Chapter 7: Sleepless Nights

What to think of?

Cheng Wulin himself didn't know why he wanted to think about it again.

After saying that, the air pressure between him and Wang Luli suddenly became very low. I just said a few casual words when I went to the supermarket, even when I went home, and when I sat with my parents and watched TV. His good mood for the day disappeared after a meal.

After the lights went out, Cheng Wulin tossed and turned on the sofa and couldn't sleep. He kept staring in the direction of his room, pricking up his ears to hear Wang Luli turning over on the bed.

yes, what else to think about?

He likes Wang Luli, there is no doubt about it, and he is sure that Wang Luli likes him, which should make him very happy, but no matter how he thinks about it, he has an awkward feeling.

What is happening in the Upper Realm is a fault.

Before that, he had always thought that Wang Luli was a straight man who couldn't be straighter. Wang Luli is humble and kind, and he is very gentlemanly and polite to girls, and he is especially popular with girls. In addition to watching the movie, he was very angry at Wang Luli's behavior of taking girls to the movies when he told him that he was going to work in the student union.

It was also because of Su Haoxuan's enlightenment after that he really understood his true self.

Why is he angry, because he is jealous. What he wants is to watch a movie with Wang Luli, not to watch him deceive himself with someone else. Because he liked Wang Luli, he was upset when he looked at the girl talking and laughing with Wang Luli.

But it wasn't long before he was relieved. Thinking about it carefully, what is wrong with what Wang Luli did? Boys and girls are in a matter of course. What if you like each other again? It's just a niche feeling, a feeling that is not recognized by society.

After reconciling with Wang Luli, he was afraid that Wang Luli would know what he really thought about him, so he buried this feeling deeply. What he wants to protect is an identity, as Wang Luli's good brother.

He wanted to get Wang Luli's affection, and wanted his feelings to be reciprocated, but he thought it was just an extravagant hope. He was afraid that if he said all this, he would lose even more. Not being able to even be a friend was the consequence he was most afraid of, and he couldn't imagine what would happen if he suddenly didn't have Wang Luli in his life.

So after that, he was ready to go. Whether it is in the mirror world or in the nether realm, he will silently support him behind Wang Luli's back, and will definitely not interfere with Wang Luli's normal life, he thinks that this is what a good friend should do, and it is his greatest tolerance and heart.

But how did it suddenly become like this?

The current Wang Luli, to put it mildly, is bisexual.

Now Wang Luli nodded his lips and said that he wanted another kiss.

The current Wang Luli really likes him......

If it was Cheng Wulin before, he would definitely be desperate and pounce on Wang Luli in ecstasy. Wang Luli is not a straight man! Wang Luli and him are in love! Is there anything more joyful than that?

But after passing through the memory fault in the upper realm, such a sudden appearance in front of him, Wang Luli, who liked him, actually made him a little afraid.

The personality of test subject 748 was like a firewood knife, roughly slashing between him and Wang Luli. That memory is a fact that he can't avoid, Wang Luli at that time was a stranger, he hated, feared, and angry Wang Luli, but it was also Wang Luli who he was distressed and couldn't bear to kiss.

So when his figure overlapped with Wang Luli, is the current Wang Luli still the previous Wang Luli?

Cheng Wulin grabbed his hair with some fear.

It's so cozy.

It's too cozy.

I feel so happy now. Wang Luli fell asleep in his bed, chatted with his parents, and ate with him his favorite restaurants...... They are like people who have been in love for a long time, naturally teasing each other, chatting, and joking, as if they have never been to the mirror world.

So...... Will the current comfort be all fake? I may have been caught by the chess pieces a long time ago, and now everything is a fantasy they have created for themselves, and it is all a lie they have created...... Could it be so?

The more I thought about him, the more upset I became, and the more I thought about him, the more I couldn't sleep.

He's not the only one who can't sleep either.

Wang Luli wrapped himself in Cheng Wulin's quilt, and he was also doubting life.

What happened to Cheng Wulin suddenly? That's what he's struggling with.

Cheng Wulin kissed him, which shows that he likes himself, even if Cheng Wulin wants to kiss the test product No. 748 at that time, which is his shell after losing his memory, it also shows that Cheng Wulin's orientation is male, as he himself said, he will not agree to a girl's overtures.

Since they like each other, what is Cheng Wulin worried about?

Speaking of which, it was really a wonderful thing to learn that Cheng Wulin liked him.

Losing your memory feels like falling asleep. The memory of being "Wang Luli" was cut off, and this personality fell asleep accordingly. His feeling completely stopped on the day he was brainwashed, and he fell into a deep sleep with his infinite attachment to Cheng Wulin.

Then he had a dream, a dream called Experiment 748. In the dream, he fell in love at first sight with the unknown Cheng Wulin, to wanting to kill, and then secretly liking it. In his dream, he was forcibly kissed by Cheng Wulin, which was something he didn't dare to think about before.

Then he came back and took back his memories. When he woke up from the dream, he found that the dream was real.

Some people dream that they won 100 million yuan in lottery tickets, and they wake up to find that they are still poor; Someone dreams that he has a group of wives and concubines, surrounded by beautiful women, and wakes up to find that he is still a single dog. But he dreamed that Cheng Wulin liked him, Cheng Wulin kissed him, and woke up to find that Cheng Wulin really liked him and really kissed him.

It is impossible to describe his ecstatic mood when his dream came true. What kind of blessing is it that he likes, has a crush, wants to protect, and wants to give everything to like himself?

What are the sufferings and sufferings compared to this happiness? Now he can withstand even three times the chess piece experiment, he feels that he is the luckiest person in the world, and who can defeat him?

yes, and who can stop his boiling heart now?

Only Cheng Wulin himself......

His heart twitched again suddenly, and his extreme excitement cooled down in an instant.

Cheng Wulin said that he wanted to think about it, did he regret it?

He remembered that Cheng Wulin once said that he was most afraid of being taken care of by others, did he lean too close to make Cheng Wulin uncomfortable? Cheng Wulin didn't like him that much, just because he was used to being with him, and he was impulsive or something?

Or is Cheng Wulin complaining that he hasn't confided his thoughts?

He always thought that Cheng Wulin was a big boy who liked to be lonely, hated being close to others but longed for care. He thought that what Cheng Wulin wanted from him was only friendship, which was completely different from what he wanted from Cheng Wulin. Now he realized that he was completely wrong, he arranged his thoughts to Cheng Wulin in his mind, but completely ignored what Cheng Wulin was really thinking.

So Cheng Wulin, Cheng Wulin...... I didn't know you at first, and I still don't know you...... What are you worried about?

One couldn't sleep because of gains and losses, the other couldn't sleep because of sudden joy and sorrow, and two people who couldn't sleep because of random thoughts got together, and when they got up the next morning, they looked listless, so that Cheng's mother felt it when they were eating breakfast.

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