Chapter 14 The Tao is desolate, with whom to speak

Xiao Yao said: "When I left Yushan, I was still a child who didn't understand anything, and I mentioned to you the things I encountered later, but I didn't talk about it in detail, not because I forgot, but because there was only humiliation and pain in those decades, and I couldn't talk about it at all." When I was locked in a cage by the nine-tailed fox demon, beaten and tortured, and forced by him to eat unimaginably disgusting things, I didn't even live as a beast, I hated everyone I could, hated that they abandoned me and made me experience this nightmarish everything. I survived, but my heart was scarred! When I met Jing, he was dirtier than the dirtiest beggar, and he was just a casual rescue, not caring about his life or death. But when I found out about his injuries, it was as if I saw myself many years ago, and suddenly I had a very strong desire for him to live! It seemed that if he could overcome all the shadows and live well, I would be able to see hope for my own recovery. I have experienced all this myself, and I know very well that after being tortured and humiliated so cruelly, it is very easy to become extreme, cold, suspicious, and it is very, very difficult to still be gentle and kind and trust others! But Jing did it! He made me understand that no matter what others do to us, we can choose to keep our hearts soft and beautiful. Brother, do you think he is indecisive in dealing with you, but tell me that if one day I suddenly betray you and hurt you, can you kill me heartily?"

Xiao Yao lost too much blood. The vitality was greatly injured, the nursery fed Xiao Yao a lot of elixir, Xiao Yao was still in a coma all night, fortunately, Zhen Yao stayed in the army, and came back in the evening of the second day, at that time, Xiao Yao had woken up, let the nursery help her put on makeup, and Zhen Yao had a lot of things to deal with. came and went in a hurry, and under Xiao Yao's deliberate cover-up, he didn't notice anything unusual.

Xiao Yao poured the elixir down like water, but it hurt her vitality, not that she could be good, she was groggy all day long, she often leaned against the porch, looking at the flowers in the courtyard in a daze. Zhen thought that he remembered Jing because of Feng Long's death, and he didn't think much about it, but only asked Xiaoxiao and the nursery to accompany Xiaoyao and try to relieve her as much as possible.

After a few days of recuperation, Xiao Yao gradually recovered. Bei Shui and Ju Mang also arrived with grain and grass. After explaining everything clearly, he took Xiaoyao back to Shennong Mountain.

Feng Long is the patriarch of the Chishui Clan, the son of Xiao Zhurong, and his death has left him in a very difficult situation. After returning to Shennong Mountain, he immediately discussed with the Yellow Emperor how to deal with Fenglong's aftermath.

The Yellow Emperor said: "Everything is a blessing and a curse, as long as it is handled well, a curse can also be a blessing." Hong Leong's unexpected death, if you don't consider your emotional inaccessibility, is for the whole country. Not necessarily a bad thing. ”

Zhen Xuan calmed down and thought for a while, and understood what the Yellow Emperor meant, there is always a relationship between Gonggong and the Central Plains clan, and there is nothing in the stalemate between the two armies, but when it comes to the day of the decisive battle of life and death, I am afraid that many clans will have ideas. But now, Gonggong actually killed Fenglong, the Chishui clan and the Shennong clan will definitely not be able to forgive the Gonggong, and the other Central Plains clans will naturally choose to stand on the side of Chishui City and the Shennong clan. It can be said that Feng Long's death completely severed the connection between Gonggong and the Central Plains.

Zhen Xuan saluted the Yellow Emperor: "Thank you grandpa for your advice, I know what to do." ”

The Yellow Emperor sighed: "It's not that you can't think of it, it's just that Feng Long's death has made you upset, it seems that you really regard Feng Long as a friend." ”

Zhen Xuan remembered what Feng Long had said before he died, and his heart was extremely complicated.

The Yellow Emperor said: "When Fenglong is here, Xinyue doesn't matter, I don't care what you want to do to him." Feng Long is dead, you must treat Xinyue well, go back to the Purple Gold Palace later, and go see her!"

"Feng Long said before leaving, 'There are no regrets in my life, the only thing I can't let go of is Xinyue', I have promised him that Xinyue I will be safe, and all the concubines in the Zijin Palace will respect her."

The Yellow Emperor was very surprised, and sighed: "Feng Long, this kid is also a heavy affection, no wonder he is greedy for merit, it turns out that it is for Xinyue." ”

Zhen Xuan said: "It seems that Feng Long was shot by Xiangliu, but in fact, he was forced to death by Shennong Xinyue!" If it weren't for Hong Leong, I'd like to ...... Shennong Xinyue!" His face was expressionless, and his tone was very calm, but since Feng Long's death, the anger that had been suppressed finally burst out, his hand clenched into a fist, and silently smashed the case, and the tea bowl on the case turned into powder.

The Yellow Emperor said lightly: "Aren't you wrong?" Why did Xinyue want to kill Xiaoyao? If she doesn't kill Xiaoyao, why will she force Fenglong? When you were a child, I gave you a choice. What you choose is to sacrifice your personal feelings and be righteous! You've never let me down! But in the matter of Xiao Yao, you let me down very much!"

Since the Zen throne, the Yellow Emperor has been gentle with Zhuan, and for the first time, he said something heavy.

Zhen Yan looked at the Yellow Emperor and said calmly: "I know, I am willful, selfishly consider myself first, since my father died in battle, my mother personally did my best, I have always been strict with myself, never a day, never dare to slack off, in this life, Xiao Yao is my only selfish willfulness, ask grandpa to be fulfilled!"

The Yellow Emperor sighed silently, why didn't he understand? The Yellow Emperor's expression softened: "If Feng Long's death is not handled well, it will cause a catastrophe!" You go back to the Purple Gold Peak first, remember, you are the monarch of the whole world, and you must put the interests of the whole world first!"

He silently saluted the Yellow Emperor and said goodbye.

As he passed the swing under the phoenix tree, he looked back at Xiao Yao's house. The dim light came through, but he didn't know what Xiao Yao was doing.

The nursery ran to Zhuan Xuan, saluted and said, "Miss, please go and see her before Your Majesty, she has something to say to Your Majesty." ”

Xiao Yao smiled and walked into Xiao Yao's house quickly, Xiao Yao sat by the window, stretched out his hand to make a gesture of please, and poured a glass of wine for Zhen Yao, Xiao Yao raised the wine glass and slowly poured it on the ground: "Feng Long, please drink!"

He also spilled wine on the ground.

