei said directly.
Ahem!
Yang Xiaoguang choked directly.
"I thought you'd be a little more tactful." Yang Xiaoguang said embarrassedly.
Yun Ziwei stood up, came to the window, looked at the sky outside the cabin, and said lightly: "I don't think you are causing me trouble because you intervened between me and Ao Tianya, but because you intervened between me and my late ex-husband." ”
"Huh?" Yang Xiaoguang was stunned and asked cautiously, "What do you mean?" ”
"I now understand that that past marriage was a very, very painful experience, so painful that I had to give up that memory. However, you reminded me of that sad experience. ”
Yang Xiaoguang was stunned: "You, what do you remember?" ”
"You ask me, is it wrong to like someone? In fact, I asked him this before, although I didn't remember his appearance, his breath, but, I know, that's him. Yun Ziwei said.
Yang Xiaoguang's heart was suddenly surging.
Yes.
Yun Ziwei once asked him almost the same question.
"Chenguang, is it wrong to like someone? I like you, can't I? ”
Yang Xiaoguang covered his heart, his expression full of pain and remorse.
"He, how did he answer you?" Yang Xiaoguang endured the surging thoughts in his heart and tried his best to be calm.
"He, like me, chose to be silent, chosen, and escaped." Yun Ziwei said calmly.
Yang Xiaoguang didn't speak again, and neither did Yun Ziwei.
There was silence in the room.
After a while, Yang Xiaoguang raised his head again, looked at Yun Ziwei, and said, "Ziwei Immortal Emperor, what do you want to say?" ”
Yun Ziwei's hands clenched slightly: "You, can you stop liking me?" ”
Yang Xiaoguang's heart instantly felt like a needle prick, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
"Is that your answer?"
Yun Ziwei didn't dare to look at Yang Xiaoguang, turned around and continued to look at the sky outside, and said, "It's not that I hate you, and it's not that I reject you because of Ao Tianya." I'm just a little scared. You are too similar to me before, I know that it is a hopeless love, but I will still chase it with broken bones, and you make me feel scared. I've made up my mind to leave the past behind and rebuild my life, but you'll keep reminding me of my old self, the restless, fragile, desperate me. ”
"But is that the one who is easily restless, who looks strong but is actually fragile, who is always hopeful and always in despair? It is precisely because of the experience of anxiety, the experience of vulnerability and despair that you are where you are today, isn't it? Yang Xiaoguang clenched his fists.
"No, you're wrong." Yun Ziwei's expression was calm: "I also investigated my background a little bit, and I was originally just an ordinary female monk. After the death of my husband Yang Chenguang, I cut off the past, bid farewell to the restless, fragile and desperate me, and my cultivation began to soar, and only then did I become the powerful me I am today. ”
"Yes, in terms of cultivation, you have indeed awakened, less than 10,000 years, and you have cultivated to become an Immortal Emperor, which is unprecedented. However, you, who are already an immortal emperor, chose to give up this memory in five hundred years because you couldn't bear the pain of your early marriage. If you are strong enough, why is it that after so much time, you still can't accept that unhappy marriage? It's just memory. You're even scared of memories, which is also called powerful? ”
A trace of violence suddenly flashed in Yun Ziwei's eyes, she reached out and directly grabbed Yang Xiaoguang, strangled his neck, and her expression was a little hideous: "Yang Xiaoguang, you are an outsider, how can you understand my pain?!" ”
Yang Xiaoguang didn't have the slightest fear, his eyes looked at Yun Ziwei calmly, and then he stretched out his hand to caress Yun Ziwei's beautiful cheeks, and then suddenly smiled: "I like you, beautiful and powerful, nothing can overwhelm the powerful." Don't be afraid of the past, don't reject the past, that's your life. I'm sure you'll be able to embrace the past that you can't look back on. ”
"If I could have accepted them, I wouldn't have abandoned them five hundred years ago. Also, don't touch my face, you're too bold. Yun Ziwei said calmly.
Yang Xiaoguang smiled, withdrew his hand, and then said: "Five hundred years ago, when you abandoned your memories, I was not by your side. But now, I am by your side, and I will definitely help you get out of the shadow of that unhappy marriage, so that you can accept it again, and then continue to hope for the future. ”
"Is it possible?" Yun Ziwei looked confused.
Yang Xiaoguang clenched his right fist, and then said confidently: "Please believe me!" ”
Yun Ziwei glanced at Yang Xiaoguang, and after a while, she suddenly sighed lightly.
"How... What's wrong? Don't you believe me? ”
Yun Ziwei shook her head slightly: "Not really." ”
She paused, looked at Yang Xiaoguang, and said, "Yang Xiaoguang, there is something I want to tell you." ”
"Well, you say."
"My feelings for my husband are probably much stronger than you imagined, you helped me recover my memory, let me try to accept that unfortunate memory, it is indeed possible to succeed, but..."
Yun Ziwei changed her words and said, "But in doing so, the most likely event is that I have regained my love for my husband, even though he has been dead for 10,000 years. And you will always be a friend, an ordinary friend. ”
Yang Xiaoguang grinned: "Hmm! I understand! ”
"Why are you so optimistic? Don't you like me and want to be with me? Yun Ziwei explained.
"Ah~" Yang Xiaoguang scratched his head, with a simple face: "My mind is actually very simple." As long as the person I like is happy, then I feel happy. That's how helpful I am, self-sacrificing! ”