Taking a deep breath, taking a deep breath again, Wallace forced himself to calm down, Lu Ke's affairs can be settled after the fall, and he needs to focus on Aldon now.

The Aldon in front of him is really too strange, but they have known each other for a lifetime, and no matter how Aldon changes, he still can't escape from his palm.

At this time, he must not be forceful to break out, otherwise all the efforts of the past period will be in vain, and he can only pretend to be aggrieved: because Aldon is the softest in his ears, he can never resist the bonds of emotion, like a child, always naively believing in him, unconditionally.

"Tell me what I should do!" Wallace gave off a depressed expression, his hands firmly grasping his hair, expressing his frustration and sadness.

"I'm trying, I'm trying, don't you see? I've canceled the party so that it doesn't interfere with your preparations, and even if I want to go to the party, I'm far away from here, do you know how Dale laughed at me? They all say that I was abandoned and kicked out by you, but I don't think so, it's just a small price, I can do anything for you, what's the little thing? It's not what you asked for at all, I did it spontaneously, why? Because we are brothers! Brothers who are closer than blood relations! ”

"In order not to interfere with your rest; I didn't even dare to come back in the middle of the night, but stayed outside until dawn, and then came back sneakily. Do I mind? Am I complaining? Am I dissatisfied? No, of course not! Because it's all for my brother and for his cause! What can't be done with such a small thing? Even if you ask me to quit smoking and drinking at home, I have no problem! I can now take all the alcohol from the cellar and wine cabinet and turn my home into a sanatorium! No one is allowed to touch anything alcohol-related when they walk in! ”

"What can't I do for you?"

"I made a special trip to apologize to Bambi, even if he directly humiliated me to my face, I didn't mind, did I tell you? Have I ever complained to you? Even one sentence? No! Because I firmly believe that it will all be worth it! All for you! As long as you can make a career, then it's all worth it! Even if you asked me to lick Bambi's soles, I wouldn't hesitate to do so, what else would you want me to do? ”

"Tell me! Yes! Tell me! I'm trying, I'm doing my best, you can't just veto me, it's not fair! ”

Wallace complained with tears in his eyes, sad and desperate, and his determination and fearlessness to go to the trouble for Aldon were revealed between the lines.

But...... Aldon was indifferent.

Since he was a child, this is the first time that although he has felt it before, everything is not as clear and thorough as it is today, he really saw Wallace's selfishness, unprecedentedly clear, it was obviously Wallace's selfish choice, but he could evolve into a different appearance with a lotus tongue, and then transfer all the responsibility to him, which moved him, but also made him feel guilty, so that he could not escape at all.

He didn't know how Wallace did it, it was like a trick, he couldn't tell a reason, and debate and argument were never his forte, but he was able to see through Wallace's true purpose, and his heart was like a mirror, which made Aldon feel a wave of absurdity.

It turns out that this is what their "friendship" really looks like?

'I need you to stay away from Banbi, I need you to stay away from the other players and the team, I need you to stay away from the pitch and preferably never show up.' Aldon said calmly, this is really not easy, his voice is trembling slightly, but he still does not flinch:

Aldon, you need to grow up.

Recalling the images of last night's game in his mind, Aldon couldn't help but clench his fists, straighten his waist, and bravely firm his attitude.

Wallace was too surprised and shocked to know how to respond, just looked at Aldon in astonishment, as if he was looking at a complete stranger: who was this guy in front of him, and he almost wanted to wonder if the figure in the night was Lu Ke pretending.

"Haven't I done enough? Why are you going to kill me like this? Aldon! Guilty look at who I am, AJ Wallace! I'm AJ-Wallace! How can you do this to me? Completely cut off all my efforts? Yes? Do you know what mistakes you're making? ”

Wallace finally couldn't suppress his anger anymore, what was compromised, what was long-term, what was every step of the way had all been left behind, and the only thought was to want to explode and explode towards Aldon.

