Chapter 1182: How Imperfect the World Is
When a child loses a loved one, loses a family, loses the love that should be had, then no matter what, the child's childhood must be incomplete.
And these pictures are Lin Zhuo's childhood, in fact, to be precise, they are fragments of his memory, which were extracted by the system and are now playing in front of his eyes.
As a result, Lin Zhuo's thoughts were uncontrollable, so that at this moment, his body trembled slightly, and his heart was even more moved, recalling the familiar faces that used to be familiar but distressed to him.
His childhood was incomplete, he lost his family, his parents, his grandparents, he didn't have a relative, and in that environment, his mood also changed, and he gradually became depressed and silent.
He hated his father, and that night despite his mother's dissuasion, he left his family and left resolutely, never to return......
He also hated his mother, did not explain the situation to him, followed the group away, and never returned......
To this day, even if he is an adult, he still can't understand how important things are that can make them willing to leave their families behind, and even more so their own ...... Flesh and bones, choose to leave.
He still remembers that before his grandfather died, he looked at him with a kind face, holding his hand, although he didn't say a word, but when his grandfather's eyes looked at him, there was strong love and reluctance......
In fact, at that time, although he was lonely in his heart, he was not hopeless, because he still had his grandmother, and the two depended on each other, and their lives were full of hope.
Like many children, he also secretly vowed in his heart that he would get ahead in the future, forget his parents who abandoned him, honor his grandmother well, and protect his grandmother.
But before all this could be realized, his grandmother passed away, and the only dawn in his heart was finally extinguished with the death of his grandmother, making his whole person depressed and decadent.
Lin Zhuo stood by the lake, his face was pale, his body trembled, the memory in his mind was like a big wave, uncontrollably tumbling appeared, and in just a few minutes, he seemed to recall his life.
And these memories, because they were full of sadness, were buried in the depths of his mind, and he wanted to forget, but now they resurfaced and finally affected his emotions.
At the same time, the picture of the lake has not stopped, and it is still playing at the moment, entering another picture.
In the picture, the boy has also grown up and become a teenager, doing nothing at school, not liking to study, idleness all day long, and even learning to smoke and fight.
The students in the whole school are very afraid of him, because he has a lot of strength, far surpasses his peers, and the fight is very strong, and the gangsters outside are also afraid of him.
"Look, what a wonderful life, full of resentment, full of anger, and a life that can't see hope......" The resentment of fishing on the side, it stared at the lake, seemed to be very excited, and subconsciously licked its lips.
Lin Zhuo didn't reply, he stood motionless, silently looking at the picture in the distance.
In the picture, the boy has become the school's 'man of the hour', and any student who meets him will stay away from him, not daring to have anything to do with him, and similarly, he has become the object of disgust among the students.
Even the teacher was reluctant to say a word to him, thinking that a person like him was already hopeless, destined to become the scum of society in the future, and would naturally be punished by law.
Gradually, the boy became more and more withdrawn, and finally by chance, he beat a bad student with a prominent family background, and the school couldn't bear it on the one hand, and finally ordered him to drop out of school in desperation.
The teenager who lost his school, in the absence of relatives, naturally did not want to go home, but stepped into the society, and when he first stepped into the society, the teenager appeared to be more unscrupulous, and he still fought with a group of gangsters.
Smoking, drinking, fighting, this is already a common thing for teenagers, until one time, he came into contact with an Internet café and tried to play games for the first time.
He suddenly discovers that the game is another world, which can soothe his emotions, make him forget everything, bring him joy and joy, and obtain great satisfaction.
Since then, the boy has become obsessed with Internet cafes and has completely fallen into the game and can't extricate himself!
But the Internet needs money, the teenager has no financial resources, stealing and robbing and the like, because of his father's relationship, his mind is reserved, and he disdains to do it.
So he worked part-time and played games online.
is young and vigorous, in the work, he can't tolerate losses, he doesn't know how to bow his head, and he won't forbear, a little little thing can cause his emotions, he is furious, and he will do it if he is not satisfied.
made his work simply not long, and changed one after another......
The days passed in a muddy way, until he was eighteen years old that year, and the young man who had just become an adult seemed to have finally matured a lot mentally, and he felt that he could not continue like this.
Intending to change cities and start his life all over again, he returned home, dusted his home, packed his belongings, and left home.
He did not leave in a hurry, but went to the grave of his grandparents, said goodbye to them, said some words in his heart, and then took some ticket money and stepped into another city......
This city is naturally the city where Zhou Fei is located!
Just came to a strange city, the boy left behind his previous unbearableness, began to seriously look for a job, although he hit a wall everywhere, life was hard, but he never gave up.
He doesn't do things that hurt nature, and he is no longer arrogant, but knows how to bow his head, know how to forbear, know how to smile, and know how to make customers happy......
These changes allowed him to finally find a stable job, although the environment is very poor, the salary is not high, and there is no salary, but he is also diligent.
And this young man ...... It's Lin Zhuo!
Obviously, his memories were extracted by the system and turned into scenes, and now in this form, they are played back in front of his eyes.
I don't know how long time has passed, Lin Zhuo stood on the shore, looking at these pictures, his body trembled from the beginning, but now, he has regained his calm.
"How imperfect the world is...... muttered resentment on the side.
"Hmm!" Lin Zhuo nodded, speaking for the first time, as if he also agreed with the point of resentment.
"It's not what I said, it's the answer in your heart, because ...... I am you, you are me! Resentment turned his head and revealed a face, no longer Lin Zhuo's appearance, but Lin Zhuo's appearance when he was a teenager.
"I know what you think in your heart, I am your grudge and your thoughts!" Resentment grinned, Sen Ran said.
Lin Zhuo was silent, from the moment he lost his family, he always felt that the world was ....... It's not perfect!