Xiao Yao said: "Before the expedition, Feng Long begged me for something, I couldn't save him, I could only try my best to fulfill his request." ”

Zhen Xuan frowned, and said impatiently: "If you want to talk about Xinyue, I have already promised Feng Long." ”

Xiao Yao sighed: "Sure enough, as I thought, although you promised Feng Long, you didn't forgive Xin Yue at all in your heart, and even hated Xin Yue more and more because of Feng Long's death." Even though you will keep your promises, women are very sensitive, and Xinyue is especially sensitive and suspicious, and she can definitely feel your true emotions. ”

Zhen Xuan said coldly: "How is it like her business, I will do what I promise." ”

Xiao Yao said: "Actually, Xinyue and I are a little similar. Because my parents had to take responsibility, I was abandoned by my mother in Yushan, and she was abandoned by my father in Xuanyuan City, and the unpleasant experiences of my youth made our hearts hard and cold, and when necessary, they were all vicious and ruthless women. Xinyue relied on the relatives of the family, but she did not fully trust the relatives of the family, the men around him, father, brother, grandfather...... She has more important responsibilities and missions, and she can only rely on herself, so she is nervous, suspicious, paranoid, and vicious. I don't want you to let go of your hatred for Xinyue immediately, I just want you to have some pity every time you see her, after all, she wasn't born like this. ”

Zhen Xuan said: "Xiaoyao, she doesn't want you at all!" Maybe you all have a cold and hard heart, but because you have gone through pain, you cherish every bit of warmth, whether it is the master, Ah Nian, or Lao Mu, nursery, or left ear. No matter how much they give you, you cherish and appreciate it. Xinyue has become greedy because of the hardships she has experienced. keeps taking, no matter how much others give, as long as it doesn't go her way, she denies it all, and feels that others have failed her! Did Xiao Zhurong and Feng Long do less for him? Even if it was me, she wanted the power and honor of the queen, didn't I give it to her? She only sees me as a deal, but she thinks I can treat her as I do to you? In this world, she is not the only one who has suffered and suffered!"

Xiao Yao said: "I tell you this today, not only for Fenglong, but also for yourself, treat Xinyue well." ”

"Don't worry, I know what to do." ”

Xiao Yao said: "It's getting late, you go back quickly, I won't send you out." ”

After Zhen Yan left, Xiao Yao sat in a daze. The nursery asked her if she wanted to rest, and Xiao Yao waved her hand and motioned not to disturb her.

Xiao Yao dipped his finger in the wine, and wrote down on the case the names of clans and people who have grievances and interests with the Tushan clan and have real power: Fangfeng clan, Shennong clan, Chishui clan, Guifang clan, Yujiang Xiaoyao even wrote down the name of "Xiangliu".

Fangfeng Clan - because of Fangfeng Yiying, they must hate Jing, if Jing dies, Tu Shanyao, who has the blood of Fangfeng, will succeed to the throne, they will definitely be happy to see it, but does Fangfeng have the ability to fight against Tu Shan?

Shennong's - No matter how much Xinyue hates her, she will not be crazy enough to kill Jing, and it can even be said that she hopes that Xiao Yao will marry Jing smoothly more than anyone else. What Xiao Zhurong wants is for the people of the Central Plains to live and work in peace and contentment, and it is beneficial for him to live Jing.

Xiao Yao thought for a while and erased the "Shennong's".

Chishui clan - because of Feng Long, the equilibrium pattern of the four families was broken, the Chishui family was dominant, if Jing was gone, it would indeed make the Chishui clan stronger, but Xiao Yao remembered Feng Long's sadness when he mentioned Jing, and before the expedition, Feng Long's hearty laughter when he said goodbye to her erased the name of the Chishui clan.

Oni Fang's Clan

In the end, Xiao Yao's gaze stopped at Xiang Liu's name.

Xiangliu - It is not impossible for a thief to shout to catch a thief. Fengfeng Yiying lives in seclusion in Qingshui Town, and can hide it from the world, but it is impossible to hide it from Xiangliu. Killing Jing, it seems that Xiangliu can't get any direct benefits, but it can bring a lot of trouble to Zhuan, and if it is not handled well, there will be clan disputes. Xiang Liu only recently revealed this matter, if Xiao Yao would rather kill by mistake than let go, with Xiao Yao's poison art that dominates the world, there will definitely be many clan patriarchs and elders who die inexplicably, and it will definitely cause panic and suspicion among all clans, as long as Xiang Liu makes good use of it, it is likely to become a catastrophe, so that the co-workers will benefit.

Xiao Yao traced Xiangliu's name over and over again with her fingers, is that you? Is that you?

Miao Pu looked at the few names left on the case curiously, and didn't understand why Xiao Yao refused to sleep in the middle of the night, and was in a daze at a few names. "Miss, what are you doing with their names?"

Xiao Yao smiled and erased the name on the case, but Miao Pu shivered in fear. Xiao Yao's expression is very similar to His Majesty's expression when he gave an order to Xiaoxiao, a light word, but it is the lives of countless people.

"Left ear." Little scream.

The left ear turned in through the window, and Xiao Yao said, "You go and assassinate the patriarch of the Fangfeng clan, but don't kill him." Assassinate him three times, see how many masters he can muster to protect himself, and come back and tell me. ”

The left ear does not speak or act.

Xiao Yao said: "Before you come back, I will not leave Xiao Yueding half a step." ”

Left ear: "Good!" Turn around and go.

Miao Pu was full of worries, and he didn't bother to say anything to Xiao Yao, so he chased out: "Hey, you wait, I'll prepare something for you." Remember, Miss doesn't want his life, you don't need to get close, you just need to make some movement and make him feel that there is danger" After a while, Miao Pu pouted and came back with an angry face.

Xiao Yao smiled: "Don't worry, the left ear is far smarter than you think, as long as you don't touch it" Xiao Yao's smile faded, as long as you don't touch the same kind that is more powerful than him, no matter what, the left ear can save his life.

Miao Pu said hatefully: "I'm not worried about him!" Who's going to worry about that rude, rude, stupid guy?"

Xiao Yao couldn't help but shake her head, woman, your other name should be duplicity.

After more than half a year of careful investigation, several names left by Xiao Yao were erased one by one, leaving only "Xiangliu".

Xiao Yao thought about it day and night, and from time to time he would write the word "Xiangliu" on the case and on the ground, and he was in a daze. In fact, everything that can be analyzed has been analyzed, and now the sentence that is surging in my heart is: Did you do it?

Miao Pu is very worried about Xiao Yao, she doesn't know what Xiao Yao is doing, sometimes Xiao Yao is like an abandoned child, very confused and sad; Sometimes she is like a sword out of the sheath, coldly choosing people to devour. If it were as usual, His Majesty should be able to find Xiao Yao's abnormality, but because of the unexpected death of General Feng Long, His Majesty was very busy, and every time he came, he was very preoccupied, he sat down a little and left, and occasionally stayed a little longer, but he discussed things with His Majesty the Yellow Emperor.

Xiaoxiao came to ask her about Xiaoyao as before, but Miao Pu didn't dare to say it, and she couldn't say it. Her master is only Xiao Yao, and anything she says without Xiao Yao's permission is a betrayal. Miao Pu could only report that everything was normal.

Xiao Yao leaned crookedly on the couch, but his hand unconsciously kept writing "Xiangliu".

Miao Pu couldn't help it, and asked: "Miss, you write that name every day, and sometimes you still read the words, what does 'it's you, not you'?"

"I wondered if he did it. If he did it, should I verify it as if I did?"

