Xiao Yan has been silent, and Lu Xiaochun has an indifferent expression: "No matter which of you fall in love or not, get married or not, you are all my good friends and sisters anyway, what's the difference!" ”

Su Wei smiled: "It's still Xiaochun open-minded, just think about it this way, why bother yourself!" ”

Amy said, "What open-minded? I think she has no heart and no lungs, I don't believe that she can't meet the person she likes, and she won't fall in love or get married for the rest of her life? ”

Lu Xiaochun said: "I have someone I like!" ”

"Who?" Amy's eyes widened.

"Senior Brother Lin!"

"Won't it?" Su Wei is not calm anymore.

"Don't get me wrong, I just admire his looks and talent, and I must find a better one in the future. I won't snatch a boyfriend with a good sister for nothing. Lu Xiaochun had a harmless smile on his face, and his eyes were clearer and brighter than the spring sun.

Su Wei stroked her head: "Xiaochun, others say that you are stupid and don't understand human feelings, but I think you are a very smart girl." ”

Amy grinned: "I feel like she is the same as Tang Yan, she is a natural stay." ”

Lu Xiaochun pouted: "Anyway, I live happily every day, isn't it?" ”

Amy laughed: "Okay, I hope you don't have a heartless happiness for the rest of your life." ”

"Thank you." Lu Xiaochun smiled sweetly and continued to nibble on the cone.

After leaving the restaurant, Lin Luo and Xu Yu did not take the bus back to school directly, but walked all the way to watch the scenery of the entire familiar city together.

Lin Luo was going to call a car, but he promised: "It's still early, come and go with me!" ”

Lin Luo saw that she was in a good mood, so he accompanied her in the direction of the school.

Although the distance was a bit long, and the two people on the road did not talk most of the time, they did not feel lonely or awkward to each other.

Xu Promise asked, "Why are you so nice to me?" ”

Even though a few days had passed, she still felt unreal, like she was living in a dream.

Lin Luo smiled slightly: "Because you are worth it." ”

He didn't tell that in Xia Ruoxi's diary, there was a story about promises.

In her diary, Xia Ruoxi wrote:

[Today I was drinking in the dormitory with Xu Promise, but I didn't expect both of them to get drunk.

A person who promised to be so silent did not expect that when he was drunk, the words would become more.

She said: Why can't each of us live the way we want to be? It is necessary to spend a short life in the bondage and calculation of the world.

Life is obviously only a few decades old, why do you have to be in such a hurry every day, troubled by fame and fortune, and you can't even take a look at the scenery around you.

It seems that everyone feels that they can live for hundreds or thousands of years, one by one they give up their inner attachments, their original dreams, and constantly ask for and plunder from the world, never stopping for a moment, but in the end they become the most hated by themselves.

Perhaps, I am the least qualified person to say these things. Perhaps, one day in the future, I will also give up the love in my heart, find an ordinary man, give birth to a cute child, live an ordinary life, and live this life in inaction.

……

I always thought that a woman like Xu Promise, who was as independent and independent as the deep valley and had no quarrel with the world, would not have these troubles in her heart, nor would she think about the right and wrong questions of this world, and after listening to these words, I understood her pain and sorrow.

I asked her, "Is it because of Lin Luo?" ”

Xu promised to hug me and said: "No, I know what my future will be, and you are different, you will definitely get happiness, if you like a person, go and work hard, don't be afraid and don't feel lonely, I will always be by your side." ”

At this point, we both cried.

Xu Promise was full of tears, but there was a stubborn smile on the corner of his mouth: "Ruoxi, I hope you can live as you want, because from the first day I met you, you are what I dreamed of." ”】

When Lin Luo saw this, his mood was indescribably heavy.

In the past, he rarely watched live broadcasts, and occasionally watched Xia Ruoxi as a game anchor, although he couldn't see her, he would feel satisfied just listening to the voice.

After reading the diary, Lin Luo specially found the promised live broadcast room: the moonlit night of the 24th Bridge.

At that time, Xu Promise happened to be singing the song "I Just Love You Too Much".

Watching each other sing seriously, his eyes were full of pain and sadness, and he didn't have to guess, he knew that he was singing to himself.

Looking at the live videos recorded by enthusiastic netizens in the past, almost all of them are love and sad songs.

This girl, who is very soft on the surface and inside, makes people can't bear to hurt or refuse.

Lin Luo listened carefully to this song from beginning to end:

"Forgive me for being really drunk because I really miss you

Accidentally being swallowed by loneliness and loving your happiness

I know it shouldn't be, and I know you're going to get hurt

I just don't want to make myself too dependent on you anymore......"

If it weren't for Xia Ruoxi writing in her diary about her and Promise getting drunk, Lin Luo really couldn't believe it, Promise would drink, he must have been so sad and painful that he couldn't bear it, so he would choose to use alcohol to numb the nerves of pain!

"I understand that the love you give is real

It's just that I don't know how to love to make you want to leave......"

To what extent does it take to love someone, will you go back in time, still be dedicated and dedicated to one person.

Now Lin Luo finally understands why Xia Ruoxi wanted to stop Xu Yu from being with Liang Letian in the first place.

Knowing that there will be no result, knowing that it is he who promises to like himself instead of Liang Letian, why let her love be so painful and humble?

"Because I don't know if I'll ever meet you in my next life

That's why I'm working so hard to give you the best in this life

Loving you has become hurting you, and our love is about to suffocate

Not on purpose, just loving you too much......"

Yes, none of us knows whether we will be able to meet the person we love in the next life, so we will love desperately, want to be with each other, maybe missed, or forever.

Who knows if there will be a next life, and if not? Is this regret irreparable?

So, when Promise asked, "Why are you so nice to me?" ”

Lin Luo's answer was: "Because you are worth it." ”

If the promise is not worth it, who else is worth it? Compared with his own dedication to Xiao Ruoxi when he was young, and his later love for "Xia Ruoxi", he promised to be more affectionate and dedicated than himself.

It's as if no matter how the world changes, she does her best to guard the tenderness in her heart.

Even if you look at it from a distance and don't bother, you still haven't given up your attachment to love.

Just like the love of Sauvignon Blanc in ancient times, once loved, it is a lifetime.

Life and death do not change, unswerving.

The circuit was overhauled, and the electricity was stopped for a day, and I was also drunk...... Luckily, the call came in the evening.

(End of chapter)