Chapter 97: The Calm Before the Storm
Li Wusheng didn't understand why Lin Qinghan wanted to add him, he was stunned for a while, and then he received a little resentment from Lin Qinghan, and then he realized that he hadn't agreed yet!
He profoundly realized that Lin Qinghan was not an ordinary cold.
Of course he knows this mentality, he used to have a good impression of a certain girl, and if he didn't react for a long time, he would be angry.
Anyway, the resentment value is real. So Li Wusheng slowly finished eating, and then agreed.
But you have to say hello if you add it, Li Wusheng couldn't remember what to say hello, and Lin Qinghan's heart seemed to be a little cold, so the two didn't say a word, and their friends just added.
Somehow on this day, Li Wusheng hadn't opened meat for a long time, but his appetite also changed, and he became nauseous as soon as he ate meat dishes, but he didn't eat a few bites, and Shen Yi looked worried.
Early the next morning, Li Wusheng got up early and found that the mother and daughter had not gotten up yet, so he went down to buy breakfast.
Before dawn, seeing that there was no one in a breakfast car, Li Wusheng walked away.
"How much does a finger cake cost?"
"Three!" The boss's eyes lit up, "Come on?" ”
Li Wusheng smiled, "Don't buy it." ”
"From ......"
Seeing that the resentment was worth the account, Li Wusheng didn't feel happy.
Although this was not deliberately scolded by him, he found that the resentment value obtained by relying on his mouth to scare people was really inefficient.
After Li Wusheng bought some steamed buns and sent them upstairs, he packed up and took the car back to the mountains, chanting Buddha on the way.
I don't know when it started, and he had a feeling of yearning for loneliness in his heart.
In his own spiritual world, whether it is chanting Buddha or meditating, he can clearly enter the memories of the past, to discern and recreate them.
He found that the people, those things, and those feelings in the past gradually became unimportant.
However, one of the things that troubled him the most was that his memories from the age of 14 to his sophomore year gradually began to freeze.
It's hard to remember in junior high school and high school, at most it's a vague impression, it's very popular in school, and when you come home, you continue to stay alone like that......
Li Wusheng flipped through his memories before he was 14 years old, when he was still small, handsome, and had good grades, but his memory came to an abrupt end.
He can't remember a lot of details before and after that time, and he can't remember anything.
Sometimes, when I think about it, I will see a bathtub of blood, and it will appear more than once.
Blood in the bathtub...... Is this a good thing or a bad thing? What's going on?
Thinking of this, a fragment suddenly appeared in Li Wusheng's mind: his body seemed to be restrained and unable to move, and a young man knelt under him, with a hideous and enjoyable face.
What a mess, Li Wusheng immediately began to feel nauseous, got out of the car and returned to the mountains, breathed fresh air to regain his calmness, returned to the fine house and opened the window, letting the cold air sink into his lungs.
Looking out the window, the valley was covered with snow, like a white curtain covering it.
The chanting of the nuns was faintly heard in the temple.
This sense of tranquility is as beautiful as a fairyland.
Gradually, the sky grew brighter, the streams flowing in the mountains began to thaw, and a large warm sun sprinkled on the valley. Li Wusheng suddenly felt a sense of joy born from within. It seems that all worries are gone.
Li Wusheng swept away his messy thoughts, brushed his messy hair, and a smile bloomed on his face, calm and bright in the sun.
There has been no news from the association in the past few days, Li Wusheng simply stayed in the house, the kitchen prepared a lot of grains, and Xuanyin would also send vegetables over, so he began to learn to cook by himself.
He didn't know how to make the old iron pot, and the first time there was less water, and the rice was confused. After that, he went to Zhenru Nunnery to eat, and Huaiqing knew about it, so he called Xuanyin to come over and teach him.
Xuanyin taught him to steam vegetables and rice, and a small portion was enough.
I made a basin of tap water, and then put the vegetables in the basin to wash, and the washed water continued to wash the rice, and finally rested on the table, saying that it was useful to wipe the table at the end.