Miao Pu finally understood the meaning of "it's you, not you", and followed Xiao Yao's words and asked, "What if he didn't do it?"

"If he didn't do it, it was done by another person with real power, but it's impossible, I've checked everyone, is there anything missing?" Xiao Yao was very annoyed and patted her head hard.

Miao Pu hurriedly grabbed her: "Miss! Miss!"

Xiao Yao lay down dejectedly, and saw his left ear standing behind Miao Pu, and he didn't know when, his dark eyes, as cold and cunning as a beast, staring at Xiao Yao intently.

Xiao Yao asked, "What do you want to say?"

Left ear said, "It's not Xiangliu!" There's a powerful person you've missed. ”

And someone she didn't expect, but her left ear could think of? Xiao Yao didn't believe it, and blinked: "Who?"

"Your Majesty."

Xiao Yao sat up abruptly and pointed at his left ear: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Left Ear looked confused and asked in confusion, "I said something wrong?" Doesn't Your Majesty have power? That's because I misunderstood the meaning of power. ”

The appearance of the left ear made Xiao Yao unable to get angry, she patiently explained: "Your Majesty is very powerful, very powerful, I should say that I am the most powerful person in the world, but you know very well what I am looking for, Your Majesty and" Xiao Yao glanced at Miao Pu, Miao Pu immediately covered his ears and ran away, Xiao Yao said: "Your Majesty and Jing have no grievances, let alone entanglements of interests." ”

The left ear said calmly in a tone without the slightest undulation: "They have a grudge. ”

Xiao Yao was helpless and laughed angrily: "You know them better than me?" Do you know what a grudge is?"

"I understand! It's about competing for better caves, bigger territories, more prey. ”

"Well, this kind of dispute similar to that of the beast. You say, how can Your Majesty fight for these with Jing?"

"Every spring, not for caves, for territory, for prey, there is a kind of fighting. As long as the male beast takes a fancy to the same female beast, he will also duel, and the stronger the male beast, the more fierce the duel. ”

Xiao Yao reacted for a moment, and then understood the words of his left ear, and was furious: "You, you"

Zuo Er said: "Your Majesty and Jing have taken a fancy to you, if neither of them gives up, they can only duel." ”

Xiao Yao slammed the bed hard: "What nonsense! Get out!"

Left Ear immediately left obediently, Xiao Yao jumped off, poured himself a large glass of water, and poured it down: "What nonsense!" Can man be like a beast?" Xiao Yao shook his head and shook off what he said in his left ear.

However, before I knew it, what I said in my left ear had an impact. Whenever Xiao Yao pondered how to find out the cause of Jing's death, Zhen Xuan would jump into her mind. Xiao Yao was frightened by this terrible thought, and immediately held her breath and told herself, impossible, absolutely impossible! But her thoughts are uncontrollable, and she always thinks of her every move between Zhen and Jing from time to time, and many details that she has ignored gradually emerge.

When Feng Leong was dying, he said to Feng Leong personally: "I am destined to have no friends and no acquaintances in my life, but deep down in my heart, I have always regarded you as a confidant and friend!" Even my most cherished little girl, I am only willing to entrust it to you!"

Xiao Yao knew that Zhen Xuan didn't like Jing, she thought it was because Jing had hurt her, and she also thought it was because Zhen Xuan thought that Jing was not worthy of her, at least Zhen Xuan always thought that Feng Leong was far better than Jing, and was more willing to accept her to marry Feng Long, but now she has known Zhen Xu's feelings for her, and looking back on the past, many things are no longer as she thought back then, and she found that her feelings were inconsistent with the facts. Xiao Yao wanted to figure out how much she had overlooked. Later, Xiao Yao lay on the couch almost all day long, reminiscing about the past.

When his father announced to the world that Xiao Yao was no longer the prince of Gaoxin, his grandfather Yellow Emperor wanted to give her the Xuanyuan clan, so that she could truly become the queen of Xuanyuan, and the most noble clan in the world was naturally the best He Hu. Zhen Yao insisted on giving Xiao Yao Xiling Clan, and even had a dispute with the Yellow Emperor for the first time, Xiao Yao was only thinking about "being the right person" with Jing at that time, and he didn't think deeply about why Zhen Yao refused to let her become Xuanyuan Wang Ji

The night before Ah Nian and Zhen Xuan got married, Zhen Xuan came to her angrily and did not allow her to attend his wedding.

Xiao Yao asked, "Haven't you ever been happy once?"

"No," he said. ”

"I think you'll always be happy once, and sooner or later you'll meet a woman you like."

"I also want to know what it's like to marry the woman I like, I want to feel a real joy, and I want to accept it happily when others congratulate me."

"I'll know, for sure." "I think so too, as long as I'm patient enough, I think I'll definitely wait until that day." ”

"Well, it's definitely going to wait. However, if you really wait until that day, you must not treat Ah Nian badly because of her. ”

Zhen Yao looked at Xiao Yao gently, just laughing, Xiao Yao poked him with her finger: "What are you laughing at?"

Zhen Xuan smiled and said, "As long as I marry her, I will listen to her in this matter." ”

"What?" Xiao Yao poked Zhen Yan with her fingers, "You have a little backbone, okay?" What does it mean to listen to her all? You're the king of a country!"

Zhen Xuan said slowly: "This has nothing to do with backbone, anyway, if I marry her, I will definitely follow her in everything, but I will definitely not do anything that makes her unhappy." ”

Xiao Yao didn't even feel embarrassed when she poked hard, so she changed her pinch: "Then if she doesn't like me, if she says bad things about me, you will listen to her?"

Zhen Yao's shoulders trembled lightly with laughter, Xiao Yao was a little anxious, pinched him and said, "You answer me!"

Zhen Yan looked at Xiao Yao with a smile on his face, but he didn't answer.

Xiao Yao raised her hands on both sides of her head, her thumbs cocked one by one, like a crab making a threatening gesture of "pinch, pinch, pinch", and said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "You make it clear, when that day comes, will you listen to her or me?"

"Can you listen to both of you?"

"No way!"

"Maybe both of you say the same thing."

"What about different times?"

"Maybe there's no time to be different. ”

In the evening, he came to Xiaoyueding and saw Xiao Yao lying lazily on the couch.

He lifted the beaded curtain, walked to the edge of the couch and sat down: "What's wrong with you?" Recently, I have always been in no energy, and I heard my grandfather say that the food is not delicious. ”

Zhen asked gently, "Do you think of Jing again?"

"I also remembered a lot of things about you. Remember? Once, we went to the sea to play together, Feng Long, Yi Ying, and Hou were all there, and Xin Yue was still very proud and lively at that time, and I didn't think it had been long but Feng Long, Yi Ying, and Hou were all dead, and Jing also left me. ”

He told the nursery, "Go get some wine."

