Charimi's hand holding the juice paused slightly, her face showed a deep sadness, she shook her head slightly, put the juice on the table, and said in a soft voice: "He didn't know, and I didn't tell him." ”

"Why didn't you hit the kid?" I asked.

Actually, what I originally wanted to say was that your family is in a complicated situation, and Cai Yue is unwilling to marry you, why did you give birth to this child.

If you are born, it will only be more painful.

Of course, I didn't say it in my heart, I was afraid of irritating her.

"I'm on the operating table." Xia Limi said in a low voice: "After thinking about it, I really think that this child should be killed." But...... Sister Xiaochu, this is my child, my next generation...... The child is innocent. Why...... Why should I make a mistake and let an innocent life who has never even seen the world bear it......"

I felt heavy, "Limi, many times, it is not you who think he is innocent, he can be born." Have you ever thought about how much pain you will have and how much cold eyes you will receive after giving birth to this child. Including your children, how will they be discriminated against and excluded in the future......"

"I know...... But...... Sister He Chu ......" Xia Limi's voice was a little choked, "The doctor said that if I hit this child, I can't have any more children......"

My pupils narrowed, and my hands gripped the cushion I was sitting on.

"I used to say sorry to my child countless times before I went to hit him...... I think that if God had mercy on me, my children would be him in the future, and he would choose me as a mother. But...... But do you know how desperate I am when I hear the doctor say that......" Charimi burst into tears.

"How can this be......" I murmured.

"I went to the operating table, and the nurse asked me several times if I was sure if I was going to kill the baby. I said I'm sure...... But the moment I saw the anesthetic, I regretted it, and I didn't want to beat him. Such...... I can't be a mother anymore......" Charimi smiled miserably, "maybe that's God's punishment for me...... It's my punishment for ruining a little life......"

"Lime......" I shook her hand.

Xia Limi wiped away her tears, "Sister Xiaochu, I really have no other way." When the child is born, I will take good care of him, and I will take good care of him. ”

I didn't know what to say or how to persuade her.

"I don't regret it at all." Shalimi's voice was soft, "During the time when I decided to have an abortion, I had a dream every night that a little child ran towards me, and when he was about to touch me, it turned into a terrifying look, and he questioned me loudly, asking me why I didn't want him, why I killed him. I couldn't sleep or eat well every day, and then I decided to keep the child, and I never had a dream like that again. I guess the kid is begging me to keep him......"

I let out a long sigh, "Since you've already decided, let's go ahead with this idea...... But, Cai Yue's side, are you sure you won't tell him? ”

Shalimi shook his head, "He doesn't like me in the first place, and I don't want to lose the last of my dignity in front of him." I also...... I don't want to be with him because of my child. In this case, he who suffers is also me. ”

I pursed my lips and looked at Shalimi, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.

Shalimi's self-esteem is too strong.

In her heart, even if she bears it alone, she doesn't want to be embarrassed and thrown to the person she loves the most.

That would keep her head up for the rest of her life.

"Sister Xiaochu, don't worry about me, I'm doing well now. Look at me, the whole person is fat, eats everything, and is not a picky eater at all. Charimi wiped away her tears and smiled at me.

I could tell she was smiling.

"If you have any difficulties, remember to find me."

I didn't give her the money directly, I knew Charimi's temperament too well, and if she saw me take the money, she wouldn't thank me, but would turn against me.

So, that's all I can say.

Charimi nodded, "Of course, you are my sister, and I will never be polite to you." ”

I knew in my heart that Shalimi would not turn to me until he was completely cornered.

She's a person......

It's too strong.

"You're really, you hid it from so many people, and you didn't ......even tell me," I said with some complaints.

"I'm afraid that my sister will be angry...... After my sister gave birth, I didn't come over...... I haven't been seeing you...... I don't want to go ......," said Charimi.

I feel like a mirror in my heart, she is just afraid that she will be embarrassed by Cai Yue, and she doesn't know how to explain it when the time comes.

"How could I be angry......" I took her hand, "I don't think you're too late." ”

"Hmm......" Xia Limi hesitated, wanted to speak and stopped, and asked for a long time: "Cai Yue...... Are you alright......"

I looked at her and didn't answer.

In fact, Cai Yue and I have not been in touch for a long time, and we have not seen each other since I finished the confinement.

Xia Limi whispered: "Before, because of Gao Yuanxi's matter, I came forward to say that I was Cai Yue's girlfriend...... Also publicly stated that I was pregnant. Although she helped Sister Xiaochu get out of trouble, she ...... also put Cai Yue in an embarrassing situation. During this time, I have been seeing news about me and Cai Yue...... Is he okay? ”

I've also seen this news, it's nothing more than news like "Cai Dagongzi abandons his wife and children", "Cai Dagongzi messes around, and the children are about to be born".

Once, I even saw a video of an interview with Cai Yue on the Internet.

It's not so much an interview as a forced question.

Because of the reporter at the front, the microphone was about to be stuffed into Cai Yue's mouth.

Cai Yue's face was gloomy, and he didn't answer whatever they asked.

Later, Cai Yue couldn't help it, he was directly angry, dragged the microphone, fell to the ground hard, and stepped on it angrily with his foot a few times.

No one dared to interview him anymore.

"What could be bad about him." I said lightly.

Xia Limi breathed a sigh of relief, "He's fine......"

At this moment, I didn't even know what to say.

In Xia Limi, I always feel like I saw the infatuated with Fu Yang a few years ago.

It seems to be like her.

It's been so long that I can't even remember it.

"Little Sister Chu, can I take a look at your child?" Charimi asked.

"Absolutely."

I hurriedly led her towards the nursery.

Leahy saw her and offered to greet her.

Shalimi didn't speak English, so I acted as a translator in the middle, saying that he was my godfather, and Shalimi was my good friend and best friend.

Leahy made an OK gesture and stood aside.

Charimi carefully picked up the child, her eyes full of love.