Seventeen years old
Seventeen years old in 2019, I am 17 years old, I have survived in high school, and now I am very confused, I don't know what I am doing, what I want to do, what I can do, so that I go on with the same life every day, I don't know whether I survived for 365 days, or 1 day, the world has given me too much nostalgia, too much attachment, we are looking forward to a full relationship, a fulfilling experience, the world has given us a lot, but the only thing that has not been given is her.
Looking at the science I couldn't understand, I felt that I was a failure, so I chose the liberal arts as I wished, and I don't know what the future will be, but I have to go on with my choice.
Loneliness is the biggest difficulty in life, I used to be very lonely, surfing the Internet alone, eating alone, and in the eyes of others, I was lacking friends, but is this really the case?
No one can accompany you to the end, all you have to do is adapt to loneliness in advance. We were born without friends, we are all lonely, I am not afraid of loneliness, I am afraid of disappointment, when your wishful thinking gives her, she thinks you deserve it, then you will not be disappointed.
Will you post a circle of friends in advance before the trip to say that there is a together? I want to find a companion to go to that place with you, but you have to be clear that when you step on the train in that city, a carload of people are your companions, so why not get to know each other?
There is no such thing as a moment, only a reality. Life can be boiled down to a simple choice.
Either busy with survival, or busy with dying, staying here is very tired, very tired, but also very happy, I believe that everyone has faith, but in between there is no one for whom, only who likes whom, looking at the back of the girl you like is not a comfort, is it a pleasure, will she be very happy when she inadvertently sees you, no one you know, only someone you care, you care about someone you go to meet and meet someone who doesn't care, I believe you won't pay attention to it at all, if I don't like you, how can I not be friends with youIf I like you, how can I just be friends with you.
Always peeking at her cheeks, because seeing her disappear even if she was bad. suppressed the emotions in my heart, and I have known her for more than 200 days and nights, there have been quarrels, cold wars, and small setbacks, but in the end they are together as always, and sincere people cannot be separated, unless a third party inserts them.
Believe it, no matter how sincere you are, you won't leave, no matter what you go through, don't let outsiders see your helplessness, come on in a foreign land!
Love can make people proud like the scorching sun, but also humble as dust, each of us will have a moment of being carried away by love, so that a giving, in the end in exchange for a cold eye, you have to learn to refuse, to learn to refuse what you don't want, refusal is the performance of the brave.
Let yourself be the person you want to be, just like that, dare to love and hate. Seventeen-year-old self is inexplicably so sad, I don't know what I have experienced, what I have learned, I am very confused, I have read a lot of books and I don't know what I need, I always feel that I am doing nothing, alas, I hope that I will grow up quickly, and when I grow up, I will pursue my dreams, find the love I want, that friendship, don't worry about lonely friends, God is fair, give you great rewards at the right time, work hard, and succeed in the initial birth, and the final death, it is the inevitable of lifeSeventeen-year-olds, come on!