Zhen Xuan poured two glasses of wine, Xiao Yao raised the wine glass, drank it all in one gulp, shook the empty wine glass, and suddenly smiled, his expression was very gentle: "I know, in your eyes, Feng Long is much better than Jing, you have always looked down on Jing, feel that Jing is short-sighted, only thinking about making money for Tu Shan's family, acting indecisively, and even Hou and Yiying can't be even." ”

Zhen Xuan remembered Feng Long's whispering in his ear before he died, only to feel that his chest was suffocated, and he poured the wine down fiercely, without denying Xiao Yao's words: "I did think so." ”

Xiao Yao said: "You all only saw that I saved Jing, and Jing relied on me, but in fact, it was Jing who saved me. ”

Zhen Yan looked at Xiao Yao in amazement.

Xiao Yao said: "When I left Yushan, I was still a child who didn't understand anything, and I mentioned to you the things I encountered later, but I didn't talk about it in detail, not because I forgot, but because there was only humiliation and pain in those decades, and I couldn't talk about it at all." When I was locked in a cage by the nine-tailed fox demon, beaten and tortured, and forced by him to eat unimaginably disgusting things, I didn't even live as a beast, I hated everyone I could, hated that they abandoned me and made me experience this nightmarish everything. I survived, but my heart was scarred! When I met Jing, he was dirtier than the dirtiest beggar, and he was just a casual rescue, not caring about his life or death. But when I found out about his injuries, it was as if I saw myself many years ago, and suddenly I had a very strong desire for him to live! It seemed that if he could overcome all the shadows and live well, I would be able to see hope for my own recovery. I have experienced all this myself, and I know very well that after being tortured and humiliated so cruelly, it is very easy to become extreme, cold, suspicious, and it is very, very difficult to still be gentle and kind and trust others! But Jing did it! He made me understand that no matter what others do to us, we can choose to keep our hearts soft and beautiful. Brother, do you think he is indecisive in dealing with you, but tell me that if one day I suddenly betray you and hurt you, can you kill me heartily?"

He said categorically: "It is impossible for you to betray me, let alone do anything to hurt me!"

"Isn't that what Jing believes in? Hou is Jing's trusted and beloved eldest brother, and before Hou did those things, Jing was like you today, firmly believing that Hou could not hurt him. I originally thought that Jing would become cold, suspicious, and ruthless no matter what, just like you and I have changed, but he didn't! Brother, don't you think this is another kind of strength? It seems to be different from us, but Jing only defeats the suffering he encounters in the way he chooses. ”

Zhen Xuan was silent, if it was before, even if he didn't say it in his mouth, he wouldn't agree in his heart, but now he is not sure of people. A person who analyzes the general situation of the world so accurately, a person who knows how to put death and live after, doesn't he understand how to take revenge?

Xiao Yao said: "Jing clearly knows what kind of person I am, I told him 'I will not give, and I will not believe', he said to me, 'He will pay first, he will believe first', and when he said this, he had already done a lot for me." To be honest, although I was moved, it was only for a moment, because I didn't believe it at all! In my opinion, if you do it for a while, you can't do it for a lifetime! What's more, people's hearts are fickle, and today's truth does not mean tomorrow's truth! Brother, after what you have experienced, can you still say the words 'give first, believe first'? Are you still willing to do it?"

His lips twitched, but he didn't speak.

Xiao Yao said: "We are the same kind of people, we can't do it!" Jing has been trying to get close to me, but I never really trusted him, so to speak, at all times, I was ready to pull away! I've never said it, but I think Jing always understood. Brother, maybe in your eyes, I'm good at everything, but in fact, I'm very tired to be with me like this!"

Zhen Xuan said lightly: "He may have paid a lot for you, but what I saw was that he injured you to vomit blood in order to prevent the wind." ”

Xiao Yao sighed: "Yes! Jing did do something wrong, but how could I be right? I could have taken care of this with him, but I didn't do anything, just stood by and watched, waiting for Jing to prove it to me. At that time, I didn't understand that love can only be paid by one party, but two people must work together! We made mistakes, so we suffer punishment. It's the first time that we both like someone, and it's normal to make some mistakes, but our mistakes were just taken advantage of by Feng Yiying and Tu Shanhou. ”

Zhen Xuan had never dared to think deeply about Feng Long's words before he died, but those words had been haunting his heart and burning him. At this moment, the emotions that were suppressed in his heart suddenly got out of control, and he said impatiently: "Even if Jing Qianqian is good, what's the point of you telling me this?" Either way, Jing is dead!"

With a "bang", Xiao Yao actually crushed the glass wine glass in his hand, and the fragments pierced into the palm.

Zhen Yan hurriedly took her hand, and while cleaning up the glass fragments, he said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me!" Originally, I wanted to see that you were unhappy, and I wanted to drink some wine with you to make you happy, but I forgot it, I didn't mention it, no matter what you want to say, just say it slowly, I will listen carefully!" He lowered his head and picked up the broken glass little by little. After picking, I checked it carefully again before helping Xiaoyao take medicine. In fact, this is just an ordinary wound, but Zhen Xuan cautiously looks like Xiao Yao's palm is about to break.

Xiao Yao looked at Zhen Xuan in a daze, and the broken picture flashed in front of her eyes-

Left Ear said: "As long as the male beast takes a fancy to the same female beast, he will also duel, and the stronger the male beast, the more fierce the duel." ”

In the phoenix forest, Zhuan Xuan inserted the phoenix flower into Xiao Yao's sideburns and asked, "If I find her, should I hold on to her firmly and never let go?"

"Of course!" Xiao Yao said with certainty: "Once you meet, you must hold on to it." ”

Zuo Er said: "Your Majesty and Jing have taken a fancy to you, if neither of them gives up, they can only duel." ”

Xiang Liu smiled, and said lightly: "Tu Shanjing's death seems to be a brotherly fight, but in fact, there is someone behind Tu Shanjing's death, if there is no arrangement from this person, Tu Shanjing would not be able to get close to Tu Shanjing." ”

Xiao Yao's teardrops were like pearls with broken threads, falling on Zhuan's hand, Zhuan raised his head and asked anxiously, "What's wrong?" Does it hurt?"

Xiao Yao didn't say a word, just cried.

Zhen Yan asked anxiously: "Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao, where are you uncomfortable, I will summon Yin immediately." ”

Xiao Yao asked, "Did you send someone to Qingshui Town to help Tu Shanhou?"

Zhen Wei stiffened slightly, and immediately returned to normal, but in a short moment, if it wasn't for him holding Xiao Yao's hand, Xiao Yao wouldn't have felt it at all. He said, "Why do you ask?"

"I want to know the truth. Zhuan, did you send someone to help Tu Shanhou?"

He wanted to deny it, but his pride did not allow him to deny it, and after being silent for a long time, he said, "It's me!"

"It's you!" Xiao Yao thought that she had experienced all the pain in the world, but she didn't expect that the most painful person in the world was the most trusted and closest person who took a knife to dig out your heart and liver alive, knocking your bones open, the internal organs were hurting, the bone marrow was hurting, every inch of skin was hurting, and even every breath was hurting, so the pain in the past was not worth one-ten-thousandth of the current one-thousandth, and the pain was so painful that she just wanted to fall into the darkness forever and die immediately. Xiao Yao closed her eyes, and couldn't even look at Zhen Yao anymore: "Get out!"