"Grass! Aldon, did Bambi tell you to do this? I don't want to suspect him casually, but it's not you! It's definitely not you! If it weren't for him...... I! You! You can't do that! Why can't he settle down? Why can't he accept that he has failed? He's an outsider, he's always been an outsider, but he always wants to be in control, like a clown! ”

"Why can't he just let us take care of things ourselves? Why did he kill me? What does he want? Yes? Tell me, what exactly is he expecting? Did I really get down on my knees and apologize to him? Or do you want me to bow to him in public? He's a shameless villain! How can you trust him? Yes? How long have you known him, and how long have you known me? How can you choose to trust Him? ”

Wallace is like a bubbling kettle, the hot water is tumbling, even overflowing from the spout of the kettle, splashing everywhere, but it still can't be quiet, the hot water that keeps tumbling seems to burst at any moment, and is releasing infinite energy.

Standing where he was, Aldon suddenly felt a wave of sadness, as he realized that a small part of the memory in the depths of his mind had died completely.

The sincere emotions that belonged to childhood dissipated in this way. Perhaps, Wallace's starting point is still pure and sincere; But the interests of the adult world gradually derailed things, and then they became distorted and tangled, and they themselves did not know how things developed to this point, but at a certain moment one day, they grew up like this. And then...... They will never go back.

"Some people, after knowing each other all their lives, still can't see through it; And some people have already connected with each other when they just met, and using time to measure friendship is the simplest but also the most stupid way. Al responded like this, which made Wallace directly stunned, completely unexpectedly Aldon would actually say such wise words.

Aldon himself didn't realize it, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, some absurd and some sad invisibly, he was imitating Lu Ke's demeanor and tone.

But Wallace felt it instantly, "That's what Bambi said, right?" That's what he told you and then asked you to throw me aside completely, right? ”

Aldon felt a little ridiculous: the "Bambi" accused by Wallace in his words was completely a projection of his own heart, in fact, it had nothing to do with Lu Ke, and every action, attitude, and thought he condemned was all a refraction in his own mind.

Perhaps, this is what Lu Ke said, "what kind of person can see what kind of world", and Alton can finally understand the meaning of this sentence now.

"Aldon, do you know how ridiculous you are right now? I'm trying to cooperate with you, I'm always compromised, but I don't have any value in your eyes! When you criticize me from above, don't forget that you, like me, are all goods from the slums, and you don't have much nobility! We are all the same! You're not Bambi, you'll never be able to be, you're still the same person as me in your bones! If I'm trash, then so are you! Don't pretend you've changed, you're still the same coward crying behind the dumpster! ”

Wallace was speechless, and all the words in his mind poured out in one go, clutching at the rope of survival, refusing to let go.

Aldon was a little unbearable, but he was still soft-hearted after all.

The memories in my mind can't help but go back to my childhood again, and those unbearable and broken pasts come back to my heart again:

As a child, he seemed to be far behind his peers, and never grew up, and the gangsters on the street next door always chased him with his head, and finally fled to the alley behind the church, hiding behind the garbage can and shivering, because of fear and because of grievance and because of anger, he hugged his knees and became angry with himself, complaining about his incompetence, and couldn't help but cry secretly.

He didn't even dare to go home, because the gangsters wouldn't give up, and they wouldn't leave if he didn't pay for his lunch. He can hide from the first day of junior high school, but he can't hide from the fifteenth after school, or before school the next day, they can always block him at the door of the house.

He didn't know what to do, he couldn't even muster the courage to stand up to the thugs, because they were all taller and stronger than him, and because their leader had a gun. Every time he was robbed of his lunch money, when other classmates were eating, he could only hide in the bathroom and go hungry, but he didn't dare to tell his mother.

If it weren't for Wallace, he might have been hiding behind that trash can forever; If Wallace hadn't stolen the leader's hand/gun, he might never have had enough to eat; If it weren't for Wallace patting him on the shoulder and straightening his back, he might never have been able to come out.

These, he knew, he remembered them all, and still did not forget; But he also knew that it was time for them to grow up.

But this time, he didn't let his emotions take over, and after the ups and downs of these months, he finally set his goal, and he finally became a real nine, and he didn't want to go back to the past.

He loves who he is now. 2k reading web