Later, Yang Sisi became a soul physician by mistake and slowly began the journey of atonement.

All the karma will appear at an accelerated rate during the practice, and coupled with the pressure of work, the sins of the past will begin to erode her nerves, gradually replacing it with depression and split personality......

As these illnesses occurred one after another, Yang Sisi gradually began to fear cause and effect, and in addition to doing her own work in the materialist department, she would also try to get in touch with those traditional ways of transcendence, and in any case, she began to accept her fate, ready to pay the price of the rest of her life to save sentient beings and pay for the sins of the past.

Sometimes I want to return to that innocent self, but the pressure of reality is great after all, and I will wear a dark mask to protect the child in my heart when I am stimulated a little.

As for the card with a dark atmosphere, it was given to her by Yang Sisi's system, which sealed the resentful spirits who had similar experiences with her, and they had saved thousands of them, and they were unwilling to rest in peace, but they also promised that the system would not harm others, but silently stayed in the card to accompany Yang Sisi, provide her with energy when she was fighting, and chat with her when she was lonely.

"At that time, I was no longer afraid of loneliness, and the great happiness in life was to have someone with me to die. Even if it's not a human being, but my sickness, or these souls like me, then I don't feel alone. ”

After Yang Sisi finished speaking, he calmly stared at the card in his palm, as if looking at his own child.

Li Wusheng let out a long sigh, so far he could understand this woman with a chaotic personality, and he also understood why Yang Sisi couldn't help but confide.

Whether it was an underage abortion or a gloomy look, he felt that this woman was not easy.

He recalled Yang Sisi's circle of friends, the historical record was empty, and there was only the golden light of that night, and that very simple sentence.

What Yang Sisi was thinking that night, he didn't have time to think about it, but he felt that the several encounters between him and Yang Sisi were really interesting, and he gradually understood the symptoms that entangled her.

A depressed person always harbors a lot of unspeakable secrets, and what she needs most is to confide and repent, preferably if her sins are forgiven, and both personalities can be recognized, but there is no doubt that this is unacceptable to those around her.

Yang Sisi did a lot of evil, but in the final analysis, it was because she was evil, so she chose to repay evil with evil.

Many people say that the wicked are a minority, and the good people are the majority, don't waste food because of choking, and be full of expectations for life, Li Wusheng scoffed at this statement.

That's because the person who said this sentence didn't get into trouble.

And he didn't have the slightest resistance to Yang Sisi's dual personality, because he vaguely felt that maybe he himself was ......

"What if you don't think you should tell me the other one?" Li Wusheng asked tentatively.

"I don't know, but she seems to think you can be trusted."

Li Wusheng thought for a while and did not speak.

"At least she didn't say anything about you, and I won't," Yang Sisi smiled casually, "Look, my secrets have been revealed, but you don't have a particularly strange reaction, which means that my choice is right." ”

Li Wusheng smiled heartily, "Because, I'm not much better." ”

When talking about Yang Sisi's suicidal tendencies, Li Wusheng suddenly remembered what happened to the bathtub of blood that he dreamed of before.

After a long while, Yang Sisi looked at Li Wusheng's somewhat distracted appearance, and asked tentatively, "What happened to you when you were a child?" ”

Li Wusheng looked at her, "Actually, I also have something I want to talk to someone about, can you help me keep it secret?" ”

"Hmm." Yang Sisi nodded, her pupils calm.

Li Wusheng held the teacup and quietly recalled, "Actually, I also had suicidal tendencies when I was a child, probably because I was bullied by a male teacher when I was 14 years old......"

The male teacher has a good image in the school, he came back from studying abroad, he is handsome, and he is very humorous and cheerful, and it is said that he has a relative who is a leader in the Education Bureau, so he is very popular with female teachers, but strangely, the teacher has never talked about a girlfriend.

Li Wusheng was small at that time, his skin was white, and his appearance was also delicate, and when he was in class before, he felt that there was something wrong with the teacher's eyes looking at him......

Until one day after school, the teacher told him to stay, and he had been in the office until the evening, and then suddenly took out a bottle of spray from a drawer......

After that incident, he finally understood that the world was not simple at all.

It's a pity that the teacher's reputation is so good, he doesn't know who to talk to, but he got into a commotion.

What's even more speechless is that the head teacher took the initiative to chat with him, saying that the teacher had explained, and he kissed you during the after-school tutoring, and there was no other meaning, he had the habit of relatives when he was studying abroad, which was a very ordinary etiquette......

Later, the teacher looked for him several more times, but Li Wusheng avoided him.

It wasn't long before the teacher went to another school to become the head of the grade......

Since then, Li Wusheng has been tired of this world.

He really wanted revenge, and felt that more children would encounter that kind of thing, but he vaguely felt that it would bring him more trouble by making things happen, so it was better to take care of himself, study hard, and escape from this absurd adolescence......

He didn't dare to tell his father, because he had seen his father's methods, and he was afraid that his father would overdo things, which would not only kill people, but also cast a bigger shadow on his student career.

So after that, he also changed as a person, although his memory was vague, but Li Wusheng vaguely remembered that his personality began to split......

On the one hand, he studied hard, and mingled with his classmates, always showing a confident smile.

Once you get home and you're left alone, you start to become depressed and autistic.

Unfortunately, my memories gradually began to freeze after that, and once I tried to think about it, I would have a headache, and only vague impressions remained.

He wasn't sure if it was selective amnesia or another personality, but if it was, maybe it was the demonic self from the past......

So where is that personality now? Why can't you notice his presence? Did he kill himself like that? Or did you go somewhere else?

Does dual personality mean that there are two souls?

Li Wusheng couldn't think anymore, because the memory fragments were too messy.

He couldn't care so much, and he didn't bother to go to a psychiatric hospital for diagnosis. It was as if a voice in his heart was telling him that beyond the various chemical drugs and physical therapy methods, there was a inside-out, direct approach that could bring him the ultimate answer.

As for the present, I just want to say to myself that the past is in the past, and it is good to live in the present.

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In fact, that memory alone will not contribute to a child's suicide, there are other factors. But now that I can't write about that sense of depression, I won't delve into it.

The content of this book has nothing to do with all people, things, and things in reality.

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