181. That little thing in the bones

"It's a good feeling to be alive~~"

Lan Sui felt the gently swaying seats, and the milky white interior of the car.

Although the scenery at first glance is not very good. However, he can still feel all this with a sense of touch, and Lan Sui is deeply grateful.

"If you know it's good to be alive, why run away and die."

The black SUV slowly stopped in front of the zebra crossing, watching the pedestrians slowly pass by with the red stop warning lights. Let the person in the front seat can't help but open the window, and then take out a pack of cigarettes and lighters from the car.

"Smack~", cyan smoke spit out. Although when the window was opened, most of the smoke drifted out slightly. But inevitably, some of them float to the back of the vehicle.

"Hey! Don't you know, there are still patients in the back row? ”

Lan Sui kicked on the driver's seat and protested: "Just let me smoke second-hand, you really did it." ”

In the face of this kind of remarks, Zheng Dao didn't want to speak, and directly threw the cigarette and lighter in his hand into the back row.

It didn't take long for the whole car to be filled with smoke as a "pop" and "whew" sounded with a long breath.

At this point, the red light finally passed.

Press the clutch, put the car in first gear, and press the accelerator. The black SUV started slowly.

"You haven't answered my question yet."

Bounced the ash into the ashtray that came with the car, Zheng Dao looked at the road ahead and asked.

"Heh~"

Lan Sui chuckled, stretched out his hand to flick the cigarette ash into the ashtray, and then took a puff of the cigarette before saying: "In life, don't you always have to do something to die~"

"That's what you know you can't do, or more precisely, martyrdom." Zheng Dao looked through the rearview mirror as Lan Sui lay lazily on the cushion and smoked a cigarette.

"But you, it's called head water."

Also through the rearview mirror, Lan Sui looked at Zheng Dao with a serious face in the small frame. Listening to his comments, a smile opened on his face and said:

"That's a good summary, you really think my head is in the water."

This is akin to giving up the discourse of continuing to communicate. Zheng Dao couldn't help frowning, and some didn't want to speak. Or rather, he is secretly reorganizing his language.

With the turn signal on, the steering wheel turns slightly. Lan Sui didn't control his body, so he shook his body according to the centrifugal force of the car.

After the car re-entered, the turn signal was turned off, and Zheng Dao also spoke:

"You should know that the master has expectations for you."

"Looking forward to it?"

Lan Sui raised his eyebrows, and at the same time pressed the cigarette into the ashtray, until the spark was completely extinguished, then he looked up and asked, "This kind of expectation, if my friend is in danger, then can I find Nie Suni to be responsible?" ”

"It's up to you."

Hearing this, Lan Sui suddenly raised his head and asked, "Then what am I doing when I join the Resident Office!" ”

"Do you think that the Office in Ying is just your backer?" For some reason, Zheng Dao's words came out with a hint of ridicule.

"I'm working for the office." Lan Sui understood what Zheng Dao meant, and gave a relatively satisfactory answer.

"196 people." Zheng Dao confided a number.

"What do you mean?"

"So far, the number of deaths in the office. This includes 145 peripheral members and 51 core members. All of them died in the strange land of Dongying.

We couldn't even collect the whole corpse for them. ”

Zheng Dao's words at this time said this, and he paused slightly. I don't know if I remember the episode when I led the team and collected the bodies of those partners.

After half a ring, he continued: "You are not relying on the green mountains and green, but on the shield piled up by countless white bones and flesh. ”

"!"

This is Lan Sui's most intuitive feeling in his heart.

"What do you mean by telling me, so that I don't have to worry about my own life and that of my family, and contribute my part wholeheartedly to the monks and demon stocks overseas?"

Lan Sui said this, and he couldn't tell whether it was sarcasm or truth. Of course, either way, it's very harsh.

Zheng Dao looked indifferent.

"Then whatever you think, it's just a lesson for you. Don't think that everything will be fine if you have a resident office, we are not the apex of humanity.

And human beings, with complex and deceitful minds, are always at the top of a food chain.

If you don't want to be devoured by them, you can only show your own strength. ”

After speaking, Lan Sui's Tongchen Mountain was already at the foot of the mountain.

The door lock was opened, and Lan Sui could get out of the car at any time, ignoring Zheng Dao.

However, at this time, he sat in the back row with a depressed face, looked at Zheng Dao in the rearview mirror and said, "I don't want to be expected by anyone." ”

"I know.

But you should also know that the so-called heroes created by the times are actually forced out by those who don't have the guts, they all want to feel it, but they have to check out a few jump shots to be relieved.

Your master, Mao Yi is like this, and so is my master. ”

Hearing this, Lan Sui felt more and more that something was wrong, and couldn't help but ask in confusion, "What do you mean by this?" ”

"Nothing interesting, just to tell you. Responsibility is a thing that sometimes comes, and you can't stop it if you want to. It's like you're starting to care about your friends now.

So, what about after that - can you really leave them behind and hide in a secluded place for the rest of your life? ”

Hearing this, Lan Sui knew in his heart that this was the right word.

But no matter how you listen to it, it will be unpleasant.

Directly opened the door and got out of the car, while muttering: "This is a special god, there is no way to talk!" ”

Zheng Daocai doesn't care so much.

After watching him get out of the car, he slammed the door shut, making a loud noise, and he just smiled and restarted the car. Slowly drive away from this deep mountain.

"Smack!"

He lit a cigarette again, looked at Lan Sui from the rearview mirror and looked at Lan Sui still standing in place, and couldn't help grinning:

"O man! The sense of responsibility in the bones, if you lose it, the person will be almost abolished. However, as long as there is still a part, sometimes they will do all kinds of unimaginable things. ”

Lan Sui was not able to hear Zheng Dao's words.

Or rather, he didn't want to listen.

Because, he has heard enough of tonight's words.

What he wanted to do most now was to throw those words out of his mind and never pay attention to them again.

But those words are like a cactus in the desert, deeply rooted in the deep layers of fine sand, just for the water source at the bottom.

Let people not be removed.

Because, this root carries vitality, a fresh and real vitality!