"Xiao Yao" Zhen Yan grabbed Xiao Yao's hand tightly, but Xiao Yao's strength was amazing, and he broke free from his palm with all his strength, and the wound that had just grown shattered, and blood stained their hands red.

"Little Girl"

"Get out!" Xiao Yao roared angrily, and violently overturned a few cases, and the wine vessel fell to the ground, making a crisp and piercing sound. Her face turned blue, and her body trembled, like a boat about to be swallowed by the angry sea.

"Xiaoyao, I listen to me"

"I'll let you go!" A small silver bow appeared in Xiao Yao's palm, and she began to bend the bow, but her eyes were still closed, and she bit her lip tightly, and the blood from the bite flowed out. He walked backwards to the door step by step, but refused to step out, a threshold is two worlds, one has Xiaoyao, and the other has no Xiaoyao.

When the Yellow Emperor heard the movement, he hurried over, and when he saw the appearance of Xiao Yao and Zhuan, he immediately understood that she knew the cause of Jing's death, and hurriedly dragged Zhuan out of the house. While accumulating strength in his palm, he looked at Xiao Yao vigilantly, and hurriedly said to Zhen Yao: "Leave immediately!" Don't kill you and herself than Xiaoyao. ”

The Yellow Emperor forcefully pushed Zhen Xuan into the secret guard, and ordered Xiao Xiao: "Immediately escort Zhen Xuan back to the Purple Gold Peak." ”

Ignoring his struggles, Xiaoxiao forcibly pushed him onto the mount.

The mount had just taken to the air when a heart-wrenching cry came from inside the house. Zhen Xuan turned around and saw Xiao Yao open her eyes, the corners of her lips were red blood, her hands were also red blood, and her dark eyes were cold, as if in her eyes, everything was dead, including herself!

No matter how difficult and desperate it was, Xiao Yao was by his side, and every time he turned around, he could always see her warm and firm gaze, but now she looked at him with the most cold and ruthless gaze. It was as if all his internal organs had been dissected, and the pain made him unable to stand steadily, and he knelt softly on his mount. "Go back! I'm going back!" He wanted to order the mount to turn back, but Xiaoxiao threw out a long whip, strangled the mount's neck, and forcibly flew forward with the mount.

"Xiao Yao!" The cry of the Xuan Xuan was infinitely desolate, pouring out that he was willing to use everything to protect her, and he was willing to do everything to make her happy and worry-free. But Xiao Yao couldn't hear anything, as soon as she let go of her hand, a small silver arrow shot into the lower abdomen of the mount, killing with one arrow, and the mount fell rapidly, but fortunately Xiaoxiao reacted quickly and immediately pulled Zhen Yao to her mount.

Another arrow flew and hit the crown of the hair, and everyone was scattered, and they exclaimed in amazement, and they looked at Xiao Yao blankly. Obviously his spiritual power is not weak, but he has no idea of dodging, at this moment, Zhen Xuan actually remembered the appearance of her mother when she committed suicide, she had a dagger in her heart, and her body trembled in pain, but she jumped into her father's grave with a smile. It turned out that he was in deep love, and he would really rather die than lose, and he finally understood his mother's choice.

Zhen Xuan pushed Xiaoxiao hard, standing facing Xiao Yao's arrow, if you can't give birth to the same hole, then die with the same hole!

The dark guards saw that Xiao Yao was pulling arrows and bows again, and rushed up to kill Xiao Yao, but they roared: "Don't hurt her!" Don't! Whoever dares to hurt her, I will kill her!"

The Yellow Emperor stood in front of Xiao Yao, stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Yao's arrow, and shouted sadly: "Xiao Yao, Zhen Yao has been confused for a while, you can't be confused anymore!"

Xiao Yao stared at the Yellow Emperor, his body swayed, and muttered, "You already knew!" You're all lying to me!" The Yellow Emperor and Zhuan Xuan are the only remaining blood relatives in her world, but they both betrayed her!

Xiao Yao was grief-stricken, her blood was surging, she shot two arrows in a row, she was exhausted, the bow and arrow in her hand gradually disappeared, and her body fell straight back. The Yellow Emperor hugged her and shouted angrily at the air and said, "You still don't want to leave? Do you really want to kill everyone today?"

He closed his eyes in pain, and the wind whistled in his ears, as if someone had been screaming in his ears. Every decision in this life has gains and losses, and he has never regretted anything he has done, but at this moment, for the first time, I have a strange thought, did I do it wrong?

The Yellow Emperor ordered that Xiao Yao was given a calming medicine, and when Xiao Yao woke up, it was noon on the second day.

Xiao Yao wanted to sit up, but her whole body was sore, and she fell back on the couch, which was the sequelae of overusing her strength and overdrawing her body.

The nursery helped Xiao Yao to sit down, Xiao Yao rubbed her sore fingers and said, "What's wrong with me" Zhen Yao's grief-stricken face suddenly appeared clearly in front of her. She has experienced all kinds of tribulations, and has been tempered to be as solid as a rock, even if she dreams, Xiao Yao can't dream of such a Zhuan, she remembered the scene before she fainted, "I'll shoot Zhuan?" Xiao Yao didn't know what she wanted to ask, maybe she wanted the nursery to tell her that everything was just a nightmare!

The nursery turned pale and lowered its head.

It was Zhuan who killed Jing! And the reason for the killing machine is her! Xiao Yao closed her eyes in pain, she really would rather never wake up! In fact, the person she should shoot the most is herself! Xiao Yao laughed, but the laughter was more uncomfortable than the crying, and the nursery was so anxious that she didn't know what to do, and the Yellow Emperor walked in, and the nursery immediately withdrew from the house.

Overnight, the Yellow Emperor aged a lot, he looked at Xiao Yao silently, and he didn't know how to speak, even though he was full of wisdom and could make the world surrender, but he didn't know how to comfort Xiao Yao. After a while, the Yellow Emperor said: "Zhen Xuan has made a big mistake, even if you kill him, it is impossible to bring Jing back to life." ”

Xiao Yao asked painfully: "You are my dearest relatives, but one killed my husband, and the other helped to conceal and deceive!" What did I do wrong that you want to do to me?"

The Yellow Emperor sighed: "I'm sorry! I tried my best to defuse it. Zhen is a smart boy who always knows how to make trade-offs, I thought he could understand, but I still underestimated his feelings for you. By the time I found out that Jing had an accident, it was too late to say anything, and I could only secretly pray that you would never know for the rest of your life. ”

"Ever since I knew someone had killed Jing, I've been thinking about what to do with him. Kill him? It's too cheap for him! I'm going to make him my medicine man. I heard that Yujiang's brother was the first cool official in the Great Wilderness, and invented countless tortures, in fact, he is really stupid, if you want such a person, you should learn medical skills first, only the doctor knows the most painful part of the human body, and only the doctor can let a person endure the previous torture, I wish I was dead, but he is still alive" Xiao Yao laughed sadly, "It turned out to be Zhuan, I can't wait to even think that he was cheaper with a thousand cuts, and it turned out to be Zhuan!"