"I'll go back first, and I'll be ready to boil in half an hour." Xuan Yin bowed his head and saluted after speaking, and then slowly walked back.
Li thanked him silently and returned to the kitchen to wait quietly, waited for the rice to be ready, served a bowl, and took it to the restaurant to eat, feeling that it was too light, and went to the kitchen to get a jar of pickles.
This is today's one-person food, Li Wusheng is eating, feeling a lot more comfortable in his stomach, and his mood is gradually calming down.
In the evening, Li Wusheng sat on the chair at the door, raised his eyes to look at the mountains and forests and the sunset in the distance, and was speechless for a long time.
He couldn't tell how he felt in his heart.
His life in this life was originally like a bloody drama, profligate, all kinds of scum, and all kinds of.
Then he suffered retribution, his career plummeted, and his life was lost.
Then it became a funny drama, while using his own methods to start from scratch, while happily earning resentment points, looking forward to the life of a soul doctor.
Then it became a bitter drama, redeeming others, witnessing the twists and turns of other people's fate, and seeing through other people's greed and hatred.
As a result, after a few days of rare leisure, he found that his life suddenly ushered in a rest, and the joy and impetuousness came to an abrupt end in this valley.
It's really interesting...... Li Wusheng watched the sunset and dyed everything in front of him golden.
After a while, I looked at the white moonlight and the night was peaceful. The whole world was so quiet that it was as if he were alone.
He couldn't help but feel that perhaps this was the calm before the storm.
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Since the beginning of February, there has been news of the appearance of iron rat ghosts in Moganshan, and the topic of iron rat ghosts, the medical community in Qiantang City is no longer the rhythm of casual chatter before.
On February 3, Shaking Soul issued an important notice, the iron rat ghost's cave was discovered by a helicopter brigade in a no-man's land in the north of the city, and after firing dozens of rockets, the team went in to search, only found a severed limb of the iron rat ghost, and the cave dug downward.
During this time, Li Wusheng's speed of chanting the Buddha also decreased, not because he was lazy, but because he felt that he had entered a state of silence, and sometimes when he didn't care about the speed and rhythm of chanting the Buddha, he could settle down faster, and his cultivation value could increase faster.
Sometimes I also go to the Jizo Hall to turn around the Jizo Sutra.
Sometimes I will make an appointment with Liu Tianyi to learn boxing.
So, just when the medical community outside the mountain gradually became nervous, Li Wusheng became more and more quiet.
Regardless of Buddhism, the most important thing for practitioners is to be calm. If you are not afraid of shallow kung fu, you are afraid of mental confusion.
When teaching Li Wusheng to learn boxing these days, Liu Tianyi could see that there seemed to be a sense of seeing through the red dust in his eyes, but it also brought more doubts.
Liu Tianyi can teach boxing without reservation, because teaching boxing can examine Li Wusheng's heart. And she has no interest in the outside world, even if the situation is becoming more and more tense, Liu Tianyi will keep in mind the lessons of her ancestors, strictly live in seclusion, and never involve the world.
So all Liu Tianyi can do is to keep his tea garden.
But why did Li Wusheng leave Hongchen at a young age?
Is it a thorough experience? Or do you see through it?
It's fine if you really see through it, but if you think you can see through it, I'm afraid it's still very superficial.
For cultivators, in fact, the pursuit of the realm is also a kind of seeking, and many cultivators end up strayed into the evil outer path because of this attachment.
Some people practice for the sake of fame, and they wish they could explain Taoism and Confucianism and leave a good reputation for the Chase family.
Some people practice for profit, and when they go out of the mountain again after gilding, they can raise their value.
She wanted to understand the longing in Li Wusheng's heart, what was he doing so desperately to cultivate?
After teaching boxing that day, Liu Tianyi returned home with these questions, and suddenly found an irregular vibration sound coming from the basement.