The Yellow Emperor persuaded: "People can't be resurrected after death, if you kill Zhuan, what can you get except to plunge the world into war?"

"I've at least avenged Jing!"

"Revenge, are you happy? Are you happy?"

Xiao Yao said resolutely: "Yes, I will be happy!" Yesterday, when she pulled her bow and shot Zhen Xuan, the only thought in her heart was to kill Zhen Xuan, and then kill herself, so that everything is over!

"Whether it's pleasure or pain, you'll have the answer! I want you to think about it, who are you? Your mother is Xuanyuan who died for Xuanyuan, your father is Chiyou who would rather die than give up Shennong, and your father is the White Emperor who resolutely put down his power for the sake of all the people in the world. If you cause the world to fall upside down and the nations to be displaced for your own sake, you are not worthy to be their daughter at all. ”

Xiao Yao sneered: "If you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it!" You are all famous heroes, you are willing to take the responsibility of righteousness, it is your own business, I just want to be a selfish ordinary person, find a small corner, and live for your own joys, sorrows, and sorrows! His Majesty the Wise and Wise Yellow Emperor. If you want to stop me from seeking revenge, the best solution is to kill me now! For the sake of your world's righteousness, you should be able to do it ruthlessly!"

No one dared to speak to him like this for thousands of years, the Yellow Emperor was helpless, knowing that it was useless to say anything now, he got up and left, and when he walked to the door, he suddenly turned around and said, "You can not think about them, but you should at least think about Jing." You know best how Jing is, is he willing to let you do this?

Xiao Yao's face was next to the pillow, and he said coldly: "You should go and say to Zhen Yao, what did Jing do wrong, he wants to kill Jing?"

The Yellow Emperor sighed, bent his waist, and left.

The room was silent, Xiao Yao's stubbornness disappeared, and tears dripped silently on the pillow.

A few days later, Xiao Yao's body recovered, and she found that all the medicines she had made were gone; All the tools she made were gone; The medicinal materials stored in the pharmacy, whether poisonous or not, are all emptied; Even the herbs in the medicine field were all pulled out. It can be said that the current medicine valley is completely empty in name, not to mention medicine, and even medicine residue cannot be found.

The guards are twelve hours a day, staring at Xiao Yao inch by inch, the left ear and Miao Pu are also monitored, Xiao Yao can't leave Xiao Yueding at all, let alone enter the well-defended Zijin Ding, and even, she can't even go to the Zhanggu Palace, except for the medicine valley where she lives, the only place she can go is the Phoenix Forest, Xiao Yao was put under house arrest by the Yellow Emperor, but she neither tried to leave Xiaoyueding, nor quarreled with the Yellow Emperor, she was just in a daze every day, often staring at the swing frame under the phoenix tree, and doing a few hours motionless.

Every day, the Yellow Emperor said some persuasive words to Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao was no longer the same as before, cold words,-for-tat, she was silent and quiet, silent, the Yellow Emperor didn't know if she listened to it, and she couldn't guess what Xiao Yao was thinking in her heart.

The nursery came to clean up the food table, and when she saw that the food that came from the front half an hour had not moved at all, she tearfully persuaded: "Miss, eat a little!"

Xiao Yao smiled and said, "Sowers, sit down." ”

The nursery sat down nervously, thinking that Xiao Yao was going to tell her something important.

Xiao Yao asked, "Do you like the left ear?"

The nursery was stunned for a moment, and said awkwardly, "Why is the young lady asking this?"

Xiao Yao said: "Zuo Er's previous life was very hard, it is unimaginable suffering, he is very smart, but he half-understands and half-understands mundane things, you have to be patient with him, take good care of him, don't let him be deceived." People like him are dead-eyed, once they decide something, no matter whether it is right or wrong, even if they become demons and turn to ashes, they will never look back! You see, he must not let him go astray. In fact, the wish of the left ear is very simple, to have a cave sheltered from the wind and rain, to find a female beast, and to live freely. ”

Xiao Yao was very solemn and gentle, the nursery faded away with shame, and said: "I am an orphan, fortunately I am talented, and I was selected by His Majesty to be a secret guard, I am not as capable as Sister Xiaoxiao, the power and wealth dare not ask, and I don't want to ask, the only extravagant hope is to have a home, I will take care of my left ear, and I will not let others bully him!"

Xiao Yao looked out the window and shouted, "Left ear!"

The left ear actually fell off the roof, sat on the windowsill, and the nursery "ah", and his face turned red: "You eavesdropping!"

"Not eavesdropping." The pale face of the left ear still had no expression, but the remaining ear was a little red.

Xiao Yao said: "On the same day, when you came back with me, I promised you that I would have food every day and help you find a daughter-in-law." Do you think this daughter-in-law of the nursery is liked?"

The left ear glanced at the nursery and nodded, but the pale cheeks, which seemed to be so calm that there was no reaction, gradually turned red, and the ears were even more red as if they were about to drip blood.

"Miss, you! You" The nursery covered her face and rushed out of the house.

Xiao Yao said to Zuo Er: "The nursery is often fierce, in fact, she just doesn't know how to express her concern and worry about you." I know you're not used to explaining to people, but she will be your daughter-in-law, and your daughter-in-law will be used to hurt when she marries home. Try to explain it to her as much as possible, even if it is just a word of 'I'll be careful,' and she'll feel a lot better." ”

"Is the daughter-in-law used to hurt?" The left ear thought for a moment, as if he fully understood Xiao Yao's words, and nodded.

Xiao Yao walked to the window and shouted, "Nursery, I want to drink water." ”

After a while, the nursery came in with two cups of water, and lowered its head, not daring to look at its left ear. Xiao Yao handed over a jade slip to his left ear, and said to his left ear and the nursery: "I can't leave Xiaoyueding now, you can help me deliver a letter." There is an unsignboarded blacksmith in the Dogtail Alley west of Xuanyuan City, and there is a white-haired, handsome-looking blacksmith, you give him this letter, and then everything is at his command, understand?"

Sowers asked, "Why do you want two people to send the letter?"

Xiao Yao said solemnly: "This matter is very important, I sent the two of you to have my own reasons, and the left ear can't be done alone." ”

The nursery hesitated and said, "But Miss and I are all gone."

Xiao Yao smiled faintly: "There are so many waiters outside, not to mention that there is still a grandfather, are you still afraid that someone will bully me?"

The left ear looked at Xiao Yao expressionlessly, which did not mean that he went back to carry out the order.

Xiao Yao said: "As long as I don't leave your little moon top, they won't hurt me." Sowers, are you saying I'm right?"

Sowers nodded to the left ear: "His Majesty the Yellow Emperor has restricted the freedom of the young lady, both to protect His Majesty the Black Emperor and to protect the young lady." "On that day, Xiao Yao shot His Majesty on the black background, and many people saw it, and it is hard to guarantee that there will be no people who are loyal to the Black Emperor and do radical things for the safety of the Black Emperor.

The left ear put away the jade slip and said to the nursery, "Go!"

The nursery asked Xiaoyao, "Will the guards let us go?"

Xiao Yao said: "You answer truthfully, you are going to Xuanyuan City to deliver a letter to the blacksmith in Gouwei Lane, and my grandfather will definitely let him go." In fact, the Yellow Emperor couldn't wait to send his left ear away.

Sowers said, "Miss, you take care of yourself, we will come back as soon as possible." ”

Xiao Yao watched their backs fade away, and sighed secretly, she wanted to be a silent guardian, watching the left ear and the nursery slowly develop, but the world is changeable, and her time is running out, so she can only pick out everything, let the left ear and the nursery support each other and take care of each other. Xiao Yao silently blessed in his heart: left ear, nursery, there will be no time in the future! I wish you all happiness! What Sang-ryu didn't get, and Jing and I didn't get either, but you'll definitely get it.

The Yellow Emperor has always guarded Xiao Yao from using poison and took away all the medicinal materials in the Medicine Valley, but Xiao Yao has always been a person who remembers the lesson and will never make the same mistake. Since the last time he fell from the wild goose, there was no medicine available at the moment of crisis, Xiao Yao has carefully studied how to collect the medicine so that it will not be lost, earrings, bracelets, hair, and even a piece of clothing, as long as it is treated after soaking with medicinal solution, when it is needed, tear off the cloth and add water, it is medicine..... I tried my best to do these things back then, but I didn't want the emperor and Zhuan Xuan to worry about her anymore, but I didn't expect that one day, they would be used against them.

Although Xiao Yao has never appeared in front of Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao is directly to him must have been to Xiao Yueding, the emperor strictly forbids Xiao Yao to contact with Xiao Yao, but he doesn't know that every child has a secret that adults don't know, Xiao Yao and Zhen Yao have eaten and lived together since childhood, and there are many ways to pass on messages.

It was another full moon night, Xiao Yao was carrying a white jade lotus pot, humming those ancient songs, while walking slowly along the mountain scriptures, the guards looked at her to go to the Phoenix Forest, and they did not stop her, but followed secretly.

When Xiao Yao and Zhen first came to Shennong Mountain, there was not a single phoenix tree on Shennong Mountain. He planted phoenix trees one by one in Zijinding and Xiaoyueding, and after a hundred years, the phoenix trees have become forests. The flowering period of the phoenix flower is very long, from spring to autumn, the whole hillside is the fiery red phoenix flower, the distance is bright like the morning glow, gorgeous like splendor, the flowers are dense up close, and the falling flowers are colorful.

Xiao Yao strolled in the phoenix forest, there were falling flowers falling down, Xiao Yao caught it casually, put the flowers in the lotus pot, and after a while, it was filled with a phoenix flower.

The phoenix flower in the moonlight is not as bright and dazzling as the phoenix flower in the sun, and the flamboyant and enthusiastic are compared to a gorgeous woman who walks and whirls, and the beautiful eyes are circulating, and the phoenix flower in the moonlight is like a beautiful woman who sits quietly and ponders with her eyes down. Xiao Yao, like when he was a child, always put his steps down, listening to the rustling sound of falling flowers and dead leaves.

Walking to the swing frame, Xiao Yao stopped.

Although it has not been used for a long time, but because of the spiritual power of the Xuan, the swing frame has not been climbed by vines, it is still clean and tidy, Xiao Yao jumped and sat on the swing frame, her legs were suspended in the air, kicking and shaking, she leisurely admired the phoenix flower, and from time to time took out a flower from the lotus cup and put it in her mouth to suck the nectar.

The sweetness of nectar filled her lips and teeth, and Xiao Yao remembered what happened when she was a child. She doesn't like to eat nectar, but she always helps him pick flowers with dew at the moment of sunrise when she practices in the morning, just because she says that the nectar at sunrise is the sweetest, and the dewdrops in the lotus stamen are sweet. Even in a dark and narrow cage, she still feels that the beautiful phoenix flower is not far away, and her mother and father don't want her in time, but her brother will want her.

He stepped on the moonlight dewdrops, walked through the flying phoenix flowers, and walked over.

Wearing a black gold embroidered robe, his hair is tied with a fish-touching crown, his facial features are handsome, his temperament is elegant, at first glance, he looks like an idle boy who is accompanied by piano, chess, poetry and books. But if you really look at him, you will immediately feel the calmness of his mastery, and the majesty of life and death.

Xiao Yao was in a trance, and she actually felt that Zhuan's face was a little unfamiliar, as if she had never really looked at Zhuan Xue carefully. It's always been a balm, and it's been a balm. When you are happy, you can laugh together; When you are tired, you can let him carry it; When you are angry, you can let him coax, and when you are in trouble, you can rely on him. The danger is that everything can be entrusted to it.

In Xiao Yao's heart, she and Zhen Xuan are close to each other, no difference between each other, as long as Zhen Xuan wants to get it, she will definitely help him get it at all costs, so from Wushen Mountain to Xuanyuan Mountain, from Xuanyuan Mountain to Shennong Mountain, but everything she has, Zhen Xuan can be used, including her life. She also always thought that Zhuan would treat her the same, but whatever she wanted, Zhuan Xuan would definitely help her fight for it; But whatever she wants to protect and cherish, she will definitely regard it as a treasure.

But it turned out that everything was taken for granted by her! Is it because she didn't see the 颛顼 clearly, or is the 颛顼 no longer in her heart?"

But I haven't seen each other for a few days, and the two seem to be reunited in another world, and Zhen Xuan is cautious and softly called: "Xiaoyao!"

Xiao Yao smiled slightly: "Knowing that I am going to kill you, do you dare to come alone?"

"If you're not sure I'm back, why are you waiting here?"

Xiao Yao said lightly: "I used to think I knew you very well, but now I don't know." ”

There was a misery in his eyes, and he asked with a smile: "Do you want to swing?"

"Hmm!"

Zhen gently pushed Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao looked up at the fiery phoenix flowers, and they fluttered and fell.

In the quiet phoenix forest, a silent man pushed the swing, and a silent woman swinged, and both of them clearly appeared in their minds-

Under the flaming phoenix tree.

The swing frame swinged higher and higher, and the little girl on the swing rack screamed and laughed at the same time: "Brother, brother, look at me, look at me!"

The boy next to the swing frame looked up, with a smile between his eyebrows.

Under the flaming phoenix tree. The boy next to the swing frame has become a humble gentleman, and the girl next to the swing frame has become a fair girl. The man pushes the swing without a ride, and the woman on the swing frame looks sideways at the man, swings a few times, and then sits for a while. The two were talking, the topic was not easy, but their expressions were very relaxed, smiling all the time, and they did not care about the life and death on the road ahead.

A hundred years of time may have made them lose the laughter of their childhood, but it gave them strong self-confidence, no matter what they encountered, it was just to overcome obstacles and fight their way out.

Since they were children, they have had countless memories of swinging, but in their memories, there has never been a time like this.

The swing when I was a child was like a rainbow, bright and joyful; The swing after growing up and reuniting is like the sun in the dark clouds, even though it is dark around, they are each other's sunshine; But this time the swing was like a dark night before a storm, without a single color, without a ray of light, just boundless darkness.

His hand grew heavier and heavier, and he could barely push it anymore. However, he knew very well that this was probably the last time he and Xiao Yao would swing together, and he was reluctant to stop, even if it was in the boundless darkness, he was willing to keep pushing it like this.

Xiao Yao handed the white jade lotus cup to Zhen Xuan: "I don't know if I hate you or myself, probably together!" After all, I have always believed that no matter what you do, I will help you bear it, and if you make a mistake, I will also have half of it. ”

He took a phoenix flower from the pot and gently sucked the nectar.

Xiao Yao said, "Is it sweet?"

"It's sweet. ”

Xiao Yao ate a flower and said, "When my grandmother died, we swore in front of my mother, aunt, and Aunt Zhu that we would take care of each other and never give up, I did it, but you didn't do it!" Brother, you didn't do it!"

He picked up a phoenix flower and put it in his mouth; "I know I didn't do it, but not because I killed Jing, but because I ...... Wrong from the start! I shouldn't have used you as a pawn, and I shouldn't have given you up to Jing just to get the help of the Tu Shan clan and the Chishui clan. ”

Xiao Yao said: "These days, my grandfather told me a lot of truths, what family and country in the world, but I am not my mother, my heart is very small, I can only pretend that I care about the people, I can't pretend to be the people in the world, I used to pretend to care about what family and country the world, all the people, just because you care, but I hate you now!" Those have nothing to do with me!"

Zhen Yan smiled and said, "Those really have nothing to do with you!"

Xiao Yao said: "So, no matter what my grandfather says, I still have to kill you, if you kill Jing, I must kill you, do you understand?"

Zhen Yan smiled and gently stroked Xiao Yao's head: "I know!"

Xiao Yao handed a phoenix flower to Zhuan: "After killing you, I will accompany you to die." ”

Zhen Xuan said: "It's okay like this, I don't worry about leaving you alone!" The clan that hates Chiyou, a group of women in the Zijin Palace, and those loyal ministers in Yujiang...... I really don't feel at ease letting you deal with them alone, or taking you with me is the most reassuring. ”

Xiao Yao ate a phoenix flower and said with a smile: "Originally, I thought of a lot of cruel methods, planning to torture the person who hurt Jing, but I had no way to use it on you, so I thought of this method, it was very sweet, and it would not be painful at all." ”

Zhen Xuan agreed and said, "It's very sweet." He wanted to push the swing again, but he couldn't lift up any strength, he held on to the phoenix tree next to the swing frame, slowly sat on the peach blossoms, patted his side, "Sit on the ground, the province will fall down later, it will hurt." ”

Xiao Yao held on to the swing frame, staggered to his feet, and sat down with staggering steps. Zhen Yao climbed a few steps, reached out to wrap his hand around Xiao Yao's waist, Xiao Yao wanted to push him away, but it was difficult to control his body, turned to the side, Zhen Yao pulled her hard, Xiao Yao fell into Zhen Yao's arms.

Xiao Yao was soft, without a trace of strength, as when he was a child, he held Xiao Yao tightly in his arms, and asked: "You have been immersed in poison all year round, and your physique should be resistant to drugs, why did your poison start earlier than me?"

"I took the poison before you, and when I sat on the swing rack and waited for you to come, I began to poison myself. Actually, you shouldn't come, you really shouldn't come, although I left you a message, I don't want you to go to the appointment......" Xiao Yao's tears rolled down one by one.

Zhen Yan stroked away the tears on Xiao Yao's cheeks: "If I don't come, are you going to die alone on the swing frame under the phoenix tree?" Let me see for myself what kind of mistakes I made! Xiaoyao, you are so ruthless!"

Xiao Yao laughed: "My maternal grandfather is the Yellow Emperor, my father is Chiyou, and my brother is Zhuan, one is more ruthless than the other, can you still expect me to be kind?"

Zhen Xuan smiled and said, "That's right! You can't expect a rabbit to come out of a wolf's den. ”

Xiao Yao laughed while tears kept rolling down.

Zhen asked softly, "Xiao Yao, if Jing kills me, will you punish Jing like this for me?"

"Jing will never hurt you! Jing knows how important you are to me, and he would rather suffer everything himself than put me in such a painful and desperate situation......" Xiao Yao's voice became smaller and smaller, and his breath became weaker and weaker.

Zhen Yan hugged Xiao Yao tightly and kissed Xiao Yao's forehead: "Xiao Yao, I'm sorry." I was wrong! I was wrong!" Since he was a child, he has only regrets and no regrets for what he has done, and for the first time he admitted his mistake.

The corners of his eyes slowly burst into tears, crystal clear in the moonlight, the corners of Xiao Yao's mouth turned up, and he smiled slightly: "Dian Xuan, brother...... I...... I forgive you! Hate you, it's too painful...... It hurts more than heartbreaking...... I forgive you......"

Tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes: "Xiaoyao, tell me!" If you could do it all over again, as soon as you returned to Wushen Mountain, I would keep a firm eye on you and never give Jing a chance to get close to you, would you choose me?"

Xiao Yao's eyes were dim, she couldn't see anything clearly, and her thoughts flew back to the beginning of everything at the beginning, a long time ago, but it was as clear as yesterday: "When I was locked in a cage by the nine-tailed fox, I kept thinking about you...... When you didn't recognize me...... I'm willing to save you with my life...... Then...... Jing......" The voice became lower and lower, and gradually disappeared, and Xiao Yao was as quiet as a sleeping kitten.

He muttered over and over again: "Xiao Yao! Xiao Yao ...... "But I can't feel her breath anymore."

On Chaoyun Peak, they frolicked and played during the day, hugged and snuggled each other late at night, bid farewell to their relatives together, and suffered together...... Xiao Yao said that her heart became as cold and hard as a stone, but he had always been treasured by Xiao Yao in the middle and softest place wrapped in the stone. When Jing wanted to pay first, believe first, and fight for Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao had already done everything for him, obviously he didn't like the struggle for power, and he didn't care about the righteous responsibility, but for him, he accompanied him back to Xuanyuan Mountain and guarded him all the time......

He has always felt that Jing is not worthy of Xiao Yao, and if he can't take care of Xiao Yao, it will only bring Xiao Yao sadness, but what about him?

Zhen Yao kissed Xiao Yao's cheek, his eyes were wet with Xiao Yao's face, but Xiao Yao would no longer hug him and comfort him: "Don't be afraid, I will accompany you." ”

If he did it again, he would definitely put Xiao Yao in the forefront, and he would definitely think about what she wanted first, not what he wanted, but it was too late......

He hugged Xiao Yao, his forehead against his forehead, his cheek to his cheek, and slowly closed his eyes.